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As for this child, Ou Rufeng only wanted to stop his parents from blabbering, but he was already extremely impatient from constantly being married off. Sometimes, life was like this, forced on him. If he was completely free, it was possible that he could stay unmarried for the rest of his life.
During the night, Su Ning Xi's mood had calmed down a little. There were still some tears on her face. It seemed like she had shed a lot of tears today.
As Ou Rufeng walked into the room, Su Ningxi suddenly said, "Ou Rufeng, if in a short period of time you suddenly lose everything, what will happen to you?"
Ou Rufeng sat on the edge of the bed. He had never thought about this question before. He shook his head. "If there's no more, I can continue to earn it back."
"It's not money .." Su Ning Xi sighed and said, "Forget it, even if I told you, you wouldn't understand."
Now that she really had nothing left, Lin Ziyun didn't even have the courage to apologize in front of her. He hid behind her sister and asked her to come forward to apologize. It was too similar!
Ou Rufeng said, "No matter what, you have to settle the matter quietly for me first. After the child is born, you have the right to visit. I don't want to owe you one. Su Ning Xi, I promise you the best life for the child."
"All of that has nothing to do with me. Not to mention that I don't want to give birth to this child, even if I did, I wouldn't want to." She looked at him, "Ou Rufeng, do you think that you will have everything just because you have money?"
Ou Rufeng had never seen Su Ning Xi's side before. He was not affected in the slightest. Her actions were very natural, and it made people unconsciously want to step forward and hold her in their arms, not letting her feel sad or sad ..
Strange, he shouldn't have such feelings. Women are the same. Don't look at her crying today, she will hold a bunch of money tomorrow and enjoy life in the middle of shopping.
"Money is indeed very important. Without money, you don't have anything." Ou Rufeng said.
"Yeah, there's nothing, nothing..." "No .." Su Ning Xi muttered.
Ouyang Rufeng didn't say anything else and helped her to place the cup back in place. "You can sleep. I'll go to another room to sleep tonight. You can rest assured."
Su Ningxi sank into the warm blanket, but her heart was ice-cold. It was as if someone had dug out her heart, causing it to lose its warmth. Right now, she was the young mistress of the Ou Family, and to put it nicely, she was a substitute that Ou Rufeng had hired with money.
It was a huge irony for a man who regarded pride and dignity as his own life.
The next day, Su Ning Xi was sent to the hospital by the worried Ou Family elders for a physical examination. During the examination, Su Ning Xi made the two Ou Family elders wait outside the door while she checked it herself.
"That's right, she is indeed pregnant." the doctor confirmed.
Su Ningxi cautiously asked, "Doctor, if I want to kill this child, when would it be more appropriate?"
"Beat up the child? Wasn't the child's grandparents very happy just now? Why did you knock the kid out... Are you young people going to say that your current career is too busy to have children for the time being? "Let me tell you, children don't have what they want. Once they have a successful career, they won't be able to have children anymore."
Su Ning Xi said, "I know, but I don't want this child. I absolutely cannot have this child."
"If you don't want children, others might be able to, but for you, this is impossible." the doctor said gravely.
"Why can't others do it, but why can't I?" Could it be that this hospital was the Ou Family's hospital, so she wasn't allowed to destroy her child?
"Have you ever been pregnant?" the doctor asked.
Su Ning Xi hesitated for a moment before quietly nodding her head, "Yes, but that was a few years ago."
"You definitely aren't going to carry out an abortion in a proper place. The walls of your womb are thin to begin with, and you've scraped it too hard. This time, it's good enough that you're pregnant. This abortion, there's a 80% chance that you won't be pregnant in the future. Please be prepared." "Say, if I miscarry this time, I might not be able to have children in the future?" Su Ning Xi asked nervously.
The doctor nodded his head. Su Ning Xi leaned against the wall. She almost couldn't endure such an outcome. Could it be that she could only obediently give birth to this child? But when she thought of the violence that Ou Rufeng had done to her, she truly could not treat this child well.
Su Ning Xi said, "Doctor, please help me keep this a secret. I don't want my parents-in-law to know the question I just asked."
The doctor nodded and said, "Of course."
Mr and Mrs Ou walked in and smiled. "How is the baby, Doctor? How do we normally feed pregnant women? Would you like to hire a nutritionist who specializes in pregnant women? "
"If there is such a condition, there is nothing wrong with inviting him. The key is to be in a good mood and not let it affect the child's mood badly."
Ou Ma nodded her head cautiously, looking at Su Ning Xi who was frowning the whole time. It seemed like there were still a lot of things that Rufeng wanted to do.
