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The wind is strong. It is a sudden spring day, but the winter energy still lingers in the Grand Duke of Karl, at the northernmost tip of the Yosrahim Empire.

As I was walking helplessly around the Grand Duke's Palace Garden, I flew my middle finger towards the clear sky in a burst of irritation. It was a serious message with my honest feelings for the gods who did strange things.

Sending me back to the past is a fucking disaster.

“Damn it!”

I was now convinced that I had come to the past. From dawn until almost noon, I roamed the entire Grand Ducal Palace and inquired of the acolytes and knights, all said this year to be 358 years of Imperial power. If they hadn't gone all crazy, I would have come back in time.

And the age of destruction that would come in the future was never a spring nightmare. In case I had a very vivid dream, I picked up a sword and injected Mana, and it was a beautiful Aura blade that was formed.

Aura Blade is a high-difficulty technique that can only be performed by a handful of masters among the prosecutors training Mana. It's a skill I could never have developed as a low-ranking prosecutor at this point.

If I hadn't lived through the future of despair, the Blade would not have unfolded from my hands.

“Damn it, what am I supposed to do! ”

But I didn't understand why I had to come into the past at all. I once interpreted it with God's will to stop the terrible future for a moment, but it didn't sound like this.

The age of doom that will unfold is not a future where someone who goes back to the past can change by trying hard. because this is happening on a cosmic level, and it's happening in the realm of creativity and in the realm of the gods.

Moreover, those who crack the dimension of pouring out magic water endlessly are gods. It is impossible for them to send me back to the past in a good heart to save mankind.

This must be the curse of God. It was clear that some predator was trying to revive that dreadful time of destruction to fuck with me.

“No! What crime have I committed?! ”

Honestly, there are some stabbing points. I am a dwarf with tons of women ringing, and even the nobles of the noble empire have treated me humbly.

But it's not just my fault. The women I've been playing with were mostly women who came after my bloodline, and the nobles who were tightened at my feet were hypocrites who approached me with the power to pick up bread and eat.

I am the father of the Grand Duke Karl, who enjoys the power following the Emperor in the Holy Yosrahim Empire. And even though she is now dead, she has Princess Grace, the only sister of the current emperor Yosrahim, as her mother, and is now a relic among the sacred bones ranked 9th in the ranking of the royal succession.

Of course, it is unlikely that many noblewomen and noblewomen approached them with a pure heart. The moment I hold my heart, I will have unimaginable wealth and power.

It's only my fault that I plucked out those who had evil intentions and threw them away. I never thought it would be a sin to be condemned by God.

Besides, I gave a lot of money to the gods. He regularly donated enormous amounts of money to the temple and cared for his life, taking care of the poor priests up to a thick golden salad. Of course, I had some fun with the priestesses of corrupt Goddess Degenia, but that was no problem when I saw their doctrine.

The gods really shouldn't have done this to me. This is treason.

“This is insane.”

I sat in a garden fountain and ripped my head off.

It was a time of despair that barely ended with death. I can't believe I have to experience that time again.

Some people are lucky to have a new life, but never. The living who lived in the age of destruction had a terrible time to envy those who had died first.

And especially I was poisonous. I was abandoned by all my men and acquaintances shortly after being trampled by the imperial empire of the Grand Duke and Joseheim by the magical creatures and had to go through that time alone.

“No, I'd rather spend five more years with my gut. ”

Five years ago did not change anything in particular, but I was able to comfort my mother because I could see her dead mother's face at least once. My mother, Princess Grace, was the only one who ever loved me.

You sigh and stab your head in the fountain water. It's cold as ice, but there's no better way to fix your mind.

I shake my head and scatter the moisture around my hair, kicking myself toward the statue next to me. No matter how much I think about it, I get angry. All my life I've always wanted a life, but never this life. The life I wanted was a life of hope in the ruins, not a life full of despair.

Shouldn't we tell everyone? ’

For a moment, I thought I'd be ready for the future with all of humanity. Honestly, do we need to keep the entire human race breathless for eight years? Even if I'm a terrible person, I'm not bad enough to cause humanity that much anxiety.

You have to give up what you shouldn't. I know too well that living a life of sublime light can only double your pain.

“How can I stop it? Anyone who sees a horde of magical objects that fill the entire continent doesn't think so. I'd rather just live in peace and die a hundred times on the day of doom. ”

Besides, who in the world would believe me, asshole? that all of humanity is dying of despair. Maybe it's a good thing they don't just treat me like I'm crazy.

And frankly, it's a hassle.

In the age of destruction, mankind was not only destroyed by the brutality of the magical objects. It collapsed from within. The Human monarchs rushing for their fears of destruction and religious joy that the prophecy had been fulfilled. It's terrible to imagine seeing these psycho groups eight years early.

But it's a bit unfair. I'm already full because I think I should live with fear of the future.

“Grand Duke!”

A foul is coming from afar. It seems that there was an urgent situation because of the sudden rush. I gave a genuine look to the breathing foul.

“Paul. Ten years from now, the world will be ruined. ”

“Yes?”

Paul stares at me with a glance at the sound of losing his mind. Seeing his mouth spatter, he came out of his throat and swallowed it again.

As expected, I smashed Paul's back with all my might.

“Forget it, why did you call me? ”

“I think you should attend the luncheon today. ”

“Lunch? Why? ”

“The Grand Duke is here. ”

The Grand Duke stands for Grand Duke Karl, the Iron Monk and my father.

“My father? Here? ”

“Yes, and he has ordered me to attend the Grand Duke's luncheon. ”

Come on, let's just have lunch together. Let's go to lunch together. This is why nobles are the problem. Too formal for nothing.

Of course, I used to be worse than my father, not less, but now I'm not.

Hopefully, dive into the bucket and crawl through the sewers all day, covered in filth. Such formalities and manners disappear everywhere. All the formalities are set up because the ship is calling.

“Oh, you're such a nuisance. Why don't you check out the Imperial Court? You've come a long way for lunch? Phew!”

“Aren't you going to hurry up if you come in a magic portal? ”

I raised my hand as I clenched my lips.

“Don't I know it? ”

“Oh, I'm sorry. ”

I sharply shot a foul, avoiding gaze.

“Whatever. What's he doing here? ”

“I don't know.”

“Don't you know?”

“How can I be so insignificant as to calculate His Majesty's intentions? I just follow my orders. ”

I don't know about Paul. The Grand Duke's father has no intention of explaining why he's a mere acolyte.

I quietly curl my chin and the bear stutters. I wanted to find out what was going on today.

Oh, right! Today is the day. ’

By then, my father had asked me about the most important event of my life. Instead of Divinum in the south-west of the Empire, you were asked to go and train as a Guardian.

At that time, I was very unhappy, but I had a very difficult accident, so I went to war instead of Divinum without any words. And there I met Yojo, the companion of life.

“Of course I do. Come on, let's go. ”

I suddenly had a bright smile on my face. I did. Coming back to the past means that I can soon meet Jojo again. There is no law that says only bad things can happen in the world.

I had no idea that I would see Jojo again shortly after death.

‘Yojo, wait. I'm coming. ’

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