She believed that she would hear her children crying, she believed that she could hold her children, she believed that she could see her children getting married and having children, and that she could live in harmony. No matter what she experienced, she had hope. She could hold on and it was a new beginning. :

she held on and got her baby.

Before brainwashing, she personally recorded the process of giving birth to children, just to tell herself how much she loves children and how strong she is. No matter what happens in the future, she will be able to hold on, for the sake of children and for their future.

However, at this moment, she did not know where the hope was, she lost all confidence in life.

Xiao Qi gave her the truth, let her want to jump down like this, all done.

Don't face Tang Yebai, don't face Xiabao.

She didn't even dare to tell Xiabao how he was born. She was afraid that she would be sad. It turned out that his parents were so united that he had been born. In fact, he was just an unpopular life.

An accident.

No, it was an accident for Tang Yebai.

For her, it was not an accident, it was all she had.

But what does baby think?

What would Tang Yebai think?

What would the Tang family think?

She doesn't know.

Xia Chenxi stumbled and leaned against the railing of the river. The river water of Changshui river was gushing and yellow. It was not so clear. There was a smell of river in the air.

Xia Chenxi thought, if jump down, what do not know, is also good.

However, she did not have the courage.

The killer instinct is in her bones.

Killer, not afraid of death, never afraid of death, will only constantly choose to survive in death and survival, she will only choose to live by any means, not choose to die frustrated, this is her.

Xia Chenxi's eyes tingle, slightly raised her head, tears from her eyes continue to fall, she was afraid of tears, has raised her head, did not expect, tears still burst out of her eyes, she is so tired

Tired as if losing all hope.

I'm so tired that I don't want to think about anything.

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Just want to have a good cry.

In her limited memory, she cried a few times.

On the other side of the river, she can see her own home. The Haijing community is beside the river. She can even judge which building is her home. It is so clear and so close that as long as she crosses the river, she can go home.

But home is so far away.

The most painful time in the world is walking on thin ice.

The two rivers are prosperous, s city is the most beautiful, the most hands-on things, are next to the two rivers, opposite the bustling building, president Tang's advertising is so clear, recently this product has sold well, and its advertisements are everywhere.

Tang Yebai is a living sign everywhere he goes.

Xia Chenxi looks at Tang Yebai in the advertisement. Her hands are powerless to drop down. Her handbag falls on the ground. She covers her head with both hands and inserts her ten fingers into her hair. Tears are pouring in her eyes. This kind of colic has never happened before.

She didn't know that the human heart can ache to this degree.

Xia Chenxi sobbed and cried, there was no one beside the river, the air dried tears, everything was so silent, only heartache, like a shadow, lingering.

She slipped and fell on the railing by the river, holding herself in her arms, crying out loud.

Release Buddha, the sadness of the whole world, are condensed in her cry.

Buddha, tears from all over the world are flowing on her face.

....

Two or three people passed by her and looked at her in surprise. Xia Chenxi, dressed in a suit and dressed as an office girl, was dishevelled and crying at the riverside railings.