Raised his hand, his fingers trembled. He Li laboriously untied the cloak for her, threw the wet cloak aside, and then opened his arms to put her cold body into his arms, whispering, "why don't you cherish yourself so much?" On second thought, this person actually can't take care of herself very much. In the past, there was always someone around her, and these things were done well for her, but now even yingshisan has gone. If he himself has left, what should this person do? I'm really worried.

Seeing that his eyebrows were still frowned because of pain, but his eyes were worried about himself, Ling Qingyu's eyes suddenly turned red, wiped his tears, dragged him up, put him against the head of the bed, and said, "how are you talking about me? It's all like this, why don't you let someone serve you?"

A shallow smile appeared on his face, and he Li said, "if I let those women outside the door in, you won't eat me?" Seeing her hand, her expression suddenly froze. He Li pulled her, still hugged her in his arms, and said with a smile, "I didn't care if I said the wrong thing. I care. I'm afraid. If I really let others into the house, you'll turn around and leave, and then arrange a bunch of beauties for me."

"He Li!" Straightening his joking smile, Ling Qingyu whispered, "if you can live a long life, I'd rather you marry a bunch of beautiful women!"

He Li chuckled, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile, "but I don't want to. I'd rather die early than just you." Stroking her hair, before she became angry, he Li restrained his smile and said, "my problem has nothing to do with you. It's the curse left by the war at heishuiguan. As you know, as a military general, life and death are just a line apart. You see, I'm fine. Although I'm sick, don't I live now? Well, good girl, don't cry, he Li's life is good enough, no matter how good it is, I'm afraid there will be a scourge."

"If..."

"No if," He Li interrupted her, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingers, Avenue: "No if, Qingyu, I followed the general at the age of seven and the general at the age of eleven. Since then, I am ready to go to the battlefield every time. Before I met you, I don't know how many times I have been injured, and the injury that caused this disease is not because of you. Even if I don't fight for you, I won't live long. The onset of that disease is my time of death. Anyway, I'd rather die for you..., so, You see, I'm actually selfish, right? "

Selfish? It's me who is selfish. If they don't swing at the beginning, Yan San and Yang Zhao won't be so painful, and Yan San won't die. Without my involvement, Yang Zhao won't die. If I hadn't made this decision selfishly, how could they be dragged into this troubled world by me, and then die miserably one by one

"The head of the family..." pulled the quilt and wrapped her shaking body. He Li's expression was rare and serious. His fingers raised her chin and raised her drooping head. Looking at her expression and the sadness in her eyes, he Li said, "are you regretting? Regret that you saved us at the beginning. If you hadn't saved us, you wouldn't be at this point?" She shook her head violently, kissed the tears from the corners of her eyes, and his face softened a little. He Li said softly, "since it's not, why should I regret blaming myself? You see, if it weren't for our meeting at the beginning, he Li would have died fifteen years ago. Well, don't be angry. Really, I'll tell you something, don't be angry, OK?"

His expression was too serious. It was really rare in so many years of getting along. Ling Qingyu looked at him in disbelief, and then nodded.

"In fact, when the general decided to go with you, I didn't plan to live long. I thought at that time, when the general went with you and the difficulties of Heishui pass passed, I would die." I tightly hugged Ling Qingyu's body, which was upright because of excitement, and he Li fell his head on her shoulder, Low channel: "I can't stand that kind of pain, whether it's the pain of this disease or the pain of never seeing you again, I can't stand it... I've thought it over. Anyway, you won't come back, and the main house won't be used anymore. I'll die in that bed, and I can't bleed. If the blood dirties the bed, it won't be good. There's still your smell on it. I think, go to the ghost doctor for a poison, and I want the kind that tastes like sleeping... But the general died in battle..."

The man's tall body tightly hugged himself, and his tightly hugged arms trembled slightly. When talking, the breath close to his neck sprayed on his skin with heat, making his voice seem to have a tremor.

