"Do you think it's because you are not meant to be mine, and I should be punished if I touch you?"

Shang Zhen really thinks so. She does it again and changes everything, but the only constant thing is to entangle with him.

"You and I should be predestined

"I don't want this fate!" Feng Xingyan forced down the words, "except for you, I don't want anything! I will not like others any more, I only want you! "

Shang Zhen's mouth slightly tilts, slowly slides down the wall, and sits in the water completely. The cold water wakes her up. She doesn't know whether the brain pain is due to lack of oxygen or fever, but at this time, she still feels happy.

"Then I can rest assured that if you don't love me and forget me, it will make me feel as if I haven't lived."

Don't say such words, don't torture him with such words! Feng Xingyan's eyes are full of blood. His chin trembles. He pinches his cell phone tightly and has to close his eyes

There is no third party, no misunderstanding, no ridiculous disputes between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, family prejudice, but why do they want to be together so hard? As if God deliberately created difficulties and moved all the obstacles in front of him.

He kept climbing over the obstacles and was about to finish, but he played with him like this

This fate, he does not accept!

Shang Zhen continued to type. Every word seemed like a last word.

"You know what? My biggest regret in my last life is that the drugs I developed are used all over the world, but no one knows my name. I have saved many people, but no one thanks me. I have loved a person for a long time, but there has been no response. Finally, when I die with the enemy, I am afraid, because I feel like I have never lived. Will those people collect the corpse for me? Will anyone remember me when I die? I'm afraid not? "

"The only one who will remember me is Li WANYING. I like godmother so much! She has given me all the warmth, and she has always wanted to find me in her last life. It's my own corner that I missed the chance to live. "

Feng Xingyan wants to type, but he can't type a word. He wants to say that he won't be able to do it. His mother is her, he is her, and everything she wants is hers.

There will be countless people to remember her, thank her, but she can't die, there can't be her name on the monument, he can't do without her!

Shang Zhen typed again, as if to say everything he had never said.

"I used to be so cowardly. I thought that taking a step back could broaden my horizons. Later, when others approached, I was used to taking a step back. This kind of habit is very terrible, it makes me be held by the throat of bad people, even if I have the ability, I will not resist. "

"So, I'm afraid of a lot of people. I'm afraid of my stepmother. When she looks cold, I'm afraid in my heart. It seems that I'm only 12 years old. She's as tall and unattainable as a giant. I'm afraid of Wan Qingqing. As soon as she makes a small report, I'll have bad luck. Every time she tries to bully me, I can't resist. I'm also afraid of my father and the student who always looks down on me in school. Of course I'm afraid of you.

As soon as you frown, I wonder, have I done something wrong? Do you hate me more? But, even so, I still can't disappear from your eyes, like you, exhausted all the courage of my last life. You know what? "

"I see." Feng Xingyan sat on the ground, at this time all kinds of murmurs in his ears, but he couldn't hear anything. Immersed in the world that belonged to them, he even asked her.

"When I chased you before, I thought you were hard to catch up with. It's clear that I'm different to you, but you just refuse to submit. Now I know the reason, because at that time, I didn't use all my strength to love you. You played a small temper, didn't you?"

Shang Zhen is typing with a smile.

"Yes

Feng Xingyan lost his smile. Even though his expression was worse than crying, he still laughed.

Shang Zhen told him.

"I was too stupid in my last life, so I learned to be a little good in this life, fear? It's unnecessary, cowardice is unnecessary, and honesty and softness are all useless!

It seems that when I was reborn, I screened out my life. I thought that I was invincible to eliminate those unstable factors! Of course, in fact, I'm really invincible. Those who calculated me didn't get a good deal in the end. It's just that I'm unlucky to be here tonight. Maybe my biggest enemy is God? Damn, it hurt when I fell down, and it still hurts now! "

Feng Xingyan immediately became nervous, "how do you feel now?"

Sitting in the cold muddy water, Shang Zhen's head is getting hotter and hotter, and her consciousness is getting fainter and fainter. She can trace these words with her fingers, as if she can see the tense look on his face

"I'm in a bad situation now."

"Headache, I don't know whether it's anoxia or fever. I'm half immersed in muddy water. Believe me, the feeling of staying in the water in this weather is the most severe punishment. It won't be long before I suffocate, freeze to death or drown. I have no other place to escape. In order to kill me, God designed this death method for me It's too late. "She seems to have let go completely. She let go of all the shackles before she died and showed her nature.

And optimistic, some witty about their own pain, in order to let him remember her.

Feng Xingyan was forced to breathe between her lines. He could imagine what she looked like at this time, cramped, cold, suffocating! But he can't even hold her. This kind of feeling is just like lingchi. It's impossible for people to survive or die!

"Hold on, will you? Even for me, please! "

Shang Zhen opens her mouth to breathe. Her breathing speeds up involuntarily, and her body becomes paralyzed.

She's running out of time!

She had to use the fastest speed of typing, every time, with life, in writing!

"If I die, don't be sad. If I can be reborn, I've made money. I've got revenge on everyone and become the star of medicine. I'm very satisfied. What I asked for is nothing more than that..."

She laughed at herself.

"But I found that when death came, I was most grateful for the rebirth, but I still got your love. I've been reluctant to face this problem before, but it's very clear at this time that I'm satisfied with being deeply loved by you. I'm more satisfied than being successful in revenge or becoming famous! "

"I seem to have forgotten to tell you all the time, or I've been reluctant to admit it."

"I love you. From last life to this life, I can't change my mind. "