"Then I'll wait a little longer." She said it word by word.

She saw the medicine. There were only a few left in the plate. Before she came, Jin liefeng had swallowed so many medicine.

This is the fact that there is no way to change.

She couldn't do it. She knew that he was going to torture herself next, but she went to sleep with her head covered.

She's going to stay and watch him.

If If the medicine doesn't work, or if something happens to him, she can at least help.

"What's there to wait for?" Jin liefeng frowned and asked her to go out. "Ruan, Xiao, Mo, go to bed!"

"Even if I go back to my bed now, I can't fall asleep. Jin liefeng, don't drive me." Ruan Xiaomo's voice is not big, but his attitude is very persistent.

Jin liefeng looked at her bright eyes. After a while, he sneered coldly and said, "it's OK to stay here. Don't make my ears hurt when I see blood later!"

Ruan Xiaomo nodded and sat in the bathtub.

Jin liefeng took a look at her and didn't go to get the needle tube immediately. It seemed that he had something in mind. After a moment's silence, he reached out to get the needle tubes stained with his blood.

Ruan Xiaomo could see that when he touched the object, the blood vessels on his arm were clear, especially on the suddenly tense muscles.

Jin liefeng's hand seemed to resist his body's instinct, but he grabbed a thick needle in his hand.

I don't know whether it's water or sweat on my forehead, sliding down his straight nose.

The hand holding the needle tube was slightly unstable, like he was trying to control himself.

Ruan Xiaomo is a little worried about what the doctor said before. If it exceeds the maximum value of his mental endurance, he will

Jin liefeng's thin lips pressed into a line, forced to close his eyes, and his long eyelashes covered his lower eyelids, covering the look of his eyes.

It's like every inch of his body is fighting with something invisible.

Jin liefeng lowered his head. His deep profile side face was covered with a layer of shadow. He couldn't see clearly. He could only see that the lines of his chin were tight and the back teeth were clenched. The whole person was like a bow string pulled to the extreme.

His whole person seems to be shrouded in a layer of darkness, fighting and struggling.

Ruan Xiaomo watched him grasp the needle tube, watched him grope to the position of his arm, saw that he didn't open his eyes at all, and then waved the needle tube to his skin -

before she could stop him, she saw that the needle tip in his hand pierced the skin at an angle of skew, and cut a big blood hole down, and the blood was dripping.

"Tut!"

Jin liefeng didn't feel pain. He opened his eyes. He just threw the needle tube impatiently and threw it back into the middle of the pile of needles.

Ruan Xiaomo finally understood why he would wear a long sleeve shirt, and why he would not give this arm to the doctor.

To be able to reach for that thing is the bottom line that he can do now, not to mention, how can he be accurate when he pricks himself with a needle?

After countless attempts That's how the cut on the half of the arm came from.

Since Jin liefeng would take medicine with the psychologist, he was not afraid to be known by the psychologist, so the reason why he wrapped his arm tightly was that he didn't want to be seen by her

Ruan Xiaomo's eyes fell on his arm, and the skin on that little arm could be described as miserable.

She didn't know how much Jin liefeng had paid in the past two nights, and how he went crazy when he saw the needle approaching at the beginning. Now he can at least pick up the thing

During this period of pain and struggle, he did not tell her, but he carried her alone

But if he goes on like this, even if he pricks his whole arm to pieces, he may still not be able to accept the feeling of the needle tip approaching with emotional stability.

Ruan Xiaomo sat up straight, leaned over to get the other needles that had not been opened, and said, "Jin liefeng, let me have a try."

At least she would not treat his own arm as violently as he did.

"Ruan Xiaomo, don't touch it!"

Before she touched the needle, Jin liefeng immediately lowered his face and grasped her hand.

Ruan Xiaomo looked at him calmly and said word by word: "Jin liefeng, I don't want to see you prick your hand until it's useless!"

"Then don't look!" His face was gloomy, and his tone was full of unreasonable overbearing: "go back to the bed, go to sleep with you!"

He didn't intend to let her see this scene

He can't completely control himself

So he couldn't let her touch the needles.

Ruan Xiaomo stares at his eyes, does not insist fiercely, and does not withdraw his hand.

"Jin liefeng, I'll be careful and protect myself. I hope you can get better soon. I don't want to worry about whether you can pass this pass every day. I don't want to count in my heart how long you have left. Jin liefeng, I don't like this now!"Jin liefeng stagnated and looked at her with deep purple eyes. He felt as if he had been grasped by a hand.

