Ryuu Kusari no Ori -Kokoro no Uchi no “Kokoro”

CH 5.11(3/4)

too much, it will discolor or lose its taste, so we can't remake it. We were worried that we made too much candy, but the shopkeeper took the extra candy and put it up for sale at a bargain price.

Even though the shape wasn't great, the taste of the candy itself didn't change, and besides, Somia-chan started to take the initiative to attract customers, saying, "We made it."

Seeing such a cute Somia-chan, I also tried to invite customers together with her.

Passersbys, who were called out immediately, started looking at her. She was talking to a variety of people, including those who had finished their work. An old man who was taking a walk, and lovers who were about to spend time together all came to check it out.

At first, they had suspicious expressions because they were suddenly called, but when Somia smiled and recommended the candies, they loosened their expressions and started looking at the candy lined up in the shop.

"But the candy is sold out. So there's nothing more to say."

"That's true, but I made Nozomu-san lose a lot of money."

Somia's facial expression was a little dark.

Sure, the candy itself was sold out, but because it was badly shaped, it was sold at a fairly low price, so I made up for the shortfall.

"It's okay. I've been earning extra lately, so I have a little more money. If it was the old man, he would say, "that's what reliable man looks like!"

Although reluctant, in order not to spoil the atmosphere as much as possible, I referred to that ero geezer.

"... Ehehe! As I thought, you are so kind, Nozomu-san"

However, Somia changed her expression. With her tongue sticking out, she smiled mischievously.

"...Somia-chan. Perhaps, did you do it on purpose?"

"Ehehehe!"

"Haa ..."

Somia-chan's smile brightened as if to affirm my words. I raised my hand immediately as I surrendered to her.? Apparently, I was made fun of by this little girl.

She did me good. Honestly, Somia-chan, who can trick a man at her age, made me feel terrified.

Somia-chan had the same glossy black hair and jet-black eyes as Iris. Although she was still a child, her appearance was enough to imagine how attractive she would be in the future.

(We~ll, both Somia-chan and Iris seem to have some trouble because of that.)

When we were at the candy shop, Iris came in wearing a hooded robe. I was quite surprised to see her appearance. She was ordering candy with a trembling voice.

I asked Iris what she was doing with a hushed voice so that Somia, who was nearby, couldn't hear us; however, she denied it with a dismayed voice, saying, "I-I'm... my name is not Irisdina."

When I tried to pursue it, she got angry and denied it more aggressively, and Somia, who was by my side, asked, "What's wrong?"

We quickly said the same words at the same time, "It's nothing!!", and I immediately wrapped the candy Iris ordered into a bag and handed it to her.

At that time, my hands suddenly clenched tightly, and I felt a piercing gaze coming from inside of her hood.

At that moment, even without words, I could tell her gaze was telling me, "Make sure there's no improper conduct!!"

.. What on earth were you talking about? Somia was still 11 years old. Love was too early for her, and this date was more like brother and sister than lovers.

"Nozomu-san. Why don't we rest there?"

"Ah~, alright. Let's do that."

She pointed to a bench in a section of Central Park. After we sat on the bench together, we took the candy out of the bag we had and put it in our mouths.

The sweet smell and taste spread throughout the mouth and seemed to permeate across our entire body.

Somia sat on the bench with her legs dangling, while her expression looked so delighted with the sweet candy.

Perhaps because she was doing something she had never done before, she was probably more tired than she thought.

"... Nozomu-san. Thank you very much for today."

"No, the feeling was mutual. It was fun and I enjoyed our time together. I got to try candy crafting again. The result ... Well, you already know."

Our eyes intersected, and we smiled at each other. Even though only a few words were exchanged, I could fully feel that today's date was fun.

"Um, Nozomu-san. Can you listen to my story?"

"Hmm? What is it?"

Somia-chan asked me again.

"About today's fortune-telling ... That ..."

".... Is it about your problems?"

Somia nodded in response to my question. Today's fortune-telling. Maybe it was about what the old man had told her earlier.

"I can listen to your story, but is that okay? I think Somia-chan's better off talking to Iris about it."

"Ane-sama is no good. Umm ... since it's about her ..."

