Chapter 292
That night, Cheng Jinran arrived at the imperial capital. He looked at Su wennuan, who had always been strong, crying like a tearful man. He had many tastes in his heart, heartache and taste.
"Well, don't cry, tell me the details of Fang mujin quickly!"
"You know I'm an orthopedic doctor. I don't know much about neurology. I need to find a professional, but most of my friends are medical students. I can help you ask."
Su wennuan suddenly asked with tears in her eyes: "brother Jin, do you know Dr. ham?"
"Dr. ham?" Cheng Jin Ran is slightly a Leng, seem to search this person in the brain.
Then he seemed to think of something. He suddenly widened his eyes and said in surprise: "yes, you can find Dr. ham. He is an expert in neurology. No one is more professional than him."
Su wennuan was overjoyed at his words, grabbed his arm excitedly and asked, "so you know Dr. ham, can you ask him to treat Fang mujin?"
Cheng Jinran's arm was hurt by her. Looking at Su Nuan's excited appearance, he said regretfully, "I don't know him. I just heard of this man."
"No? You are all doctors. Why don't you know each other? "
"Do you know any other doctor friends? Can you ask them to invite Dr. ham
Cheng Jinran scratched his head and said, "I'm... I'm not sure they know each other, but I'll help you. I'll help you as long as I can get him."
"Well, brother Jin, go and ask. The sooner the better."
"Nuan Nuan, are you so concerned about him?"
"In fact, you don't have to blame yourself too much. Fang mujin has a large part of the responsibility for what she is today."
"If he didn't force you to stay with him and take you away, what happened today would not have happened to him."
"Besides, when you were in danger, he should have saved you. If he didn't save you, he would be a real pig and dog. I would have saved you without hesitation!"
Su wennuan shakes his head and tears drop: "no one should save you at the end of the day. After all, no one owes anyone. He has become like this for me. I can't have a clear conscience."
"Wennuan, are you in love with him? Or do you love him all the time? " Cheng Jinran hesitated for a moment or asked to come out, otherwise he would feel uncomfortable in his heart.
This time, Su wennuan didn't hesitate too much, nodded and said: "well, I love him. Maybe I've fallen in love with him from the first time I saw him, but I know that we've always been people of two worlds, so I've been suppressing my feelings and telling myself not to think wildly. I have no feelings with him!"
"I'm just afraid that I'm deeply in love with him, so I've always been like an ostrich. I just want to run away from him and hide myself so that I don't have to love him."
"Only now do I know that I'm only deceiving myself."
"Brother Jin, I'm sorry. I failed you. I'm really sorry!"
"I'm not good, and I don't deserve you. I think I'll be with him no matter what he does in the future."
Cheng Jinran asked with a pale face: "even if he becomes a vegetable and lies in bed like a living dead man for a lifetime, will you stay with him forever?"
"Well, I will!"
"Nuan Nuan, don't be silly. It's very tiring to take care of patients, especially a vegetative person who can't take care of himself without consciousness. He is no different from death. You don't have to waste your best years on a useless person." Cheng Jinran's anxious persuasion.
At this time, it's not that he is selfish, but that he really doesn't want Su wennuan to suffer like this for the rest of her life. She is such a kind and beautiful girl. She deserves to have a happy life and shouldn't live such a miserable life.
"This is what I owe him. He has been helping me since the day we met. I owe him all the time. Maybe it's time to pay him back."
"Well, now that you have identified him, I have nothing to say!"
"Take a rest first, I'll go out for a walk!" Cheng Jinran left with some loss.
Su wennuan said to his back, "brother Jin, I'm sorry, you can find your own happiness."
Cheng Jinran's back froze and left without saying anything.
The next two days Cheng Jinran didn't show up and couldn't get in touch. Su wennuan was a little lost and stared at the phone sadly.
Probably later, her brother Jin will never take care of her any more. After all, she failed him.
Su wennuan squatted at the door of the hospital for two days, but he didn't enter the hospital. The people in Fang's family seemed to hate her very much. They even looked at her one more time and felt heartless. In their eyes, there was only hatred for her, strong hatred.
On the night of the third day, Su wennuan didn't go in and the people inside didn't come out. She knew that Dr. ham must be very difficult.
Otherwise, they would have taken Fang mujin abroad for treatment, and they would not have been helpless in the hospital.
Winter night, snowflakes fluttering, Su wennuan a person holding his knee sitting on the steps in front of the hospital, shivering with cold, but dare not leave half a step.
"Wennuan, why are you sitting here? What if it's frozen?" Suddenly there was a hoarse, low reproach on his head.
Su wennuan suddenly looks up and turns out to be Cheng Jinran, but he looks a little tired, with heavy black eyes and a layer of black stubble growing on his chin, as if he hadn't shaved in a few days.
Cheng Jinran quickly took off his coat and put it on Su wennuan. Su wennuan asked in a choked voice: "brother Jin, where have you been? Why don't you answer my phone? I thought you would never talk to me again!"
"Silly girl, since you call me brother, even if we can't be lovers, we can still be brothers and sisters. How can a brother ignore his sister?"
"I went abroad these two days and contacted friends and classmates everywhere. I was so busy that I didn't even have time to go to bed. After finishing my work, I came back nonstop, so I didn't have time to call you back!"
"What are you doing abroad?" Su wennuan's eyes were red, and her eyes were trembling with tears.
"What else can I do, of course, is to go to Dr. ham to save people. I'm not willing to watch my sister suffer. You say you have to take care of him all your life. What's the difference between this and being a widower? How can I watch you suffer like this?" Cheng Jinran pretended to be relaxed and said that he was actually exhausted to the extreme.
After flying to five countries in three days, this kind of hard work is not acceptable to ordinary people. Fortunately, he is young, otherwise he would have been tired to death.
"Brother Jin, you are so kind to me. I don't know how to thank you!" Su wennuan was moved by him. He threw himself in his arms and cried like a child.