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The Xi family.
"Coco, eat more. It's time to grow up." Tang Wanyan takes Soup for her daughter, and she is more and more concerned about Tang Keke.
Since the last time she talked with Tang Keke in the garden, she realized that she also needed someone to accompany her when she was lonely. Even the company of her family was good.
"Thank you, Mommy." Don coco seemed to have a good laugh.
Day after day, year after year, I don't know when this little girl has grown so big that Tang Wanyan can't believe it. When she sees her daughter, she often thinks of her five years living abroad with Tang Xiaoke.
Don coco is the flesh of her heart, forever.
"Yes, coco, you have to eat more." Mrs. Xi also vigorously to Tang cocoa dishes.
At this moment, Tang Keke felt that everyone's concern came in a rush, and he was satisfied for a long time.
For the Xi family, the outside world is chaotic, but at home, the atmosphere is still warm.
Zhangjia.
Since the end of the press conference, Zhang Minmin has locked himself in the room. He doesn't eat on time every day. When he is hungry, he asks the nanny to make something and send it to his room.
She was thinking day and night, remembering what she had done during this time.
It takes a lot of courage to start over.
Parents' care, parents' love, emotional barriers, she gradually did not know what things need to do, what things do not need to do.
These days, her face is a little haggard, because do not want to let her parents worry, she seldom go downstairs to eat with them, are hiding in the room to eat quietly.
She really regretted that even if she liked a person, she should not have so many means.
At that time, she was bewildered, which led to such an embarrassing situation today.
As she sat by the window sill, she suddenly lost her opinion. Every step in the future, how to go and how to find it, she felt like a puppet in the sea of people. Even the string puppet was not simple. She was just a lonely and heartless puppet.
In fact, even if she is manipulated to be a puppet, she may feel better than she is lost now. At least, she won't get lost.
This city, where she grew up, buries her heart in a flash.
Did you fail yourself, or did others fail her? Zhang Minmin can't understand, but the love in her heart has been slowly extinguished.
Sometimes looking at the face full of happy smile, always feel that other people's happiness can be easily captured, and her own, want to get a man's love, but it is more difficult.
Even if it is unscrupulous, the outcome is still miserable.
Hurt others at the same time, their own hurt is the biggest, because there is no one around to understand her, this is where she is lonely.
It's windy outside. It looks like it's going to rain. It's sunny just now. How can I say it changes? Just like the human heart, the last second is warm, the next second has been dim.
Looking into the mirror, Zhang Minmin looks at the stubborn and proud face in the mirror. Suddenly, a dislike arises in her heart. Once, she loved herself, but now, why does she hate it?
She thought that if she went on like this, she would be ill. She didn't want her parents to worry. She decided not to think about it.
He put on his slippers and thin coat and left the bedroom. There was a small table at the door with fresh and delicious food on it, which seemed to have been left by her mother.
She turned her head and went to the inner side of the bedroom. Then she opened the curtain and the light was full. She felt dazzling, but she forced herself to face the dazzling sunlight.
Eyes flash, suddenly came a commotion at the door.
"Minmin, why don't you eat?" Mrs. Zhang passed by and saw her daughter's bedroom door open, and her face was pleasantly surprised.
Since this period of time, Zhang Minmin, in addition to locking himself in the room, seems to have little contact with them.
"Mom, I'll eat it right away." Zhang Minmin forced out a smile to reassure her mother.
Without saying a word, Zhang's mother brought in the food at the door and put it on the tea table in Zhang Minmin's bedroom.
"Mom..." Zhang Minmin's voice suddenly choked.
"What's the matter?" Zhang's mother looked at her daughter, but did not find the tears in her eyes.
"I want to go out for a walk." Zhang Minmin knows that this requirement is too much for Zhang Jia now, because the current situation has already restricted her personal freedom.
"Out? Your father said you can't go out. There are many people outside. If you are found by a reporter, you may not be able to go out. " Mother Zhang began to explain.
Although she knew that her daughter urgently needed the outside world, for her safety, Zhang's mother stood by Zhang Dong this time.
"Mom, I just want to go out and relax. It'll be OK." Zhang Minmin sighs softly. Although she can't see any hope, she still wants to have a try."Minmin, you should be sensible. When this matter subsides, it will be OK. My parents are also forced to do it." Mother Zhang's face was melancholy.
"Minmin, don't blame mom, will you?" Seeing that her daughter did not speak, she continued to comfort her.
"Well, I'll listen to you." Zhang Minmin had to compromise. She knew that if she went on asking too much, her mother would cry.
Then she pulled the swivel chair behind her, sat down and began to eat.
Or the taste of home, although already tired of eating, but still eat very fragrant, very delicious.
Mother Zhang said no more. Seeing her daughter eating, her heart was comforted.
After her mother left, Zhang Minmin slowly put down the dishes and chopsticks. She really had no appetite. It can be seen that the scene just now was performed for Zhang's mother.
She sighed heavily, and her eyes drifted out of the window again, as if she could no longer adapt to the sunshine. Zhang Minmin still felt particularly dazzling.
She quickly turned back, rubbed her eyes, and then went to close the curtain.
Why? Why do I still feel so upset after I decide to change? Should I really change?
Zhang Minmin has been confused to doubt himself. Xi Mingfei, Tang Wanyan, Qin Nana, these guest roles in her life seem to have disappeared in this moment. Their existence seems to have no meaning at all. In her mind, they are just a name.
After thinking too much, there was no result. There was no conclusion. Zhang Minmin turned over and lay down on the bed, nestled in the quilt. Although it was broad daylight, she still fell into a dreamland, but in the dream, it seemed to be bitter.
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