15 Su Ruyans feeling
Today after Xu Yang closing his shop, he went to the lake. This lake had become his favorite place because almost every night he spends time here even though it was just one hour.
" ahh. What a beautiful scenery " He said as he lie down on the grass.
Suddenly Xu Yang saw a woman with black gauze covered her face sit not far from him.
Her purple dress was slime, it makes you could see her perfect figure. She was looking at the sky with a smile on her face.
" look like I am not the only one that thinks this place is good " thought Xu Yang.
Xu Yang was closing his eyes as he felt a gentle breeze. The tree was moving and dancing with such captivating grace
The moon that illuminates the darkness of the night and the shining stars added the beauty of the night.
Xu Yang suddenly remembered the moment he and Su Ruyan kissing that night. At that time he felt calm and happy as if all the burden lifted up from his body.
" Ruyan.. " he said unconsciously.
Even though he said with a small voice the girl next to him could hear what he say clearly.
Her body was suddenly trembling and she looked at him after he said her name, she could feel his love desire and strong yearning within his voice.
She really wanted to sit next to him and held his hand as looking at beautiful scenery.
But she was afraid to do that. after what she said that night, she knew that she already hurting his feeling so she had no choices but to come here in disguise because she didn't want Xu Yang to know that she comes here to see him.
She has been looking for him and wanted to apologize but after she found him, she suddenly hadn't had the courage and word couldn't come out from her mouth.
Right now, she really wanted to hug him and tell everything to him but she was afraid. She was afraid if he knows the truth he would get hurt by it.
Little Yang, even though I couldn't sit beside you. I already satisfied because I could see you again.
Smiled appeared in her face but at the same time tears also falling from her eyes.
I really miss you little Yang. She looked at the watch in her left hand. It was about time to go home.
Little Yang, I have to go right now. I would be back tomorrow night and I hope you also come here tomorrow night.
Before she left she looked at Xu Yang for the last time.
Xu Yang has still had his eyes closing, he felt as if he was nature itself.
Next day at night, Xu Yang went to the lake again but he saw the woman from yesterday already sat on the grass.
What? she was already here? Did she already find this place her liking?
He was looking at her but at the same time, she was looking at him too. He felt awkward so he just smiles at her. He didn't know if she smiles too or not because there was a black gauze covered in her face.
He then walked toward the girl. Looked at him walking closer to her, Su Ruyan suddenly felt anxious. She just wanted to see him from afar. She hadn't thought that he would come to her.
Su Ruyan lowered her head. What should I do? why did he come closer to me? should I leave? But I came here because I wanted to see him so if I left, I had to wait until tomorrow night to see him again.
But what if he didn't come here tomorrow. She was wavering and afraid at the same time but she tried her best to look natural.
" Miss, do you like this place? " Xu Yang sat two meters away from her and continued " the scenery here is really beautiful, right?
She looked at the sky and said " en. it's really beautiful "
At this time she was really happy because he hadn't recognized her.
Little Yang, even though I was a little sad because you hadn't recognized me but I was happy at the same time, with this, not only I could see you but I could talk with you too.
" little brother, look like you like this place very much? Do you often to this place? "
He was dumbfounded when she says ' little brother ' to him but because he couldn't see her face, he was very curious but asking the age of a woman was a taboo.
He once asked the age of his sister-in-law but got beaten by her afterward so he never does that again to any woman. He would let other people call her little brother if that people was older then him but he really curious this time.
" miss, you say to me 'little brother' but are you older than me? " said Xu Yang. He looked at her and said " because your face is covered with gauze so I don't know if you are older or not. It's not that I am angry or something you know. I am just curious "
" little brother, you look to be only eighteen or nineteen years old. So I am older then you " she said as she turned her head and looking at him.
Xu Yang was shocked.
How could I always meet an older woman? First it was Ying Yue, second, it was Su Ruyan and most of my private customers also an older woman. Even though I didn't hate older woman but.. forget it.. forget it.
I also a part of MILF sect so I am fine with it.
" ok. I can let it go if you are older than me. ah, miss, your voice is familiar to someone I know " he was putting his right hand behind his head and lie down on the grass.
She moved her soft hand in front of her mouth and asked " ah. Who is it? is that person important to you? " she looked at him and giggled " you even remember her voice "
" Her name is Su Ruyan. we just meet two times but...." his said with a sad face.
Su Ruyan was shocked by his word, she had never thought he would say her name. she just met him two times but he already familiar with her voice.
At this time, she really wanted to say that she was next to him, how much she misses him and how much she cares for him.
But she couldn't say it right now, she just looked at him " Su Ruyan? it looks like a woman name. is she important to you ? " she lie down on the grass and said " you say that you just meet her two time right? how could you already familiar her voice "
" yes, it's a woman name. Her voice has been ringing in my head so even though we just meet two times, I already familiar with her voice " he said as he smiled but it not smile of happiness but the sad one.
She looked at that sad smile and felt like her heart got stabbed by a hundred needles.
" little brother, you look sad. What happened? did she leave you? Why don't you find another girl, with your handsome face, I think it will be easy to find a girlfriend "
" of course I know that I am handsome. I am not only handsome but also kind, gentle, caring, smart, mature, humorist and strong " he said as he placing his right hand in his chest. At this time he hadn't forgotten to praise himself
Su Ruyan who heard it put her hand in front of her mouth and smiled. Even though she wore a gauze she still covering her mouth when she smiles.
Xu Yang then continued with a sad face " I think I fall in love with her but... She.. look like.. she has a.. husband "
he remembered those people called Su Ruyan milady and also said that someone was waiting in her home so he thought she already married. At that time he also shocked knowing she already had a husband.
A sad feeling could be seen in Su Ruyan eyes, she unconsciously squeezed the grass on the ground until the grass was uprooted.
Little Yang, please just forget about me. I didn't want to see you sad like this. it's hurt, It's hurting me so much because I don't deserve your love at all.
I didn't want to drag you into this mess, please forget me. please, please I beg you. Tears fell from the corner of her eyes but she immediately wiped her tears off with her sleeve.
She took a deep breath and said " if she already has a husband, why don't you just forget her. there is many beautiful and kind woman out there "
He sighed and said " miss, you really don't understand, right? "
She gritted her teeth. little Yang I understand but I just.. I just....
" miss, you can't immediately forget someone just because you want to forget about that person " he said as he glancing at her.
Yes, I know that. She thought
" but is not it better to find someone else than waiting for someone's wife ? " she said as she looked at him.
" yes, I know. At first, I don't know she already has a husband. Aaa..huft.. " he then stood up " miss, I have to go, see you next time "
When she heard that, she was sad because she still wants to spend time with him. She raised her right hand wants to reach him and said ' don't go ' but that word couldn't come out as if that word stop in her throat.
She just looked at his back as he walking further and further.
The next day at night she went to the lake but Xu Yang was not there. She waited and waited, seconds becomes minutes and minutes becomes hours but he still not there. after a few hours, she decided to come again tomorrow.
Next day at night she went to the lake again but he was not there, she waited and waited again but he still not there.
Little Yang, where are you? why haven't you come here?
I really miss you..... tears fell from the corner of her eyes.