"I should be like you! Soon, I will go back to the company as usual to manage affairs, eat three meals a day as usual, and have no change in my life pattern? "

Ruan Xiaomo roars out, her back clings to the door panel of the baby room, a distance away from Jin liefeng.

"I can't do it! Jin liefeng She shook her head, long hair scattered, "I can't do you so calm, I can't do their children die, but completely unmoved, I'm not you! Jin liefeng

Maybe mother and father are really different.

Jin Xu has been in her stomach for so long, and she is the one who contacts most every day.

She can't get over this hurdle, let alone make such a decision at the critical moment like Jin liefeng.

If Ruan Ruyan had asked her, Jin Xu I'm sure I can survive!

Jin liefeng was approaching her. On her beautiful face, she was as calm as an ice sculpture.

In Ruan Xiaomo's eyes, it was as sharp as a blade into the heart.

Why can he be so cold?

Why?!

"I don't want to see you, Jin liefeng." She pushed him, not let him close to himself, "you go away, you go!"

"Ruan Xiaomo, come to the dining room with me!" He insisted, his eyes locked on her thin, sunken cheek. "Be obedient

She can't lose any more weight!

Even if she temporarily out of the psychological shadow, also can't go on like this!

"I'm not going!" Ruan Xiaomo pushed him and pulled his hand out of order to prevent him from touching himself, "go away! I don't go! I'm not going! "

A crack of cloth suddenly interrupted their quarrel.

The collar of Jin liefeng's shirt was torn open, revealing a large area of skin.

Ruan Xiaomo was stunned there.

In that position, there are lots of new and old wounds.

The oldest one has healed and got rid of scab, leaving only a mark that hasn't grown well. The latest one, because of the pull just now, still exudes bright red blood.

It can't be someone else's wound to Jin liefeng.

Jin liefeng reacted quickly and wanted to button up his collar.

"What is this?"

She asked him stupidly, reached out more to open his collar, and then saw more injuries.

It's like a knife. One by one, it's dense.

She reached up and stroked it. The cocooned scar under her hand felt rough.

"Nothing!"

Jin liefeng wants to open her hand, and doesn't intend to tell him what it is.

"Nothing? What have you done to yourself, Jin liefeng? " Ruan Xiaomo refused to give up and asked him: "what's the matter with those wounds?"

"The young master did it himself."

Down the corridor, I don't know when it's coming. Jennifer is standing there.

About a servant heard of their quarrel, so he went to inform Jennifer of the psychological expert group.

Jin liefeng's face sank: "I don't need your explanation! Go away

However, it is rare for Jennifer to ignore her master's orders and step forward instead.

She stared at Ruan Xiaomo and said, "young lady, the young master is not what you think."

His child died, as a father, how can not be moved at all?

"When you stay in the baby room every day, you need someone to take care of the emperor's palace, Jin's family and kW's affairs. It's impossible for the young master to shirk his responsibility."

Jin liefeng stares at her darkly: "Jennifer, say one more word and get out of the palace for me!"

Jennifer bowed her head and said quietly, "young master, you take all the responsibilities and want to reduce the pressure on your wife as much as possible, but if you go on like this, it can't be relieved. She needs to know what you think."

Ruan Xiaomo steps forward, blocking Jin liefeng and Jennifer, and also blocking Jin liefeng's threat to Jennifer.

"What happened to his injury?" She asked.

Those wounds, depending on the length of time, should be what happened in more than a month.

"It is impossible for human emotions to reach a balance only by means of willpower."

"Pain, if not balanced by joy, is balanced by another pain," said Jennifer slowly

Psychological pain.

Physical pain.

Jin liefeng needs to deal with everything calmly. The imperial palace can't be disordered, and kW can't be disordered. So he uses this way to balance the pain of losing his child.

Ruan Xiaomo was listening, her face full of tears was full of accidents.

She thought that Jin liefeng was as calm as he showed. She thought that he didn't care so much about the child's life.

She thought he was not in pain.

She thought that he was just cold-blooded and indifferent.

"Young lady, under the circumstances at that time, the young master's choice was a last resort. You may want the child to survive, but the young master doesn't want to lose the young master either..."Jennifer's voice continued.

"In this tragedy, you are not the only victim, nor the only one suffering."

Jin liefeng may have suffered even more.

She can also put all the grief outside, she can cry freely, come to the baby room to miss the baby.

But what about him?

He has to swallow all the pain in his stomach. On the surface, he has to be calm and deal with everything in an orderly way.

Compared with the pain of her exposure to the air, he hid everything he suffered.

Ruan Xiaomo turns around and looks up at Jin liefeng.

He looked down at her and moved his thin lips, but he just said: "Ruan Xiaomo, don't listen to her nonsense, I --"

Ruan Xiaomo reached out and touched his well-defined face. Then he found that Jin liefeng seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

His eyes are deeper, his chin lines are clearer, his nose is higher, and the outline of his face is clearer

Doesn't he eat on time every day?

Why did you lose so much weight?

Ruan Xiaomo just reflected that she hadn't seen Jin liefeng well for a long time.

She didn't even know when he was thin.

She thought he was fine every day.

She blames him for all the complaints about the loss of her child.

She hated him for choosing himself instead of children.

She didn't think he would suffer because the child was gone.

"I'm sorry." Ruan small foam voice trembles, with guilt of regret, "I'm sorry, Jin liefeng."

Jennifer's right.

She is not the only victim of this tragedy.

Jin liefeng is powerful, Jin liefeng is calm, Jin liefeng seems more indifferent than her, just because he needs to protect her.

He can't be hysterical like her, and he can't let go of everything and spend every day thinking of his children.

She took Jin liefeng's hand and put it on her face, crying.

Jennifer looked at the scene with a happy look on her face.

The next moment, however, the comforting look disappeared and became uneasy.