"Jiayun, I have been busy with Tang night in a dark sky these days. No one has seen it. I am confused myself. I also want to think clearly about what kind of life I want and who I want to accompany. You can't deny me subjectively and condemn me. You know that it is unfair to me?"

....

Xue Jiayun smiled softly, "how is it all right, who are you willing to accompany, that is your business."

"Jiayun, don't talk like this, give me another chance. I will prove it to you. I want to be with you. Don't go, OK?" Lin ran said that Australia said that it was not small, that it was not easy to find a person. He didn't want to see her in the future.

Xue Jiayun looked at him, very calm, she was not the kind of 18-year-old girl, for love, everything ignored, she asked sharply, "shenlulu and children how to do? What do you do with her children? "

Lin Ran Ran Ran Ran ran through a bit of pain, and lowered his head decadent. He put his hand in his thick hair. He was choking and suffering in his self-criticism. "Jiayun, I always wanted to explain this with you. On that day in F City, several old classmates had a drink with each other."

"When we were in love, they all knew that Lulu came back. They were very kind to help us. She went. That day, you and I had a fight because of your family affairs. I was in a bad mood and had a drink more."

"She is beside, gentle like water, smiling, I admit, I have such a moment of shaking, if you are so gentle, considerate, I am still heart, I think I still love her. But I know it's you who are with me now, and I swear I didn't think about it, and I'll be with her again. "

"Later, I drank more and made mistakes. When I woke up, the big mistake was made. I said to Lulu that day. It didn't happen, and I didn't remember it myself."

"Lu Lu also said that she would not be in my heart. I said this with Tang night Bai. But I didn't expect that she would be pregnant, Jiayun. I swear, I was heartless, I didn't want to start again with her."

Just how could he abandon his children.

For the sake of children, he can only choose to be with shenlulu. When he and shenlulu are together, because of the loss of carelessness, she lost a child. He was very sorry and also caused psychological and physical harm to her. At that time, young and shadow existed.

Now, with another child, he doesn't want to repeat the same thing and hurt her again.

It's her fault, after all, and it doesn't matter to her.

He can only hurt xuejiayun.

"You..."

Xue Jiayun eyes red, bite teeth to see him, eyes have sadness, after drinking disorderly?

What is he explaining?

If there is no emotion, how to drink and go disorderly, he is not drunk, would it be so easy, drunk, and also have a relationship with others, such an explanation, how can she accept?

Even if it's true, what?

historical

Shenlulu broke the child. It is a fact.

It can't be changed.

"Now, it's useless to say anything." Xue Jiayun said, "even if you don't want to, it is. You don't want to hurt her, you should protect her well. As for me, you don't care. Anyway, in your heart, she is very delicate and soft. I love people protection. My man and woman are alone, heartless, and there will be no pain in the heart. Why do you care about my feelings."