Loving You Is Hurtful

Chapter 221

She held her hands tightly. Her hands were shaking. The panic in her eyes almost made Fu HaoChen's heart tremble.

It was at this moment that Fu HaoChen suddenly understood how important he was to lornxi.

Fu HaoChen and luonxi walked forward quickly.

Fu HaoChen couldn't help being worried because when he xianuan was taken away today, there were clear bloodstains on his neck.

In the end, Fu Haodi didn't know more than he was hurt.

And today, he xianuan must have been frightened. Fu HaoChen thought and clenched his fist.

But as soon as he grasped his hand, Fu HaoChen felt the pain in his injured shoulder.

Fu HaoChen let go of his hand.

Is his ability really insufficient

why can't he always protect the people around him

Why do people around him always get hurt

Fu HaoChen is a little angry, and the frequency of his feet is faster.

Wang Xiaobo once said that all human suffering is essentially anger at his own incompetence.

Fu HaoChen hated this feeling of powerlessness.

He wants to protect, and the people around him can not receive any harm.

But Fu HaoChen did not know that his anger and worry were actually hurting lornxi.

Luonxi watched Fu HaoChen walk faster and faster. In the end, even she had to trot to keep up.

The more lornxi went, the more sad and the harder she went.

This short distance between going up and down the stairs made lornxi feel like she had passed through the seven fold heaven and the eight fold prison, separated by the Red Sea. No matter how hard she tried, she walked very hard and could not keep up with Fu HaoChen's pace.

He was in such a hurry because of the warm summer.

He still has a wound on him.

It hurts. It hurts.

Lornxi breathed, trying to ease her own pain.

Fu HaoChen saw Luo en Xi around him breathing more and more quickly, slowed down his pace.

"I'm sorry." Fu HaoChen said that he thought it was because he was impatient and walked too fast, which made lornxi too hard, so he gasped like this, "I'll walk slowly."

As a result, Fu HaoChen found that luonxi's eyes were slightly red.

"What's the matter, Enxi?" Fu HaoChen was startled and quickly asked, "what's the matter with you"

"No." Lornxy stifled her choking and said, "let's go."

What is she talking about?

Why didn't she say that she was very miserable, and now her heart was dying with pain, so she enjoyed Fu HaoChen's care and kept him forever by her side

lornxi was amused by her own thoughts, but after she laughed, it was a bitter smile.

She can't do it.

She can't do it.

For their own sake, for their own selfishness, Fu HaoChen's world can only have their own.

But in this way, they are also mixed with others, really good pain good pain.

Fu HaoChen looked anxiously at Luo en Xi, then reached out and took Luo en Xi's hand.

"Don't force yourself." Fu HaoChen said softly.

Luonxi looked at Fu HaoChen and felt his nose sour.

Can you just hold your hand and never separate.

Fu HaoChen, don't let me go, OK

don't choose others, OK

Fu HaoChen took lornxi to the temporary ward of the emergency department, and soon saw he xianuan.

He xianuan has been looking around, the first time to see Fu HaoChen.

Of course, also see Fu HaoChen side luonxi, and they tightly together hand.

He Xia's warm eyes narrowed, but soon covered up the past without trace.

Fu HaoChen walked quickly to He Xia's warm hospital bed.

"Warm summer, how are you?" Fu HaoChen asked.

He Xia's warm neck is wrapped with thick bandages.

Neck epidermis is damaged, but in fact it is not a big problem, just do not need strenuous activity, and then wait for the wound to heal.

But when he xianuan just bandaged, he specially let the doctor wrap himself a little thick.

So that's the result now.

He xianuan looks at Fu HaoChen's eyes with satisfaction.

"Why is it so serious?" Fu HaoChen frowned, reaching out to touch the bandage on He Xia's warm neck. Fu HaoChen's hand trembled with a thick layer.

He xianuan is a born actor. At the moment when Fu HaoChen held out his hand, his tears fell down.

"HaoChen" he xianuan choked.

"What's the matter? Don't cry, is it painful?" Fu HaoChen immediately put down his hand at a loss, and then wiped his tears for he xianuan.Lornxi looked at his right hand, which was released.

Let go.

There was a sudden pang in lornxi's heart.

Fu HaoChen still let her go.

Luonxi looked at Fu HaoChen wiping tears for he xianuan, and suddenly felt that he was the one who was isolated from the whole world.