It seemed she was worried about Iris. I nodded as if I understood. Somia-chan started talking about herself.

"As you know Nozomu-san. I want to be like Ane-sama ..."

"Yes."

Somia's dream was to be like her sister, Irisdina. I heard it from her the first time I met her in this park.

"Isn't Ane-sama so wonderful? She's beautiful, she's strong, and she can do anything ..."

I also nodded to Somia-chan's words. Of course, Iris was a very attractive girl. It seemed that the number of people who confessed to her at school was more than double digits, and her parents were nobles in Foskia. To top it off, she would be the head of the family in the future. It was hard to find flaws in her.

(Well, it seems regarding Somia-chan is a bit different ...)

I glanced at the other side of the park from the bench we were sitting on so Somia wouldn't notice. Although I couldn't see them, I could feel their presence from that place. They wouldn’t be able to hear our conversation due to the distance, but it looked like they were still following us.

"I love that kind of Ane-sama, and I'm proud of her, but ... I sometimes think about things that I don't like. I either envy her or she is very lucky. Of course, I understand that Ane-sama works really hard and does her best to be able to do many things .. Even so, sometimes that thought still pops into my mind.”

"... perhaps, what you're worried about is that?"

Somia-chan nodded to my words. Iris was a very important family member, and although her goals remained the same, she sometimes envied her overly outstanding sister. In addition, since she knew more than anyone else how much effort Iris had made, she may have hated herself for thinking that way.

"... But I think it can't be helped. I think everyone has feelings of envy for someone, and even sisters sometimes envy each other, right?"

“...........”

The answer that came out of my mouth was too common. To be honest, I didn't know how troubled Somia was, so I could only give such an ambiguous reply, and her expression remained stiff.

“........”

“........”

Silence flowed for a while. There was a bit of an awkward atmosphere, but Somia finally opened her mouth.

"I used to hate Ane-sama."

".... Eh?"

Her words made me doubt my ears because I had seen Somia love Iris more than anyone, and she even described Iris as her future dream.

"I've never seen my mother's face. She died shortly after giving birth to me, so I don't even know what she looked like. There's only a portrait of her in my father's room..”

“.........”

Somia-chan started talking about her past. I listened to her words in silence.

“My mother never hugged me, sang me a lullaby, or slept with me. Ane-sama often told me about my mother. She had the same black hair as us, and she was a very kind person ... "

It seemed loneliness and regret rose from her face as she continued to talk.

"When I think about it now, since I didn't know anything about our mother, Ane-sama wanted me to know about her as much as possible; however, at that time, I thought Ane-sama was making a fool out of me, or maybe Ane-sama was resenting me for robbing her of our mother ... "

“...........”

“That's why I didn't want to talk to Ane-sama or father. I loathe them. I hate them. I can only think like that.”

The candy bag that Somia had was squeezed with a crumpling noise.

"No one cares about me. No one worries about me. It was painful to stay at home because I thought so. That's why I left my home. "

"Eeh!?"

Somia's words made me let out a startled voice. Her household was one of the most well-known families in Foskia, and of course, she should’ve been well guarded. Moreover, Somia's age at that time was supposed to be in the single digits.

Even without all that, no matter how tightly guarded a place was, it was easier to get out from the inside than to get in from the outside; however, it still needed tremendous amounts of effort.

"But I was in the mansion all the time, so I didn't know where to go. Eventually, the sun went down and I had no choice but to stay in a corner of the city. It was cold, it was so cold that I didn't know what to do. Still, I didn't want to go home ..”

“........”

I was just at a loss for words for Somia-chan, who didn't try to go home even when that happened. How lonely she was. How much loneliness had been pushed into her petite body?

"And finally it started to rain. I desperately embraced my soaked clothes and tried to withstand the cold, but my body just quivered and didn't get warm at all. Eventually, when my consciousness became hazy, I heard a voice like someone was calling my name."

Somia-chan held her legs tightly. Somehow, I could see a girl who couldn't go anywhere while getting wet in the rain.

"At first I thought that was the case. I thought I wasn’t loved by anyone, and no one would find me."

Somia muttered, burying half of her face in her knees.

