Hearing YuYan's shaking voice while asking who exactly he was made Li FuJin's body instantly frozen in shock. His heart almost stopped beating as he doesn't know how to respond.

Accompanied by her sudden question, it was clear that YuYan was not just remembering about 'Li FuJin, but also comparing to him as Zhou Ruegen.

He had guessed it because he was carefully observing all the changes in her expressions when they both remained silent after she asked if they knew each other before meeting in the forbidden forest.

Li FuJin decided to watch her silently after noticing that YuYan seems like she was suddenly in a daze, but he has no idea if it was due to a flash of memory or she was just thinking about something else.

What more was to see her blushing. Though he was not sure whether she was aware of it, Li FuJin had guessed that it must be about having intimate moments for her to looked embarrassed.

By then, Li FuJin felt like having a mouse that keeps on running around inside his heart while waiting for YuYan to finally come back to her senses.

However, what Li FuJin didn't expect was the way she asked him and gave a feeling that YuYan still haven't remembered everything.

What's more, her reaction clearly shows that she doesn't want to accept, whatever she had recalled. Of course, Li FuJin felt hurt that YuYan did not want to accept the truth which was about his real identity.

At the same time, Li FuJin contemplated based on her question that YuYan seemed to recall something between her and his real identity, but not his real appearance aside from having a silver hair.

Besides, YuYan was asking who he was. Yet it has sounded like she was indirectly asking him whether they are the same person.

Li FuJin wanted to tell her the truth, but watching the tears that started falling from YuYan's eyes made him had second thoughts.

It wasn't just because she was crying, but the way she looked at him created fear in his heart. Her eyes looked fierce like a beast who wanted to tear him apart.

"You're not him, right? Tell me you're not him.." YuYan uttered with a shaking voice. It even sounded that she was convincing him to tell her what she wanted to hear.

What YuYan didn't know was those words she uttered were like a thousand needles piercing Li FuJin's heart. He was about to tell her the truth, but after hearing her words, his heart felt sinking in a deep ocean.

Despite the pain that YuYan seemed not wanting him to be that person in her mind, Li FuJin raised his hand and gently wiped the tears on her face.

Then, Li FuJin bent down to place a small gently kiss on her lips before he tried to utter with his normal cold voice. "Why would you think that he was me?"

YuYan's heart suddenly jumped like a rabbit. His question was like an arrow that hits her mind. She blinked multiple times while thinking about his question.

Firstly, the idea of him being the same person was merely a speculation after collecting her memories such as; the way he treats her and the things he told her before.

As YuYan thinks about it, once she tells him how did she came up with that idea, something without any good basis, it would sound that she actually doubted his identity.

What if her guess was wrong, and the person with silver hair and Zhou Ruegen were not the same person? Zhou Ruegen would surely feel that she doesn't trust him at all.

Worse, their relationship might change and her fear for him to leave her might come true, and she doesn't want that to happen just because of her assumption.

Besides, just based on appearance, especially the color of Zhou Ruegen's hair, the answer was pretty obvious. It was a mistake to suddenly jump into a conclusion without looking for any evidence.

Was her memory of the person with silver hair, telling her the same words he told her before was enough for him to believe her? Or he would ask for more?

If he does, there will be a high possibility that she would need to tell him about the way he touched her was the same with how the person with silver hair does to her.

Having an intimate moment with someone else would surely sound like she had an affair with another man. A man she doesn't remember.

Thus, YuYan doesn't know how to answer. She opened her mouth, but she can't think of any word. "I.. It's just.." She can see in his eyes that he was patiently waiting.

With his unbearable gaze, YuYan's mind was screaming about how stupid she was to say those words. Therefore, she decided to say. "I just.. I just don't like who he was at all."