Chapter 318
That night, Yan Xiaoxi lost sleep again. Too many things lingered in her mind. Her memory suddenly came to her mind. From the deepest part, she appeared the appearance of a little boy. That was her best friend she had just met up the mountain. He was very kind to her. Before he adapted to the new environment, he kept joking with her and accompanied her all the time. They spent a period of childhood together.
A few years later, the boy suddenly disappeared. She cried and asked the master where he had gone. The master said that he had been taken care of by his mother. During that period, she stood on the top of the mountain every day, hoping that he would turn back one day. With full expectation, she was only disappointed.
Time flies, and a few years pass. Nourished by new things, she gradually forgets this person. Until today, she suddenly remembers that his appearance has not changed at all. He is especially like a child, which can be recognized at a glance.
This man is no one else, just an Junyi.
"Xi'er." in the dark, Nangong Lin suddenly opened his eyes.
"Yes." Yan Xiaoxi agreed.
"What's on your mind?" Nangong Lin's arm tightly hugged Yan Xiaoxi and put his head against her head.
"I don't know how to say. There have been too many things happening recently, which is very chaotic." Yan Xiaoxi said what he thought.
"Fool, don't think too much." Nangong Lin could see the tangle in Yan Xiaoxi's heart. She seemed to have different feelings for an Junyi, which he had seen for a long time.
"Will you sing to me?" Yan Xiaoxi really couldn't sleep.
"OK." Nangong Lin agreed.
Then, Yan Xiaoxi heard a magnetic and pleasant song, like a clear spring to sweep away all the unhappiness in her heart, making her gradually settle down and go to sleep.
After the song fell, Nangong Lin saw that Yan Xiaoxi in his arms didn't speak. Knowing that she was asleep, he reached out and touched her white cheek and said, "Xi'er, you can only belong to me in this life."
The sun shone three times. Yan Xiaoxi stretched himself. Finally, he was willing to get up from bed, put on his clothes, and went to the table to see the note left by Nangong Lin. he went to make food for himself. After reading this, Yan Xiaoxi's heart warmed. He was really good enough for himself to be unspeakable, which made her afraid. If he really left Nangong Lin, how painful would he be.
The "Zhi" door was pushed open. Yan Xiaoxi thought it was Nangong Lin coming back. He looked at it with surprise and suddenly found that there was someone else in the house, and the joy on his face was replaced by surprise.
Her actions fell into the eyes of the people who came, and she couldn't help feeling bitter. Was she so shocked to see herself? Or was he disappointed that the person he saw was not Nangong Lin?
"Master." Yan Xiaoxi blurted out these two words. As soon as he fell off his horse, he realized something was wrong. Is he still his own master?
"I'm safe." Yan Xiaoxi wanted to change his name, but he always felt uncomfortable.
"As long as you like, you'd better call me master." a person's long-standing habit is hard to change.
"Yes." Yan Xiaoxi nodded. For a moment, he didn't know how to react.
What kind of relationship does she have with an Junyi? childhood sweethearts? She took him away, master and apprentice? He's an impostor again, friend? Not at all.
She always feels embarrassed when they are alone.
"Girl, you have changed." an Junyi's eyes are deep, but he thinks otherwise.
"What does Master mean?" Yan Xiaoxi didn't understand what an Junyi meant.
"You are not close to me, but a little more vigilant and negligent." an Junyi said lost.
Yan Xiaoxi was speechless. An Junyi's words were true. Overnight, he suddenly transformed from a master into a stranger, which was difficult for people to adapt. With Nangong Lin's words, she had to handle the relationship between the two carefully. She really didn't want to cause any misunderstanding.
However, she did not find that such a cold attitude hurt an Junyi.
"Master, give me time to tidy up." apart from this sentence, Yan Xiaoxi didn't know what else he could answer.
"Girl, is there any difference between master and an Junyi for you? My teaching, caring, doting and scolding to you have always been true. Now, I just peel off a layer of skin on master's appearance. Where has changed?" an Junyi doesn't want to become the most familiar stranger with Yan Xiaoxi. He can see that Yan Xiaoxi's heart resists being close to him. The reason is, He probably guessed and understood her difficulties.
However, some words, he does not say, will always suffer and will not give up.
"I don't know." Yan Xiaoxi felt very confused. The person in front of him was clearly the master. His feeling, eyes and breath were the same as usual. Except that his young and handsome appearance reminded her, everything else had not changed.
As he said, where has changed? Isn't he his own master? Isn't it always him who teaches her martial arts, medicine and takes care of her?
Maybe it's your heart that has changed.
She feels guilty for an Jianzhong, and the same is true for an Junyi. Now, facing the master in front of her, she can no longer be herself, can't tell him her thoughts, can't be coquettish with him, and can't laugh in his arms. They have always become different!
"Whenever you want to escape, you don't know the answer to any question or anything." an Junyi can say that he knows Yan Xiaoxi better than Nangong Lin. after all, he has lived together for so long, and he is unprepared for himself. He treats him as an elder. Everything about her is in his eyes, because she is carefree to be herself, Showing his true temperament, he gradually went deep into his heart. When he found out, it was too late to remove her from his heart. This love grew day and night with the company, and reached the point where it could not be hidden. Dad saw the clue, and they had a quarrel.
In those days, he was suffering every day, but Yan Xiaoxi was fooling around all the time. Her cheerful smile comforted his injured heart and made him decide to confess everything like Yan Xiaoxi. Fate made people, but she fooled down the mountain without telling herself, and everything happened later.
"Master, will you always be my master?" Yan Xiaoxi knew that this sentence was very sad, but he had to say it.
He squeezed out a bitter smile on his comfortable face and asked with a dim look in his eyes, "is this what you want?"
For the requirements put forward by Yan Xiaoxi, an Junyi unconditionally meets them.
After hesitating for a long time, Yan Xiaoxi nodded solemnly and said, "yes."
She doesn't want the relationship between them to change. She doesn't want master. Keeping the status quo is the best choice.
"I can promise you, but I have to say something." an Junyi clearly knows that Yan Xiaoxi loves Nangong Lin and understands her guilt for herself. She doesn't want him to be her burden.
"Yes." Yan Xiaoxi agreed. He guessed what an Junyi would say next. What should be faced should always be faced. He can't escape and avoid it.