41 Number 41: He was in an accident.
Day 4 after school trip.
He left me and went to school alone.
Are you so excited about the new Dragner Story? Enough to forget me...?
He is, already, much more childhood friendly.
Uh-huh. Your mother told me he moved in next door when you were 2. Since then...?
Oh, but don't count as a couple or something because you're childhood friendly, okay? More than your best friend, less than your lover.
No, if that's really the case, I wish it or fulfill it or something... Because I'm just a one-sided person.
He... had a dream.
Dreams are big RPG game lovers. As much as you leave me for years of dating.
So I guess I'm not at least interested in being a paedophile?
I'm sure......
I sent this to my smartphone calling app with the grudge that was left behind.
< < Hey! Why are you leaving me!! > >
and.
If I hadn't noticed this, I wonder if it would be a "right to have anything done".
And... even on a date with...
Oh, by the way, when I put him in front and didn't even notice the calling app, I made him buy an energy drink, for 200 yen.
< < Ah, you're sorry._Bad m > >
Oh, I got back to you right away. I guess the 200-yen energy drink worked...?
Because even though he's not short of money, he's dodgy with money. You don't spend the basics, money, or anything other than what you thought you needed.
But when I was on my birthday, I got some pretty expensive stuff for my students. It's about him, and you're talking about the gift to me, so, I guess it's because he didn't like to be told anyway?
In the meantime, I'll send it right back.
< >
I don't know if I can do this. He doesn't like to be taken away from me.
... Uh, speaking of which, since when did you have dreams, like...?
One day in Little Six, when the window broke and you sheltered me from the glass fragments that came down... Is that because?
Yeah, no. Was it long ago......?
If you were walking around thinking about that, you'd be at school soon.
........................... alle?
Is there some kind of crowd on the way to school?
Ugh, I'm gonna tease you over there to school, nah.
But I have to go through there to school and...
From the end of the road, a car came running with a white, red lamp.
... Ambulance? What, people are down? I wonder what the hell happened.
Hey, let's ask one of the crowds.
"Um... what the hell is going on here...?
My talking uncle answers me.
"Mm-hmm. Whatever. The vase fell from the apartment there. That's... that... the boy... you know, I think maybe he's a high school student over there... oh, from his uniform, so are you... right. Yeah, the boy was under the vase.
"Really... what..."
Is that it, that it?
Why not......
Something, something I have a bad feeling I've never felt before. It's like your chest is tightened.
Speaking of which, he's faster than me today, isn't he? The house. About 10 minutes?
Ha... no way, that's only true for dreams......
Besides, did he reply about that freak?
If I told you to take one, you would always complain about something...?
Yes... I don't like it... if I were you. I can't believe I'm thinking this...
Yeah, there's a vase. Just a boy student, you just have to make sure that's not him.
I pulled the crowd apart and saw the scene.
He's falling to the ground with the strap I gave him for his birthday last year. Subback _______.
And............... my loved ones are falling down with bloodstains.
I have a dream _______.
Oh, now people are getting out of the ambulance and the pulse is...
Oh... yes. Just because you had a vase doesn't mean you're definitely gonna die. ______________
Pulse, confirmation cita, person ha, neck, yoconi, foota.
"Ah...... yu...........................?
Unexpectedly, I get a weird voice. But I don't realize that.
Push the crowd around and go to the dreams.
There's blood from the head.
Not at all.
It still flows.
Scream, I am.
Despair.
"Ayu... Mm... Ayu... Mm... Please, hey, reply! Answer me! Please! Hey! Hey! Hey...... Hey? Ayum? Ayum? Wake up, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum, Ayum.
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How long has it been since then? Someone I loved died.
I'm going to school for a long time today. Every day, every day, cry, cry, cry.
... barely even through my throat for rice.
I'm going to Ear School today.
If I'm crying, he might not feel safe.
There are so many things I regret.
I should have left 10 minutes early that day, too.
I should have been nicer.
I should have made a confession, during my school trip.
No, sooner.
I like it, I love it. So tell him..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Yeah...... no. I can't worry about you around anymore. I'm not the only one sad.
My uncle, my aunt, his brother Ip.
Mother, father, sister's, cherry blossoms.
Sho, his best friend, everyone in his class.
It doesn't matter if I'm the only one cuddling. Face on him, don't let him mix.
But, but at the end of the day, this is all...
I open the example call app and write this down under Individual Chat with him, Freaks.
< < I've always, always loved it. Thanks for everything. Love it. > >
.. and. Press the Submit button.
I don't have anyone to send it to anymore. He will look at it. Because I feel that way.
It's just that. I shouldn't have had this as a walking smartphone.
If I had been normal, I would have wiped my hair at once.
But I'm full of heads about him and the smartphone in front of me.
... I didn't notice the big truck going into the sidewalk.
Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!
Dogon __________________________
This is the last sound I've heard in this world.