Is he the one who is superfluous

lornxi couldn't control her eyes to look at Fu HaoChen and he xianuan, and even more could not control her thinking to think wildly.

"Special pain," he xianuan said, burying his face in Fu HaoChen's arms and holding Fu HaoChen's waist in both hands.

Fu HaoChen was embarrassed for a moment, but he xianuan burst into tears.

"HaoChen, what's going on? I'm scared to death." he xianuan yelled, tears falling down.

Fu HaoChen saw that he xianuan was crying so badly that she felt that she might be really scared. There was no time to think about other things for a moment. He xianuan soon attracted all his attention.

"Well, it's warm in summer. It's OK. It's OK." Fu HaoChen hugged He Xia's warm shoulder and comforted him in a low voice.

Fu HaoChen was filled with unspeakable guilt.

In his memory, he seems to have been hurting he xianuan.

First, she abandoned her, indirectly harmed her and lost her child. Then she fabricated countless lies to deceive he xianuan who had believed in him unconditionally. Then, he xianuan was ruthlessly moved out, cut off he xianuan's last thought, and let her go completely. Finally, he xianuan was present and harmed because he encountered such a thing and suffered such a heavy injury.

"HaoChen, I'm really afraid" He Xia's warm tears all wiped on Fu HaoChen's front.

As the weather was warm, Fu HaoChen wore a patient's uniform. He Xia's warm tears touched his skin through his clothes. The temperature of the tears was cool, but Fu HaoChen felt that the tears were hot and painful.

He is the one who is sorry for he xianuan.

"Summer warm, sorry to let you encounter such a thing," Fu HaoChen sighed.

"I almost died, why can this be so?" He Xia warm cry tired, some trembling said.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault," Fu HaoChen said, gently patting he xianuan's shoulder with his hand.

He really blamed himself.

He can't protect the people he wants to protect.

"It's going to be OK. It's warm in summer. It's not going to be any more." Fu HaoChen comforted he xianuan, but he was not making his own oath

luonxi looked at the two people tightly holding each other, and whispered to each other from the other beds in the multi person ward.

"Well, this is a couple," one of them said.

"I think so." Another said, "well, I don't know what happened. It will hurt my neck."

"Not really." The former speaker continued, "but the man is no better than there. He is still in the hospital. I didn't expect his girlfriend was also sent."

"Well, it's fate." Said another.

"Who is this man and this man coming with"

"who can it be? It should be a relative."

Yeah, that's a lot of luck.

Lornxy heard these people say this, suddenly and gently smile.

Nature plays tricks on people.

As Fu HaoChen's wife, she is just a "relative" in the eyes of others.

He xiawen and Fu HaoChen seem to be the real lovers.

Lornxy suddenly had a feeling of "being in the game.".

Is it that they always feel like this to others?

she is a dispensable existence.

When the three of them were together, she seemed out of place and destroyed the atmosphere between Fu HaoChen and he xianuan.

Lornxy suddenly felt a little unsteady.

It felt like she was the third party.

At this moment, lornxy wanted to shout out how much he was my husband and I was his wife

lornxi opened her mouth, and her mouth was bitter.

She suddenly felt that her idea was really stupid, so silly.

She needs to emphasize this kind of thing to others, just like a little girl whose beloved candy is about to be taken away.

As if she was about to lose him.

Lornsy had a chill.

He Xia's warm crying has gradually stopped.

Fu HaoChen has been gently touching her hair, calming her mood.

He xianuan has always been a person who knows how to attract other people's attention. When Fu HaoChen and he xianuan are together, they seldom get distracted.

So this time he came, he almost forgot lornxy with him.

Lornxi stood quietly to one side, looking at the two people who had been hugging each other.Quietly, it almost stands as a stone carving that nobody cares about.

Luonxi always wanted to know whether he could only chase Fu HaoChen's side and look at him like this even though the sea was changing.

But never catch up with his steps, never can never walk with him.

Forever, there is no way to be the person around him.

"HaoChen." He xianuan suddenly opened his mouth, and his voice still had a strong nasal voice, "the doctor said that I would not be discharged until tomorrow. Can you accompany me here"

Fu HaoChen was stiff for a moment, and then he suddenly remembered lornxi who had been standing behind him.

Fu HaoChen immediately turned back.

Lornxy was standing behind him, not far or near.

But Fu HaoChen suddenly felt that the distance of this moment became far away.

Far away, he couldn't seem to catch lornxy any more.