Ruan Xiaomo choked, almost speechless for a moment.

She cried bitterly for a long time before she could go on intermittently.

"Do you know? Whenever I see your face, I will think of him. I will think of our baby. He is so small. When he and he hold up, he is so soft and small. He loves to laugh. When he sees me, he will laugh. When he sees Qi Feng, he will laugh. Every time Julie teases him with a rattle, he will laugh too... "

Where did she forget the past and where could she forget it?

"But I can't be angry with you any more. Jin liefeng, I have no position to be angry with you. Jin Xu is our two children and our two babies. He is also bleeding from you..."

Unconsciously, Jin liefeng released her hand.

Ruan small foam wiped a tear, collapse ground will already disordered hair smooth more disorderly.

At this moment, she has no image of the young wife of Jin family or the female boss of the company.

She's just a mother who lost her child.

"But the more so, the more uncomfortable I feel. I, I..."

She sniffed, lowered her head, and tears fell on the floor.

"When I see you, I think of him, but when I think of the baby, I can't help blaming you for not saving the baby Jin liefeng, I'm really sick. I can't get through this... "

At the beginning, she didn't want to face it positively and walk out of the shadow well.

But she tried. She couldn't.

It's only temporary to pretend to recover in front of him with willpower. She will collapse in the long run.

There seemed to be something heavy on her.

Ruan Xiaomo bent down slowly, squatted on the wall, buried his head in his knees, and his thin shoulders kept shaking.

"I really can't forget I Miss Jin Xu, I miss our child, I think he is still alive, I want to hold him, I want to kiss him, I want to grow up with him, I want to hear him call me mom... "

But none of this is possible.

Jin Xu will never grow up again.

He will never grow up.

Her baby, her first baby, can only live for less than 100 days forever.

Qi Feng stood there, with the medicine packed up, without saying a word.

He looked at the young lady who curled up in a ball and hid in the wall. He looked at his young master again and felt very sad.

Without making a sound, he retreated silently and closed the door.

Jin liefeng stares at her, the anger on her face has disappeared completely.

His eyes, I don't know when, also turned red.

From the child's death, the positive side of Ruan Xiaomo is disguised.

Because of camouflage, her psychological pressure will be greater, she can't forget the child, even see his face I can't help hating him

He didn't know how long he had been standing like this. He didn't step forward or say anything.

His ear, is Ruan small foam heartbroken cry.

In his sight, she curled up far away from him and refused to get close to him.

Her subconscious reaction can't be fake.

Jin liefeng closed his eyes fiercely. When he opened them again, he seemed to have made a decision.

Without saying a word to Ruan Xiaomo, he turned and strode out of the room.

The management right of the clothing company was returned to the original management team.

Since that day, Ruan Xiaomo has never been to the company.

Now that everything has been said, she doesn't need to take any work as a cover to get the medicine on time.

In the past, in the company, she could avoid Jin liefeng's eyes and ears and take medicine on time.

But now, he is impossible to connive her to continue to take which kind of medicine.

Ruan Xiaomo was staring out of the window at the dark sky. She was wearing a big white dress and looked haggard.

It's raining.

When did it start?

She can't remember clearly.

Maybe it's been raining since she stood here, maybe

Ruan Xiaomo lowered her head and rubbed her temples.

The side effects of that medicine were obvious. Her memory really declined a lot because of the side effects of the medicine.

She went back to the imperial palace that day.

When I went downstairs, it was already dark. The motorcade of drivers and bodyguards still stayed and waited for her.

She said nothing and got on the bus.

Neither the driver nor the bodyguard asked her any questions. They were silent. It was obvious that Jin liefeng had told them something.

After going back, Ruan Xiaomo meets Jin liefeng in his study.

He came back earlier than her in his home clothes. When he saw her, he just glanced at her and then asked her to go to the medical team for brain examination.She didn't refuse. She had been examined in the past. It was concluded that some brain tissues were affected and their activity decreased significantly. However, because they were discovered early, they could be recuperated.

Recuperate to come back?

Ruan Xiaomo looked at himself reflected on the French window, haggard, hairy and messy.

She didn't think there was anything good to recuperate.

If she really has Alzheimer's disease, if she really becomes an idiot, maybe she can be happier.

"Young lady." The servant knocked on the door, came over and said respectfully, "the young master needs to stay in the company for a meeting today, so he won't come back for dinner. Now the young lady can have dinner."

Ruan Xiaomo turns around, a trace of accident passes through his heart.

Jin liefeng Overtime?

Since she returned to the Imperial Palace, even if there was something important in the company, he would take it home or deal with it in the car. He never worked overtime.

Seeing that she didn't reply, the servant carefully looked at her face and speculated her mind.

"Well Does the young lady need to change the dinner time? "

Ruan Xiaomo recovered and shook his head: "no, I'll go now."

Even if Jin liefeng works less overtime, it doesn't mean that he has to come back to eat on time every day for her?

The company has something to do, she shouldn't pester him to come back and have dinner with her.

"Well Does the young lady need to change her clothes before going to dinner? " The servant looked at her clothes and asked cautiously.

Ruan Xiaomo looked down at her dress suspiciously.

What's wrong with her dress when she goes to the dining room.

With rain on the glass window, reflecting her figure in a pregnant dress.

This is When she was pregnant with Jin Xu, she wore a pregnant woman's dress?

Why is she wearing this?!

Didn't she ask the servant to put away all the clothes during pregnancy after that?

"Who put this skirt in my cloakroom?" Ruan Xiaomo asked angrily, "didn't I say these clothes should be put away?"

The servant shrunk and said timidly, "young lady This is what you specially asked someone to find for you in the morning... "