“But the voice that called out to me gradually became louder, and when I realized it, I heard the voice from the side. When I lifted my face, I saw Ane-sama who was drenched like me. She even came out of the mansion to find me.”

Somia-chan's face, which lifted after saying that, had a clear expression instead of the sad expression she had before.

"But back then, I said something like ‘Why did you come here?!’. Come to think of it, I said something terrible back then. Ane-sama said, ‘I'm here to look for you.’ Then she grabbed my arm and tried to take me home, but I still wouldn't go home."

Somia-chan let out a bitter laugh, remembering her disgraceful behavior back then.

“After that, there was a fight between Ane-sama, who was trying to take me home, and me, who didn't want to go home. Neither Ane-sama nor I wanted to listen to each other. I didn't hesitate to yell at some point."

“............”

“Like Ane-sama, my father came to look for me, and in the end, I was brought back to the mansion. After returning, both Ane-sama and my father gave me a scolding. At that time, I vented my feelings that had been held in my heart for a long time, in front of everyone. Why didn’t I have a mother! Why did everyone hate me! If you hate me, leave me alone! I cried and screamed. Then I was slapped by Ane-sama.”

Somia stroked her left cheek. Perhaps that was where Irisdina slapped her.

"I was angry and wanted to hit her back, but when I looked at Ane-sama, she was crying too. She was trying desperately to hold back her overflowing tears, but her tears didn't stop ...... Ane-sama was always laughing in front of me, but when I think about it now, I think she was also feeling sad because our mother died, but she couldn't show it in public, and she desperately tried to hide it, but what I’d said made her feelings overflow. "

Come to think of it, Iris was around 10 years old at the time, and it was natural for her to hold back her feelings when a member of her family died.

"After that, both Ane-sama and I cried and yelled at each other, and I fell asleep without realizing it. Then I fell in love with Ane-sama and wanted to be like her. Ane-sama desperately hid her sadness and kept smiling. I want to be like that. "

“............”

Having finished talking about it, Somia took a deep breath and stretched her back to loosen her stiff body.

"Ha~a ~. It was refreshing!"

"Hey, Somia-chan. Why did you tell me all of that?"

I frankly asked the question I wanted the answer to. Our conversation just now was like therapy, and at least it wasn't a story that could be easily spoken about.

"Hm~m. I don't know! I just want to talk."

"You just want to talk?"

"Yes! I want Nozomu-san to know more about me. When I thought so, my mouth naturally opened!"

She smiled as she said so. There was no longer a sad expression on her face, and she had her usual sun-like smile.

As expected, this child was as strong as Iris. She had the strength to care for someone even though she was troubled by something.

"... Somia-chan. I don't have any siblings, so I can't really understand your worries for Iris."

I had no siblings. My father, mother, and I were a family of three.

"But, I still feel a lot of envy towards other people."

But that didn’t mean I wasn't jealous of anyone. Every day, I was told that I couldn't get stronger because of my ability suppression, and even if I tried my best, I couldn't do what I wanted.

If there was no ability suppression. If I was stronger. Not that I never thought about those meaningless "what if" stories.

"I can't really put it into words, but in spite of that, you still love Iris, right?"

".... Yes"

Everyone had envy in their heart. I was also envious of Lisa and the others who became stronger and left me behind, and I felt sorry for myself who couldn't become stronger. Back then, I hid my envy with my promise to Lisa and many other reasons, but when I thought about it now, I certainly had such dark feelings.

In Somia's case, she had hurt Iris with her envious feelings before, so maybe she was super worried about that.

"Then isn't it alright? Somia-chan, you thought Iris would feel hurt because of that, right? That's why you did the fortune-telling and told me all about this."

She was a kind-hearted girl who loved her sister. She remembered that in the past, she hurt her sister with her own selfish beliefs. She was afraid that her sister would find out about her envy.

"... Yes. When my mother died, I remember that Ane-sama, who was always laughing, actually felt broken deep down ... Still, Ane-sama took good care of me. When I thought I would hurt her, I just couldn't talk to her ..."

Somia-chan lowered her head while letting out a sunken voice.

"If so, then it will be alright. No matter how envious you are of Iris, the most important thing in Somia's heart is the feeling that you love your sister."

