Hang up the phone, Qin Luo Mou color deep quiet look to the French window Li Fei.

She seemed tired. She took the bottle and glass and sat on the tatami with her slender back against the wall.

She held the glass, a mouthful, not anxious not slow drink, eyes always cast in the window.

Xiujing's side face is quiet and numb.

Why do you come here for dinner?

Is it that no one can see her helpless and lonely appearance when she jumps high and looks far away?

Qin Luo really distressed, a few steps forward, bent down to embrace her, and then replaced her position.

And she's in his arms.

Perhaps, only intimacy, is the most silent comfort.

Li Fei raised his head in a daze. Qin Luo's chin was white and soft. His eyelashes were long and dense, slightly drooping. His eyes were like a fine net, hiding his worry and care for her.

What a beautiful person.

And treat her so well.

"You know?"

Li Fei asked calmly.

Is that what she's trying to say?

Qin Luo is not sure, still quietly looking at her, afraid to say wrong, and gave up the idea she wanted to say.

Lovers are really interlinked, this does not speak, on a look, Li Fei will understand.

She lowered her eyes and reflected her bitter smile in the wine glass. "I told Shen Musheng not to tell you, but I think you should know, how can you not find my mood?"

She is sad, because she has been unhappy, do not want another person to accompany her unhappy.

But she is also happy, her abnormal, her loneliness, he saw in the eyes, on the heart.

That's good.

It seems that she had long expected that he would not sit and ignore, and did not deliberately hide, because this discovery, Qin Luo was in a good mood, raised his hand and rubbed her shoulder, "don't worry, your mother will be OK."

This kind of words is useless, but at the moment, what else can we say?

He thought she was worried about her mother, and it turned out——

Li Fei excitedly raised his head, red eyes staring at him, "I'm not worried about her, I'm suffering, I'm really suffering!"

She is holding the glass in one hand, and the other empty finger is pointing at her heart, pointing hard.

It seems that my heart really hurts.

Qin Luo is puzzled to pick eyebrow.

Li Fei turned his mouth and bowed his head. His voice murmured as if he had been wronged to the extreme.

"I'm suffering. She won't let me save her when she dies? You say, she really would rather die than let me save her. Do you think it's hard for me? Is it hard? "

How can you not feel bad?

Always take hot face stick cold ass, heart will be gray, meaning will be cold, by outsiders repeatedly refused to show affection are uncomfortable, not to mention his own mother?

She tried so hard to save her, but unexpectedly, she didn't want to be saved even if she died?

At the thought of this, Li Fei couldn't bear it. He rolled the saw in his heart and ground it in his heart.

She grabbed Qin Luo's collar, tears in her eyes, red eyes, crying and questioning him, "how can she do this? How could she? How much does she hate me? How much does she hate me? Hate to want to escape me with death? "

That's what hurts the most.

How hurtful is it to leave you when you die?

"She hates me, I know. She just hates me and regrets giving birth to me. In that case, why didn't she kill me at the beginning? It's all over. I won't be so miserable. She won't be so miserable. She shouldn't have given birth to me! "

"Do you think I shouldn't live? Maybe I really shouldn't live because I made her so miserable. I shouldn't..."

"LifeI, lifeI!"

Li Fei crazily grabs Qin Luo's collar and yells. He cries with tears. He thinks he is childlike that day.

Even worse.

She still collapsed. Gu Yue didn't let her collapse, but her mother gave her a fatal knife and finally made her unable to hold on.

How sad must I be to question my existence and birth?

How much pain do you have to feel that you shouldn't live?

And she had the idea of suicide in the past, and now it's better, but now it's hooked by her mother!

Qin Luo heartache to the extreme, hard to grasp Li Fei's shoulder, even pinched her, "Li Fei! Li Fei

His roar, as well as the pain from his shoulder, let Li Fei finally recover.

The pupils are still scattered outside, and there is no sense in it. She looks at Qin Luo, like a ragged doll.

Qin Luo hugged her and tried his best to pull her out of her world. His throat was sore and tight. "Li Fei, listen to me, you should live. You don't know how much I appreciate your existence! Without you, I won't know you, and I won't have small buttons. Even if she really hates you, even if people all over the world hate you, you should always believe that there is always someone in the world who is grateful for your appearance! At any time, no matter how sad you are, you must remember this sentence. Live well for me

What he said was sincere, with a very devout heart. Li Fei stared at him for a long time, maybe the last sentence worked, slowly, dark eyes appeared a few silk light. Like looking for hope in despair, like looking for light in the dark. She is the grass of the sewer, living in a mess and dirty, but she yearns for the light and the sunshine. She is always looking for sunshine. And Qin Luo is the sunshine she has been looking for all her life. He said, you have to live well for him. He is very grateful for her appearance! Finally, Li Fei put his arms around Qin Luo's neck and cried. Cry like a child, endless tears flow, nose rub Qin Luo body. Hold him by the neck and die. Qin Luo gently claps coax, but in the heart was relieved, can cry out, is much better. After crying, Li Fei took a breath. Seeing that she was in a stable mood, Qin Luo said slowly, "I think you're a little bit out of the corner, and your mother doesn't necessarily hate you!" Li Fei looked at him. His eyes were red, like a rabbit. Qin Luo finally wiped her tears with the paper in her hand. Her voice was so soft, like coaxing a child, "you think, she hates you. How can she ask you if you want to get married? How can she tell us about hypnosis when she hates you? " Li Fei was shocked. "You mean..." Qin Luo only looked at her with warm eyes. Without waiting for Qin Luo to say that, Li Fei laughed at himself. "I don't know why. As long as you say that, I will believe you." How much she likes Qin Luo, how much she trusts Qin Luo, and what she firmly believes before, because he can overthrow it in a moment with one or two words. Qin Luo said, "think about it, is your mother a suicide? You have been working for her for so many years. If she didn't want you to save her, she would have died. Why wait until now? "“ So? " Li Fei's fingers trembled“ I'm afraid there's something else wrong with your mother's suicide! "