She had locked herself in her room for a day. Anyone who came in, she would not open the door, and she hid in her room. Such a life was one where there was no care from friends, no understanding from family, and no care from lovers.
Su Ning Xi felt that fate sometimes really played hide and seek with people, and she shouldn't have been that careless. At that time, she was very sad and sad, and if she had eaten some emergency contraceptives the next day, it would probably have been a lot better.
She could not forgive herself for this. She cried for a long time, but she could not solve the problem. But now, other than crying, what else could she do?
Ou Rufeng took the key to open the door to the room. Su Ningxi's frail body stood before the bed, her eyes filled with desolation. There was no hope. Seeing Ou Rufeng, she turned around and quietly got onto the bed, covering herself with the blanket.
"I hope you won't be so self-contained. Don't you know it's bad for the child?" "I know you hate me, but children are innocent. You can't vent all your anger on them!"
She was the one who got pregnant, not him. He was the one who started all her bad luck, he was the one who led her step by step into the abyss, and now he's still teaching her in such a loud voice.
"Relax, I'm not a lion. I want to turn you into my prey the moment I see a woman." Ou Rufeng said.
"Is that so? "But every time you look like this, the appearance of a gentleman like you has fooled a lot of people?" This was a pain close to death.
"Don't be stingy with your words. Didn't everyone want to harm you? Can't you learn from your sister and try to put down your guard and communicate with others?" Ou Ru-feng, at this angle, could see the sunlit side of his face. It was the perfect half of his face.
"Then what do you want from me!? I've done well enough! It's you! It's your fault, Ou Rufeng! You're the one who let me fall into the abyss! You're the one who got me pregnant! It's you! It's all because of you! " She reached out and pounded him on the chest. He did not take her hand and let her ravage him with hatred.
"It's all your fault! I hate you! I hate you. Why am I pregnant with your child .. " Su Ning Xi hit him and stopped what she was doing. She was crying uncontrollably.
All the grievances and grievances from the past few days surged into her heart. She vented them all out. This feeling kept assaulting her, causing her to have nightmares every time she came back at midnight. It was all thanks to him.
However, a large part of these grievances could not be expressed. She could not say, what she wanted was not his pity, as she did not want to redeem her past in front of him, as that might bring about a devastating result.
Su Ningxi cried for a long time. Ou Rufeng's hand lightly patted her back. This kind of gentleness was not something that a person like Ou Rufeng would have, "Are you better? Would it feel better to cry? "
A life had already begun there. To be honest, she hated Ou Rufeng, she did not especially want to beat this child away, but if she did not, he would become a hindrance to the two of them in the future.
She didn't want to have any chance to tangle with Ou Rufeng in the future! She didn't want to marry into a Wealthy Class at all. The Wealthy Class was always so cold and merciless, without even a bit of freedom.
"Alright, just go downstairs and get some food. Mom and Dad are both waiting for you to eat together. Be happy. Sometimes, I feel helpless about you being so austere. I remember that you weren't like that before." Ou Rufeng said.
When Su Ning Xi heard this, she cried even louder. This kind of grievance was like following a shadow. She choked up, and in the end, she rubbed the tissue that Ou Rufeng handed over into her palm.
His eyes were filled with helplessness. Ou Rufeng was not the person involved, but he was not a fool. He knew that giving birth to this child would be a huge challenge for Su Ning Xi.
She had just graduated and hadn't stepped into society yet. She didn't have the eyes of the common people and her life experience was like a piece of white paper.
Sometimes, when he looked into her eyes, he felt that there were many secrets hidden deep in her, secrets that no one would be able to pry into.
He looked away, no longer looking at her. He didn't want to admit it. It was just that he rarely saw such tears, which was why he was moved. There was no woman that could take over his heart!
She cried for a long time. When she was tired, she put away her previous weakness and coldly said: "You go out first. I'll go down later."
Ou Rufeng was skeptical, but in the end, he still closed the door. He wasn't ready to be a father yet, his indifference and her coldness. He chuckled. This kind of descendant must be a very cold character.
Su Ning Xi suddenly felt that she had been too weak just now. She was actually crying in his embrace. How could she cry in his arms? Thinking of Ou Ruofeng's cold words and ridicule towards her, he suddenly became gentle because of the baby.
His gentleness was indeed different from the feeling he gave many people. Was it due to his nature, or was he just trying to please her?
A man like Ou Rufeng would be gentle unless there was a hail storm in the spring. She washed his face and went downstairs.