"I really want to tell him that the woman he desires has long since followed another man and became their wife. She is no longer his Ji Rou, but ??" school belle Xin took a deep breath, and her voice suddenly became sad, "But I do not dare, I am afraid that if he hears the news of your love affair, she will collapse, I am afraid that he will never be able to recover, and will never be able to stand up again."

Ji Rou, "..."

Ji Rou was unable to explain school belle Xin's accusation. Yes, the truth was that she had let down the Big Brother Feng. It was she who had betrayed the pure feelings between them, and she had nothing to say.

school belle Xin continued to berate him, "Ji Rou, you have never experienced it. You will never be able to imagine just how strong his perseverance was when the doctors declared that he was hopeless in the darkest moment of his life."

so much so that the doctor declared that there was no cure... Ji Rou did not dare to imagine how dangerous the situation the Big Brother Feng was in at that time.

She blamed herself why she wasn't by Big Brother Feng's side at such a time. If she knew everything, if she was here, wouldn't Big Brother Feng be better?

The school belle Xin's voice continued to ring from the phone, "Although she is unwilling to admit it, I have to tell you, the one who made him grit her teeth and escape from the gates of hell is you. When Xiang Lingfeng is awake, she always tell me that she said that she promised Xiao Rou that he would accompany her until the end of life. He absolutely ca

ot go back on his words, or Xiao Rou will definitely not forgive him. "He doesn't even have half a life left, but you're the only one she thinks about ??"

Ji Rou fiercely bit her lips. "I know, I know ??"

She was the most worried person in Big Brother Feng, she should know that. But after the Big Brother Feng had disappeared and she couldn't find him, she thought selfishly that the Big Brother Feng left her alone and didn't care anymore. She didn't think that the Big Brother Feng wouldn't be able to accompany her because of some other reason.

"You know? You know my ass. You don't fucking know anything. " "Ji Rou, you only know how to seduce other men, you only know how to be happy with them, even if it's just for a moment. Have you thought about the Xiang Lingfeng who almost lost her life because of you?"

Ji Rou was still speechless, because what the school belle Xin had said was the truth. After knowing Qin Yinze, the number of times she had seen the Big Brother Feng in her dreams decreased, let alone the number of times she had been concerned with the Big Brother Feng.

school belle Xin knew that she had stabbed at Ji Rou's sore spot, and became even more arrogant as she clamored, "Ji Rou, what shameless thing did you do yourself, I don't think I need to say anything more. Go and touch your conscience and ask, does he really exist in your heart?"

Every word that Xie Meimei spoke was like a sharp knife, blade after blade ruthlessly stabbed into Ji Rou's heart, causing her to be drenched in cold sweat from the pain. However, she felt that this pain was not enough, at least compared to the pain that Big Brother Feng had to endure, it was not worth mentioning.

Ji Rou lowered her head, and ruthlessly pinched herself as she said: "Yes, it was I who let him down ?? Then can you tell me where he is? I want to see him. I want to take good care of him. I want him to get better quickly. As long as he can get better, I am willing to do anything to punish my heartless punishment for my betrayal. "

She didn't ask for anything else, she only hoped for Big Brother Feng to be safe. As long as Big Brother Feng could recover, no matter how he punished her in the future, she would be willing to accept it.

"Heh ??" The school belle Xin laughed coldly, "Ji Rou, the person hsheis thinking about is you. When she is lying on the bed and unable to get out of it to walk, the person he is thinking about is still you ?? Because I miss you, I want to get worse every day. I told him that if you thought of her that way, why didn't you call her and have her come to see you? Do you know what he told me? "

Ji Rou opened her mouth, but was unable to make a sound... She could probably guess that Big Brother Feng, who always doted on her, must be afraid that she would be worried, so she didn't let anyone notify her.

school belle Xin continued, "He said that he is not a ghost nor a human, and you will worry about him when you see him. He would rather endure a little more pain and suffering, as long as you grit his teeth and endure the hardships of life, she will become the same as before, and then she will come to find you, so that you won't know how much pain he has endured, and you won't feel sad for him."

Hearing that school belle Xin said the same thing as she did, Ji Rou felt her entire body turn cold, and an intense amount of self-blame made her unable to raise her head ?? The Big Brother Feng was still that Big Brother Feng, never changing even after so many years. And the one who changed was her. It was she who did not trust the Big Brother Feng, and it was she who changed, which was why she fell for Qin Yinze.

In their relationship, Big Brother Feng was not wrong, and Qin Yinze was not wrong either. The one who changed was her, and the one who was wrong was her.

How could a woman like her be treated like this by the Big Brother Feng?

She wasn't worth it!

But Big Brother Feng was still so silly, thinking of her everywhere.

Thinking of this, Ji Rou felt her heart bleeding ??

He didn't care if Ji Rou could still hear him, the school belle Xin on the other end of the phone continued, "Sometimes, when you think about it, it's really a joke. Xiang Lingfeng is thinking about you everywhere, and you are already together with another man. I really don't dare to imagine, what would happen if he knew the truth? Is it possible that I will never be able to get up again? "

Ji Rou, "..."

She had always known that the Big Brother Feng was very good to her and had doted on her since she was young. He had never let her feel the slightest bit of grievance ?? When she was young and injured, Big Brother Feng would be even more worried than her. It was as if the one who fell was him.

The Big Brother Feng was so nice, but she betrayed his relationship with her.

The school belle Xin continued: "Ji Rou, I know that I shouldn't have told you these things, but I just can't see you. "Why is it that because of you, he was hurt by someone else while you are free and unfettered with the person who hurt him?"

Finally, Ji Rou also noticed the words used by the school belle Xin: "Because I was hurt by others, I lived an arrogant life of being the one who hurt him. Xie Meimei, what do you mean? "

During their conversation today, school belle Xin had always emphasized that Xiang Lingfeng being injured was because of Ji Rou, but Ji Rou had neglected to do so time and time again. At this time, she finally noticed, and school belle Xin finally knew that the chance had come, "Ji Rou, don't tell me you didn't know that it was The big master of the qin family who caused Xiang Lingfeng's injuries."

"Don't speak nonsense, when the Big Brother Feng disappeared, even we did not know Qin Yinze, how could he do such a thing?" Ji Rou's instinctive reaction was to defend Qin Yinze. She did not believe that Qin Yinze would do anything to harm Big Brother Feng.historical