"In fact, I'm sorry for the general. Sometimes, I secretly like it. If the general is still there, I can't even get close to you." raised my head, he Li's mouth floated a faint smile, making the solemnity on his face suddenly fade away, With some self mockery: "I'm really glad to be with you and occupy such a position in your heart. I'm such a despicable villain... I know that if I'm really good for you, I should send you away according to the general's instructions, and never step into this chaotic land again. However, when you say that you want to overthrow the world, I disobeyed the general's wishes, not only didn't stop you, but encouraged you I know the consequences of this. You are kind-hearted. Although you were all angry and revenge at that time, when the sacrifice really came, you still couldn't bear it. No matter how beautiful and cruel you said, you simply couldn't bear the departure of the people close to you. Knowing this, I still promoted you, because I want to be the person you need, and I want to be the person you need to rely on, so, One day, you will love me and miss me in your heart... "

The expression on the face in her arms changed from worry to doubt, and then numbly, finally with shock, and then pushed herself away, jumped down from the bed, opened the door and rushed out. He Li seemed to have no strength anymore, his body leaned soft against the head of the bed, and the blood slowly overflowed from the bitten lip corner, so bitter

auzw. I've never been a good person, Qingyu, so there's no need to feel guilty for me, let alone sad for me

The door was pushed open violently again, and then the man rushed in with his arms wrapped in cold. After closing the door, he jumped into bed barefoot.

Looking at the surprised and heartbreaking expression on He Li's face, Ling Qingyu stroked his cold fingers on the corners of his eyes, then stained with a clear tear drop, put it into his mouth, tasted it, frowned, lifted the quilt, got into the quilt, and snuggled his cold body into the man's generous chest.

Unconsciously, he hugged the body and warmed her with his own body temperature. Then he heard the man murmur in his arms, "He Li, do you love me?"

"Hmm..." He Li's mouth tilted slightly with a low answer.

"In fact, I'm not good at all. I'm not beautiful, my personality is strange, and I'm also careful. I can't do housework. I'm not virtuous at all." after saying this in one breath, Ling Qingyu murmured, "sometimes I really don't understand why you like me, why you love me, and why you can do that?"

"Yes, I don't want to understand," He Li chuckled, changed her into a more comfortable position, and said, "look at Yan San, who is cold and bloodthirsty. He has nothing but killing. Why do you like him and love him?"

"Nonsense! There are only a lot of Yan Sanhui!" Ling Qingyu glared at him discontentedly, looked at the smile on the corner of his mouth, and lowered his head again, Avenue: "I don't know what Yan San used to be like, but he was really good to me. At that time, I heard that Zhao was married and thought that we would never be married again in two days. I was really in a bad mood. It was Yan San who was always by my side. In that way, suddenly one day, I found that I couldn't live without him. I would often look for his figure. Then I knew that I had fallen in love with him. Why did you leave? You said you were selfish and selfish, but at that time , I'm really going to stay with Yan San. I won't go back to Dazhou or Heishui. "

The body was suddenly hugged, and the strength made Ling Qingyu cry softly, and then leaned against the back chest, Continue: "I'm really not a good person. In those days, I always regarded myself as a passer-by in the world, and you were just scenery on the journey. When I heard the news, I gave up Zhao without any struggle at all. Later, I learned that Zhao's mind swung from side to side, forcing Yan San and Zhao to accept each other's existence. Later, Meng Su or Ying Jiu, I took it for granted that they would naturally find the woman they liked, Such a heavy friendship, but I'm sorry for none, I'm sorry for none... "

From sobbing to choking, the cry finally became crying. The woman turned her head, buried her face in his chest, and cried loudly. Such a sad cry seemed to drain the tears of more than ten years

Stroking her back gently, he Li didn't make a sound and let her vent everything.

Maybe I really made a mistake. If my love makes you so sad, it's better not to let you know all the time. In this way, you can go on without burden

When she cried out of breath, her skirt had been dyed wet, He Li patted her on the back and said: "You see, I'm not a good person, and you're not a good person. We happen to be a couple. Qingyu, I promise you, I'll try my best to live, and I'll stick to it if I can spend more time with you, but you also promise me? Don't be sad and guilty about this anymore. Those who died, no matter who, Yan San, general, or others, please believe their sincerity. If you blame yourself again, you'll deny them Love, even in the yellow spring, will make them uneasy. "

Hold her up, kiss away the tears a little, he Li whispered, "please, don't deny your love for us, Qingyu, you love me, right, the men in the hall of eternal life, you really love them, right?"

Seeing her sobbing and nodding, he Li smiled and said, "then stop denying yourself, okay?"