"A ...."

Somia-chan who heard my words raised her face. Her eyes swayed greatly. But, it was reasonable. She couldn't talk about it with Iris because she didn't want to hurt her. That was because her sister was more important to her than anyone else.

"Yes! I love Ane-sama!"

Somia-chan declared so, vigorously. Her face was illuminated by the evening light. It was so bright that it looked like the first star to appear in the sky after the sun had set.

"Alright! It's almost dark, so should we go home?"

"Ah! Wait a minute! There’s still some more."

Somia-chan held me back from trying to get up from the bench. Apparently, she still had something to talk about.

"Hmm? What's wrong?"

She took a deep breath as she faced me. It felt like she was about to make an important decision in her life, seeing that, my spine spontaneously straightened.

"...When I almost lost my soul back then, Nozomu-san saved my life. I haven't thanked you yet."

"Eh? I’ve received the gratitude from your sister though ..."

What she was talking about must have been the incident with Rugato of the Waziart Family. But by then, Iris and Somia-chan had already thanked me the next day ...

"Yes, but I want to thank you personally."

After saying that, Somia-chan looked straight at me. To be honest, I didn't really mind it, but Somia's starting gaze made me feel that she had resolution.

I honestly didn’t know why she was so resolute about it, but at least I didn’t want to waste her feelings.

"... I understand. Then, I'll receive Somia-chan's gratitude."

"Y-Yes!"

Maybe because she was relieved that I received it, Somia-chan's voice sprang up and she stood upon the bench.

She was only 11 years old, so naturally, she was shorter than me. She stood on the bench until she reached the same height as me. What on earth was she going to do?

"Um, please don't move."

"Hmm? What is ..."

"~ chu!"

"Eh!?"

When I tried to ask Somia-chan, who told me not to move, her face was reflected in my eyes.

And after that, I felt a soft sensation on my cheek.

The sudden event turned my mind white and a blank expression on my face.

"Ehehe. I kissed you."

"E-eh?"

When the soft touch on my cheek disappeared, the next thing I saw was Somia-chan with a bright red face.

"That was my first kiss. It's the first time I've done it with anyone other than my father."

Somia-chan said it with a mischievous smile on her face. Her expression resembled Iris on my previous date. They really were siblings after all.

"... As I thought, you really do look like Iris."

"Eh!? Is that so! If you say so ..."

"Ahhhhhh!"

"Hiu!!"

Somia's shoulders shook due to the loud voice that suddenly echoed.? I reflexively looked towards the person who made the voice. Iris, who was hiding behind the bushes, stood up and pointed her finger at me.

"Wha, wha, wha-wha-wha ..."

Perhaps because Iris was so surprised, her voice stuttered. Her fingertips trembled, and her usual calm appearance was nowhere to be seen.

"~! No~zo~mu~~!!"

"Wa-Wait!"

She shouted my name and rushed towards me in an instant. Her face was horribly tense, and her eyes became bloodshot. It was almost like the "Eyes of Madness". To be clear, I was scared.

She came straight up to me, grabbed my shoulder, and pressed it hard with both of her hands.

Her nails bit my shoulder, and because of the pain, I desperately tried to get her to let go of me, but her slender white arms squeezed my shoulders with tremendous force.

"No~zo~mu .... I already told you, didn't I ?! ‘Make sure there's no improper conduct!!’".

"Y-Yes! ..."

My body was petrified like a stone due to her eyes, which seemed to have really activated [Eyes of Madness], along with the grudge-like voice coming from the bottom of the abyss. We were just like a weak lamb and an angry cyclops.

"If so, what does ‘that kiss’ mean ..."

"Umm, that ... hurts! It hurts! Iris! Please let go of your hands first!"

The pain running through my shoulder intensified, and I could hear her squeezing hands.

"No. If I let you go, you will run away. Come on, explain what that means."

"Ane-sama, that should be my line."

".... Ah~"

Iris had been trying to forcefully question me, but I finally understood my current situation from Somia-chan's voice I heard from the side.

"Ane-sama, what does this mean? I told you not to follow me, right?"

"Aa~ no, that's ..."