When the doctor tried to make him adapt before, he was clearly in a room with comfortable facilities, but he only felt as if he was in the dark, surrounded by a dead silence, and tinnitus covered all his senses

At the bottom of his eyes, the doctor who treated him close to him, at the moment when he got close to him, coincided with the kidnapper who had kidnapped him and his father.

The picture of suffering, the body shaking in pain They are as vivid as the relief carved in my mind slowly emerging from the ebb of the sea

I don't know when, he seems to be wearing restraint clothes and tied to the hospital bed by his mother's order. Countless white coats around him are like ghosts crawling out of the grave, repeatedly pulling the darkest nerve in his memory and suddenly pulling it out of his brain

These countless figures overlap and tear his reason apart in an instant, leaving only the animal instinct of self-protection

The bloodstain on the arm drips down, along with the fist that is suddenly clenched in the water, a faint red appears.

After a while, he dropped his eyes and said stubbornly, "Ruan Xiaomo, go to bed!"

"I don't know!" Ruan Xiaomo grasped his sleeve, stared at him with his eyes, and said seriously: "if you don't let me try it once, Jin liefeng, I won't give up! It's been two days, and you've been torturing yourself in the evening. Jin liefeng, you haven't made progress for two days. Do you want me to be disillusioned once again when I know that this matter is likely to get better? "

Jin liefeng frowned more and more tightly, as if it were a mass of hemp rope.

Ruan Xiaomo saw that he didn't oppose himself immediately. He quickly raised three fingers and assured while the iron was hot: "I will be careful, Jin liefeng. I promise that I will only get close to you a little at a time. If you don't respond correctly, I will immediately leave the needle and run out!"

Jin liefeng stares at him, her thin lips are tight, her purple eyes are dark and unpredictable.

Ruan Xiaomo opened his eyes and looked at him. His heart was beating up and down in his chest. He was afraid that the content and attitude he had just expressed was not enough to convince him.

Two days and two nights According to the current situation, if it goes on like this, the situation may not be as optimistic as that

Jin liefeng suddenly got up, stepped out of the bathtub in his wet bathrobe, came to the cupboard next to the bathroom mirror, opened the drawer on the bottom floor, turned out a dark thing under something, held it in his hand, and then turned back to give it to Ruan Xiaomo.

When Ruan Xiaomo saw that thing, he was stunned and looked up at him A gun

Jin liefeng found a gun for her?

What is this to do?

Well, is there a target in the bathroom? Can't she practice shooting?

And

Why in the imperial palace Why is there such a thing in the bathroom

Ruan Xiaomo half speechless, half at a loss to think.

"Take it!" Jin liefeng shoved the small black pistol directly to her, grabbed her hand, opened the safety bolt, put it on the trigger, and then

He took her by the hand, turned the gun, and aimed it at his chest.

Ruan Xiaomo's face suddenly turned white, and she wanted to let go, but her whole hand was wrapped in his palm.

He won't let go, and she won't let go.

"What are you doing, Jin liefeng?" She was a little flustered. She wanted to move the muzzle of the gun away from his chest, but she couldn't move it at all.

The man's big palm held her hand firmly, pressed his chest inch by inch, gazed at her, and said: "you have to try, but if you find that I'm not in the right situation, pull the trigger..."

If she just ran away He is not at ease.

It had to be so that he would let her try.

The location of the heart, he aimed it for her.

At that time, if he can't control himself, even if she missed, this position was shot, he can't catch up.

Only in this way can he feel at ease.

"Otherwise, you go out now and go back to sleep." Jin lie's tone had no room for maneuver.

Ruan Xiaomo's heart trembled, and she was forced to hold the hand of the gun. She was pressed by the hot palm of the man and the cold body of the gun. She was in a lot of contradictions.

Agree to Then this situation

Don't agree. Jin liefeng will never let her help!

"I see. First of all, I'll get closer to you slowly, and then..." She took a deep breath and said, "if necessary, I'll do what you say."

Jin liefeng stared at her eyes tightly, as if to confirm the credibility of her words. After a while, he released his hand and said to her, "OK."

Ruan small foam steady some shaking hands, just lean to pick up a clean needle.

Almost at the same time, the muscles around Jin liefeng's eyes beat violently, and the bottom of his eyes instinctively released a strong aggressiveness.