Be able to do everything for her when she needs it.

Not at this time, it's here that doesn't work.

Become a burden, a useless person.

If he loves her, he should block all the wind and rain for her.

Most people's lives in this world are ordinary, too many things are not satisfactory, this is a common thing.

But he fell into this ordinary all, he will no longer be worthy of standing beside her.

Love is protection, possession and giving.

Not to say I love you.

He had nothing left, and he didn't deserve to love her any more.

Lying on the dirty bed, his consciousness began to blur and his body was very light.

The hostess forced the door of the small room open at night.

Looking at Qiao Chuan lying upright on that bed.

Her small eyes are stiff for a moment, she took a deep breath, then hurried into the room, the only cabinet in the room missed.

"Handsome? Handsome She breathed and yelled.

Qiao Chuan didn't move.

The hostess bumped into the courage and reached out to explore Qiao Chuan's breath. There was a long sigh of relief.

She looked down at Qiao Chuan's face, pursed her mouth, and sighed helplessly.

I went to the barefoot doctor in the alley.

-

when Qiao Chuan opened his eyes at night, he saw the shabby room and the dim light. He narrowed his eyes and thought for half a moment, and his eyes gradually faded.

The hostess came up with dumplings.

See Qiao Chuan wake up, smile, "I cooked some dumplings for you, eat."

She put the dumplings on the top of the cupboard.

Sorry and funny said, "OK, I don't force you, you live here."

"When you think about it, it's really no big deal. In life, ups and downs are lucky, and ups and downs are common."

She opened her voice for a moment, leaned against the wall that seemed to be overwhelmed by her weight, and said slowly, "I know you don't like me, and I know what I look like, but do you think I care? I will not

"I've been looking at life for decades. I can't say when there's an accident and I'll die. Every day, I should go according to my own idea. How do you feel comfortable and how do you come to it?"

"I like to eat, but I don't like sports, so I'm the weight I'm now."

"I know my life is not good, but what's the point? I wish I were happy. "

"What happened to you, I don't ask, but handsome man, how can you live?"

"I said..." She suddenly looked up and down at Qiao Chuan and laughed.

"With your figure and capital, how do you want to live? What's more, I'm really greedy of you. If you think it through, come to me. "

"All right." She licked her lips and raised her chin, which was not obvious. "Eat the dumplings. They're clean."

Then he left first.

Qiao Chuan listened to her quietly, and there was still no emotion on her face.

He slowly stood up, waiting for the vertigo to disappear, and then slowly walked out of the narrow room.

Seeing him coming down so quickly, the hostess raised her eyes and said, "why, have you figured it out? If you think about it, you'll eat the dumplings, or you won't have the strength. "

"All right, all right." As she said, she went into her small room. "I'll make instant noodles for you first. You can replenish your strength. Let's do it first. After that, I'll order a big meal for you."

Qiao Chuan had already walked out of the hotel when she turned her bloated body and took the instant noodles on the shelf.

The hostess suddenly turned her head and watched Qiao Chuan walk away.

She was anxious to go out to chase, but her place was very small, and there were many things. She was knocked to her feet, and immediately cried out. Looking up, Qiao Chuan disappeared again.

She lost her heart and froze there.

-

I don't know what day it is today. Qiao Chuan went to the small supermarket in the alley.

The small supermarket is the same as the hotel room. It's very dark. You can't find what you want to buy. You have to tell the boss that he will find it for you from a mess.

"Smoke." Qiao Chuan's voice was low and low.

The boss of the small supermarket julou body, voice is very big, "buy what? A little louder? "

"Smoke." Qiao Chuan slightly accentuated the tone.

“.... Smoke? What kind of smoke? " The boss all lean to Qiao Chuan.

This narrow supermarket, like the ceiling will hit Qiao Chuan at any time in general.

Qiao Chuan took out a hundred and put it on the table.

The boss first picked up the money to see whether it was real or not, and then took a packet of huazi and put it on the table, "70 yuan." He said aloud a, see Qiao Chuan a little reaction all have no, just changed 30 yuan to give him.Qiao Chuan picked up the cigarette and money, went out of the small supermarket, took out the lighter from his pocket, and lit Yan in the cold street.

He coughed twice.

After a second's pause, the cough became more serious.

He went back to the supermarket, coughed and bought a bottle of water.

A few saliva down, moisten his dry throat like to be on fire, and finally like wet his dying life.

He stood there, slowly smoking the smoke that didn't taste very good.

Walk to the snack bar opposite.

There are two tables and three people in the snack bar.

He sat down on an empty table, and the boss came with a greasy apron, a small book in his hand, and an oily pen with a thick yellow pen.

"What to eat?" He pointed to the menu on the wall.

Rice with tomato, ten yuan.

Rice with shredded pork and potatoes, 11 yuan.

....

Qiao Chuan didn't speak. He just found out twenty yuan.

It's the most expensive dish in the shop. It's twenty yuan.

The boss took the money and left.

When I was about to enter the kitchen, I said, "here is the water. Take whatever you want."

Qiao Chuan sat there, feeling the eyes from the front and back tables.

The front table is a young couple, who seems to be a student. The back table is a single man. On the table is a small portion of braised pork with 18 yuan, which is the same as a bowl of rice.

After a few mouthfuls, he stuffed the stewed meat into his mouth, covered the rice in the remaining soup, stirred it, and ate it all.

He took another look at Qiao Chuan and left.

At the front table, a couple ordered separate rice. They don't eat well.

when the boss brought out Qiao Chuan's share, they were still secretly watching Qiao Chuan talk in a low voice.

Their life has always been two classes, even if Qiao Chuan is eating a 20 yuan meal here, he still can't get into it.

Not in clean, not in straight clothes will not cover up his handsome.