Somia-chan glares at Iris with her eyes. On the other hand, Irisdina, who should’ve been the older sister, was just flustered.

"In addition, Mars-san and Tima-chan were involved ... Ane-sama, who is in the wrong?"

"N-No. I'm worried about Somia."

"I didn't ask about that."

Somia-chan's scolding session has begun. By the way, when I first met her, I had a fight with the stray cat, Kuro, and she scolded me...

I took a candy out of the bag and put it in my mouth. In front of me, I saw Iris being pressed by the 11-year-old sister by her side.

Iris looked at me with tears in her eyes, but I pretended not to see. I decided to be on Somia-chan's side today.

"Yo, Nozomu"

"Good evening. Nozomu-kun."

"Oh"

Mars and Tima, who were with Iris, came out of the bushes and called me out. As expected, they were still here.

"That looks awful"

"Yea, Irisdina wasn't listening to us at all .. Wait, I thought, you noticed us, right?"

I nodded to confirm Mars's words.

"But it seems that Somia-chan didn't notice us. I thought that if we confronted you, your date would be ruined at that point, but I also understood Iris' feelings of worry for Somia-chan. I wanted her to at least allow her to watch from a distance ... "

"Ahaha ..."

Tima's mouth let out a dry laugh. I thought she didn’t know what to say about her best friend's tantrum today.

Of course, I was kissed by Somia-chan, but the place where I was kissed was my cheek. I thought it was more of a feeling of liking than love.

But to Iris, her sister was more important than anyone else. Even if it was only on my cheek, it couldn’t be helped if she couldn’t stay calm if her sister's kiss was shown in front of her.

"Good grief. What was Ane-sama thinking!"

"Uuu ...."

Irisdina dropped her shoulders in front of her sister. I couldn't feel the slightest hint of her usual dignified appearance, but of course, Somia-chan loosened her cheeks due to Iris' appearance. The trouble Somia-chan was having seemed to be blown away, albeit a little.

"Ah, that's right. Ane-sama, since you did something like this, such a bad sister should be given a punishment."

"Pu-Punishment!?"

Irisdina, who heard that, immediately raised her face.

"Yes. In the first place, I invited Nozomu-san for this date, and Ane-sama misdirected your anger at Nozomu-san who was just invited by me, so it's only natural that you need to apologize to Nozomu-san."

"W-What should I do?"

Iris looked nervous and waited for Somia-chan's next words.

"It's easy. Please party up with Nozomu-san on the second day of the special training."

““....Ehh?""

"Nozomu-san, is that alright? By the way, Ane-sama has no right to refuse."

"Um. It's alright ..."

I turned my eyes to Iris. She had a red face for some reason and she hurriedly turned her face away.

"Ane-sama, you understand, right?"

"A-a! I understand! T-Therefore! Nozomu, please treat me well ..."

"Aa. Likewise ..."

I shook hands with Iris, but her face was still beet red and her hands were shaking for some reason.

Somia-chan looked at us while smiling. Perhaps she intended to do this from the beginning. Today, she had me wrapped around her little fingers from the beginning to the end.

After that, we parted ways because the sun had set. Everyone was on the way home.

By the way, about the other group that was tailing Somia-chan and I were ...

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"... Did Nozomu and Somicchi come to the park? I didn't think Nozomu would be going out with 11-year-old Somicchi even at night. Maybe this is the place where they ended their date."

"That's right. Up until now, their dates were somehow just normal. Well, Irisdina-san is quite interesting."

“........ Ha~a”

Feo and Mimuru observed Irisdina and the others from behind. In the end, Feo and Mimuru continued to chase as they wished, and Tom sighed loudly behind them.

Tom, who could be said to be the only person with a conscience among the three, asked Feo and Mimuru to stop, but no matter how many times they were called out, the two beastmen didn't listen to him at all. They were completely engrossed in their own world.

By the way, when Irisdina went to see Nozomu and Somia in a disguise that couldn't be called a disguise at the candy shop, the two of them burst into laughter. The most unfortunate person was probably Tom. He had his face flushed red from embarrassment due to the gazes of the passerbys piercing them.

