Chapter 688
"I don't know Zhong Li is right. I really don't love him that much. After four years, I I don't feel anything but hate to him.
I should be with him for clarity, but I I can't find my original love again. I feel that I have lost the ability to love someone.... "
Ji Longyue is crying sadly. She is trapped in deep regret and can't extricate herself.
Bai Feng gently patted her and said, "it doesn't matter. No matter how you are, we will love you. We will always be with you."
"It's all me, it's all me who hurt my mother, it's all me..."
"Don't blame yourself too much. The godmother stopped you at last. She saved you. It's gratifying for godmother to leave..."
Bai Feng persuades Ji Longyue to stop crying for a while.
She went to the table, poured a glass of water, and poured some powder into the glass.
Back at the bedside, she handed the cup to Ji Longyue and said, "I put some tranquilizer in the water. I don't want you to think about it any more. Drink it and have a good sleep."
Ji Longyue looks at the cup in Bai Feng's hand. She gets up slightly and drinks it.
Bai Feng takes back the cup and looks at her red eyes full of sadness. She sighs and holds Ji Longyue's hand.
Ji Longyue lies on the bed, staring at the shed, and gradually closes his eyes and falls asleep.
Bai Feng sees that Ji Longyue is asleep. She gets up and walks out of the room.
She came down and saw Dugu Sheng sitting in the hall. He touched his forehead and sighed.
Li Cheng stood beside him, also full of melancholy.
Hearing the footsteps, he looked up and saw Bai Feng. He stood up and asked anxiously, "what's wrong with the girl? Why is she crying?"
"She..."
"Say it quickly. If you have anything, just say it." Dugu Sheng said.
"Today, Zhong Li said something to her..."
"What did you say? Is she blaming the girl because of Li Meng's affection for her... "
"Mr. Wang, can you calm down and listen to me?" Bai Feng looks at the flustered Dugu Sheng.
He is omnipotent, but in the event of Long Yue, he will be at a loss.
"Well, I'll listen to you." Dugu Sheng nodded.
Bai Feng sat down and poured herself a cup of tea. She drank it and wiped the water off her lips.
She looked at Dugu Sheng, who frowned and was obviously impatient, and said, "I've just talked too much with her. I'm thirsty."
"Will you drink well? Not yet Dugu Sheng said calmly.
Bai Feng looked at him and said: "Zhong Li told her that four years ago, you had arranged everything. Even if Qi Zixian suddenly appeared, you also secretly placed the people who saved the world. She said that it was long Yue who upset your plan. A good layout ended up with the death of godmother and Long Yue jumping off the cliff.
Zhong Li says that Longyue is wrong. She shouldn't put all her mistakes on you. She said that she made a big mistake because she didn't love you enough and didn't believe you. "
Dugu Sheng's blue eyes were neutral and said, "this talkative bitch, if she says so, the girl will think that she killed her mother. I have to tell the girl that it's my fault. It's all my fault."
He rushed up to go upstairs.
"She's asleep."
Bai Feng looked at him and said, "she's very sad. I just gave her a tranquilizer. Let her have a good sleep."
Dugu Sheng turned his head and looked up at Li Cheng with anger on his face. He said, "go to the general's house immediately and catch Zhong Li for me."
"You can't go." Bai Feng said in an urgent voice.
Li Cheng didn't move. He looked at Dugu Sheng and said, "the general's wife is right. When you knew that the emperor was going to attack you, you made an arrangement to take the princess and her family to your fiefdom Donghai. You arranged everything. It was the princess's recklessness that really disrupted your plan.
But you never let us tell the princess that she has hated you for so many years. "
"It's better to shut up and let her hate me than to let her know all the truth." Dugu Sheng said angrily.
"My Lord, your fault is to protect the princess excessively. You always want to arrange everything for her. You don't want to tell her or worry about her. However, you are husband and wife. Husband and wife want to share weal and woe, but you always want to shoulder everything.
What happened in those years, you and the princess are wrong. The princess will be very sad when she knows. I believe the princess will face up to her mistakes. Don't you want the princess to change her mind? I've made everything clear. The princess knows your hard work and will make up with you again.
In my opinion, the general's wife is very smart. She is helping you and the princess, as well as protecting her family.
Not only can you not arrest the general's wife, but you should also be grateful to others. " Li Cheng said.
"You know what, I'd rather she hated me all her life than she was sad." Dugu Sheng said.
"You can't hide it. Ji Longyue hates you. Slowly, her heart calms down. She will think about everything and make it clear." Said Bai Feng."Girl, I just cried so sad..."
Dugu Sheng thought that Ji Longyue's eyes were full of tears. He wrinkled his sword eyebrows tightly, and his blue eyes were full of water. His heart was aching.
Li Cheng said with a smile, "when the princess wakes up tomorrow, she will forgive the Lord and make up with you."
