Chapter 619 The meaning of 131224
Hearing Xiao Ranran's soft voice, Jian Ran only felt something cutting across her heart, and the tears that she had difficulty stopping once again rolled down her nose.
She wanted to harden her heart and pretend that she couldn't see baby, but she couldn't, just like how she couldn't forget Qin Yue.
She crouched down and hugged baby in her arms, rubbing her head: "baby, I'm sorry! Mommy is so sorry! "
"Mother, of course I don't want you to say you're sorry! Of course I want you to stay with me! " Although Xiao Ranran was young and didn't understand many things, she knew that having a father and mother was the happiest thing to do.
Before, when she didn't have a mother, her father and grandparents and little aunts loved her very much, but there were still people who would say how pitiful she was.
Because all the other children had mothers, but when she was born, her mother flew away, so others felt sorry for her.
She wanted to be a happy child, not a poor little child as others called her.
"Mom, of course I love dad, of course I love Mom too!" Xiao Ranran held her mother's head, and kissed Jian Ran with her soft lips. "If mother leaves you alone, of course she'll cry!"
Her voice was soft and childish, like a child's. It should have been an i
ocent voice, but there was a hint of tears in it.
"baby, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! " Other than being sorry, Jian Ran didn't know what else she could say. Her daughter was so sensible that it made her heart ache.
She was afraid of losing Qin Yue, and Qin Yue did not want to lose her, much less the child.
She still had her and Qin Yue's child in her womb, how could she cruelly let a child lose its father before it was even born?
When the baby was born, he would slowly grow up and ask her where his father was.
At that time, did she have the courage to tell the child that your mother divorced you when she was pregnant with your father, so you never had the chance to see your father when you were born?
If the child asks her why she divorced her father?
So how would she answer?
Was she going to tell the child that her mother had divorced her father because she was afraid of losing him?
This was a very contradictory answer, but it really happened to her.
Because she was too afraid of losing Qin Yue, she clenched her teeth and painfully asked for a divorce.
Although he had lost Qin Yue after getting divorced, this loss was different from that loss.
After the divorce, she was no longer his wife, but it was better that she knew about him, that he was fine every day, that she was lucky enough to see him from a distance.
"Jian Ran, did you understand?" Last time, Qin Yue gave her one last chance to think and let her choose.
"I ??" She was still afraid.
What should he do?
The thought of returning to his side made it possible for her to lose him forever. Just thinking about it made her heart ache so much that she couldn't breathe.
She didn't dare!
If Jian Ran did not answer, that meant that she did not understand.
"Of course!" Qin Yue calmly called out to Xiao Ranran.
"Daddy?" Xiao Ranran raised her head and looked at her father, her beautiful big eyes filled with worry. She was really worried that her father would lose his temper again and scare her mother to tears.
"Take your mother to the study." Didn't she want to work? He let her go to work, but she could only work by his side. He absolutely couldn't let her leave him by even half a step.
"Sure!" Xiao Ranran pulled Jian Ran's hand and brought her to the study room.
As long as mom didn't leave dad, as long as dad wasn't fierce anymore, as long as dad and mom changed back to how they were before ?? Thinking about how they had changed back to their original appearances, Xiao Ranran was so happy that she jumped and jumped while holding her hand.
However, Jian Ran still had something on her mind. If she couldn't open this knot in her heart, then she wouldn't be able to live peacefully with Qin Yue.
"Qin Yue, we..."
"Go to the study and think about it. If you can't understand it, then don't even think about coming out of this door." The tyra
ical and despotic Qin Yue was like a tyrant. He had the final say in everything, and no one dared to resist him.
Thus, just like that, Jian Ran was left at Qin Yue's side.
He gave her a death order to think things through. If she couldn't think things through, he wouldn't let her out of the study.
Jian Ran sat in front of Qin Yue's computer, and accidentally touched the mouse on Qin Yue's desk. The computer that was in a state of sleep woke up, and a picture of her appeared on the computer screen.
In the photo, she was wearing a white shirt with a pair of jeans. On the outside, she wore a white uniform with a little bear embroidered on it. Her long black hair was tied into a ponytail ??
Looking at this photo, Jian Ran could not help but be captivated by her own actions.
The Jian Ran in the photo had a bright smile on her face, looking full of vitality.
If she remembered correctly, she was dressed like this because she had just married Qin Yue not long ago. He had just assumed the position of CEO not long ago, and because they had settled a big deal, she dressed like this when the company organized their travel to Bluesea Villa.
She still remembered it so clearly after all these years, because what had happened back then had made her remember it so deeply that it was unforgettable.
Because those beautiful memories were all given to her by Qin Yue, she still remembered Qin Yue saying to her ?? Her backer was CEO.
He also told her that her past had nothing to do with him, that he was concerned only with her future.
The events of that trip were so deeply engraved in her mind that she could immediately recall them.
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However, she didn't remember Qin Yue taking pictures of her.
However, looking at the background of the picture, it was a colorful rose flower, and she knew under what circumstances it was there.
So many years had passed and Qin Yue still had her photos in his storage, so he could use her photos as a computer screen.
Jian Ran's heart trembled again. She was both excited and worried and afraid at the same time.
She clicked her mouse, and then clicked on the password dialog box. Jian Ran tried to enter the password, and it was Qin Yue's birthday.
Bad password hint.
Jian Ran once again lost her birthday, and once again indicated that she entered the wrong password.
It went wrong twice. Jian Ran thought about it seriously, then entered her own birthday. This time, she still entered the password incorrectly.
It was not Qin Yue's birthday, neither was it Xiao Ranran's birthday, and it was not her birthday either ?? Then what other special number was there?
After thinking about it, Jian Ran still could not think of any kind of number that was special to her.
?? 131224.
The day after their wedding, Qin Yue gave her a bank card with the password of 131224.
Jian Ran remembered, it was the 24th of December, 131224 year. Christmas Eve.
That day, she was abandoned by her family and forced to drink alone in a bar.
Later on, she found out that it was also the first time she and Qin Yue had met.