Right now, Nozomu and Somia were sitting on a bench in the central park and talking.

"Hmm. As expected, this is too far. I have no idea what their conversation is about."

"That's right. Hey Feo, can you do something with your talisman technique?"

"W-Wait a minute, both of you! Are you going to use such a technique in a place like this!?"

The two of them tried to not only peek but also eavesdrop using a talisman technique. Tom's mental strength was scraped off by their series of insane actions.

"Sorry, but I can't. I haven't made a talisman for that yet. Damn, there's such an interesting thing going on. I should have made it even if I stayed up all night yesterday!"

Feo, who was seriously disappointed, vented it out with his fist. This fox would use it without hesitation if he had a talisman ready to use. Behind him, Tom was relieved that they weren't going to commit a crime.

"But, seeing that black-haired princess was really enjoyable. Tima and Mars were desperately trying to stop her for a while now, but it's depressing that we couldn't hear their conversation at all. Iyaa~, I didn't expect the black-haired princess to be such a child. ~"

Mimuru nodded to Feo's words many times and had a loose grin on her face.

"But, it's getting late.? Ha~a, isn't anything going to happen anymore ... Hmm? What?"

"Hmm? What's wrong, Feo?"

At the end of their gaze, Somia stood on the bench and she looked straight at Nozomu. The next moment, Somia's face approached Nozomu’s ...

""Here it comes ~ ~ ~ !!!!""

The loud voices of the two beastmen reverberated. Somia's passionate kissing gesture at the end of the date brought them to the climax of their tension.

"You did it! You did it, Somicchi !!"

"Kyahho!! Look at Nozomu's face!! He's completely embarrassed!"

"Oh! The black-haired princess rushed out! Looks like she can't bear it any longer!"

"A bloodbath!? It's going to be a bloodbath!! Alright, we can't miss it even for a moment!!"

Feo and Mimuru ran wild like rocks rolling down the slope with no way to stop them, however, they could only see the scene that unfolded before them and were unaware of the fate creeping up from behind them.

"... You guys, it looks like you guys are having fun. I wonder if you guys don't understand your own situation?"

""...... Eh?""

A dignified bell-like voice echoed.

The two of them turned towards the familiar voice that entered their ears from behind .... and all they saw was despair.

“You guys have such a great hobby of peeking at other people's dates. I was so amazed that I am speechless.”

Long blue hair and pointed ears. A smile like a work of art appeared on her well-organized face, and at the same time, she released an overwhelming rage.

Shīna Yuliel, the person they didn’t want finding out about their actions the most, stood behind them.

"H-How did you know!?"

"I had an unpleasant premonition. About you sticking your head into whatever you find interesting, so I was wondering if you would do something strange again to those two going on a date."

Tom stood beside Shīna. Maybe he called Shīna, who happened to be in the park, to stop Feo and Mimuru.

Her eyes were open and her mouth was smiling, but her gaze was genuinely angry. Feo and Mimuru, who received her gaze, began to tremble like small animals.

"Still, today, I slightly renewed my assessment of you after seeing you give permission to Somia. But when I came to the park on my way back from the library, there were some people making a fuss and Tom was running in a hurry. When I came to see what was going on ... It seemed like it was my misunderstanding."

She then turned his gaze to Mimuru. Shīna glared at Mimuru with her sharp gaze, and Mimuru shrieked, "Hii~!!".

"Mimuru. I told you yesterday, didn't I? It could be a big problem if you moved solely with such an "I want to do that" impulse ..."

"Y-Yes ~~ !!"

Mimuru bowed her head towards Shīna. Her animal instincts told her that Shīna was currently at the top of the food chain, so she lowered her head earnestly as she tried to calm her best friend's anger.

"Both of you seem to have a lot of energy, so why don't we go training now. It'll be okay. If you have that much energy, you can probably stay overnight, right?"

However, even after she bowed her head down, The anger of the Yasha's in front of her could not be appeased.

"Umm, that's a bit..."

"... Did you guys say something?"

Shīna smiled and spoke gently with her voice. With them talking back, it wouldn't end well for them. Shīna looked very angry as she made a crushing move with one hand. The two of them immediately lowered their heads to the ground and be-->>

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