"I'm sorry!" Nolan wiped the blood off his lips and apologized softly.

He is a person who can correct his mistakes. Since Michael said it was not him, Nolan knew that it must not be him. He did not take Lu Zhen. If Michael was their brother, he knew that Michael would like him to leave Lu Zhen.

Never see Lu Zhen again, he will tell himself.

"I'm just in a hurry." Nolan said, "do you know how lucky I am? I have never told you that he is willing to try with me. Since the last terrorist attack on my family, Lu Zhen said that he would like to have a try with me. "

"He likes me. He really likes me."

"In order to let me get complete security, he even chased the red lion to the U.S. border. He wanted to protect me, so he went deep into the tiger's den. As a result, the people in the station messed up everything."

"He was also exposed and chased to the depths of the forest."

"I'm an asshole. For what kind of nuclear bomb, I chose to give up Lu Zhen. When I went back to find him, I saw someone was going to kill him. He was lying on the ground, and his breath was almost gone. At that moment, I hated my identity."

"I hate that I'm an officer, that I have too many responsibilities, obligations, and why I made that choice."

"But even so, if I do it again, I will still make the same choice. I can give my life to him, but I can't ignore so many people's lives for him. If I give up him, it doesn't mean that I don't love him."

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"He didn't get angry. When he woke up, he saw the anemone on my shoulder and gave me a meal. Just because I cheated him, I was stupid enough to use Daniel to deceive him, thinking that I could cheat him."

"Lu Zhenqi's is just my concealment, just because I hide my identity, but I'm not angry because I give up him."

"He even forgave me. Although he didn't say it, I also know his mind. He was willing to give us a chance and try to believe me. He forgave me. Do you know what it means to me?"

Nolan looked at the ugly Michael seriously. "I once told you that he was my life. This is not just a word. Brother, if you know where he is, please tell me. If you really don't know where he is, please help me and find him. I know you have better ways than me. As long as you want to help me, you can find him."

Michael had never seen such Nolan.

Fragile, broken, and in a mess.

The state is very bad, as if there is no life goal, everything is meaningless to him, people seem to collapse.

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Nolan seldom asked himself anything, and he knew what Nolan meant.

Nolan believed that he didn't catch Lu Zhen, but Nolan doubted him and knew where Lu Zhen was, but he didn't say.

Michael looks at Nolan in silence. He is asking for himself. From childhood to adulthood, he has not asked for himself many times. Recently, it is because Lu Zhen asks for him. Lu Zhen is his doom.

"Nolan, I miss you very much, but I really don't know where he is. I'll send someone to check, OK?" Michael didn't want to hurt him any more. He slowed down and Nolan nodded.

Michael said in a deep voice, "go back to sleep. I need you to divert your attention. There are so many people looking into Lu Zhen's affairs. There is no lack of you. Don't forget about his work."

"Yes, I know."

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