"Get out of my way." Dugu Sheng stares at Li Cheng and roars.
Bai Feng said, "don't be too optimistic about making up. You still have to give her some time. In the past four years, the hatred in her heart is too deep. She has been immersed in it all the time. Now she is sad. Don't force her to make any decisions. "
"No, I won't ask her to make any decisions. I just want her around." Dugu Sheng said.
"If, I said, if she no longer loves you, she may not love you in the future. Will you still treat her like this?" Asked Bai Feng.
"Girl is my wife, our commitment is life, never leave, no matter whether she loves me or not, I will never let go." Dugu Sheng said.
Bai Feng stood up, saluted Dugu Sheng solemnly and said, "thank you. Please love her and call back her love for you."
Dugu Sheng looked at Bai Feng and turned to walk upstairs.
Bai Feng didn't stop him any more. Thinking of his words, she was relieved with a smile.
"Ha ha, this general's wife is really good. She said what I've been holding in my heart for a long time." Li Cheng said with a smile.
Bai Feng said with a smile, "I hope you don't have to make a shop soon."
Dugu Sheng walks into Ji Longyue's room, sits on the bed and looks at her sleeping.
Her brow is still slightly frowning, he lowered his head to kiss on her forehead, and gently smoothed the wrinkles in her brow with his lips.
He kisses her red eyes, her red nose, and finally imprints them on her lips.
Every kiss is full of extreme regret. He wants to soothe her heart with a gentle kiss.
In his opinion, it is his fault that a man fails to protect his own woman.
If she didn't love him enough and didn't believe him, he didn't do better.
He hopes to see her happy all the time and not worry about the world. He wants to be a safe haven for her.
Now, she was deeply remorseful, and he was very distressed.
He lay down and held her in his arms, kissing her on the forehead.
"Girl, as your husband, it's my fault that I didn't protect you well.
Don't be sad. If your mother sees it, she will be distressed.
Mother for you to block that sword, is to want you to live well, for mother, you have to be happy, so, she spring know, will be very at ease.
My mother is gone, you still have me, you are clear, you have father and Shixun. Don't immerse yourself in the past. For our family, you should be happy, so that they will be happy. We have to protect them.... "
Ji Long Yue in his arms, seemingly deep sleep, a line of tears from her eyes.
The next day, Ji Longyue woke up, she was no longer sad, but very silent.
Dugu Sheng hugs Ming Ming to her, but he doesn't make her laugh.
Looking at him carefully taking care of herself, she thought of Zhong Li's words, he loved her very humbly.
He was really wonderful to her, even Bai Feng and them were moved by it, but she didn't feel much. She thought, she really became incompetent.
He said that as long as she was by his side, he was happy.
Unintentionally, she will stay with him, to make him happy, and to give him a complete, seemingly happy home.
Three days later, the bone doctor began to treat Ji Longyue.
Ji Longyue, who had no sense of pain, screamed in pain when the bone doctor broke open her old wound.
This scared everyone's face, especially when Dugu Sheng saw Ji Longyue with cold sweat on his forehead, he stopped the bone doctor.
"Don't be a doctor. If the pain goes on, the girl will die of pain."
"The old wound has been broken open, and it must be completed with one breath," the bone doctor said
"No, I can't..."
Ji Longyue pushed him away and said, "my pain is not particularly sensitive. I haven't fully recovered. You can still bear the pain now."
The bone doctor nodded and said, "the pain is recovering, which is a good thing, because the body will respond correctly when it feels the pain, which will be more conducive to the later medical treatment."
Finally, Dugu Sheng can only watch Ji Longyue suffer great pain and accept the treatment of bone doctor.
Ji Longyue is very clear that whether she lost her sense of taste or pain, in addition to the excessive amount of medicine, it also belongs to her heart disease.
At that time, the truth has come to the surface, her heart knot is slowly opening, and naturally her heart disease is gradually recovering.
When scraping the bone, Ji Longyue couldn't bear to faint.
Dugu Sheng held her hand tightly all the time. There was no words to express his heartache.That night, Ji Longyue had a high fever. Dugu Sheng kept on sleeping and took good care of her.
The next day, the fever finally subsided, but Ji Longyue fell into a coma and didn't wake up. Dugu Sheng was very anxious.
It wasn't until the fifth day that Ji Longyue opened his eyes. He saw Dugu Sheng with a face of haggard and blood in his eyes.
"How many days have I been in a coma?" Ji Longyue asked.
"After four days, you finally woke up, but you worried me to death." Dugu Sheng holds her hand and kisses her lips gently. Her blue eyes are full of blood and smile.
He hasn't closed his eyes these four days?
"I'm all right. Go and have a rest." Ji Longyue said.
"I'm not sleepy. I want to accompany you. Are you thirsty?"
He brought a cup of water and fed her a little bit with a spoon.