406 Episode 390: Its a Dream.
".................. Wahoo"
When I was about to go to sleep, Lil was like a troubled, but happy voice.
Well, that's how I _______
"Show..."
"What?
"How long have you been doing this? I'm so happy, but I need to sleep. Anyway, hug me while I sleep."
"No, let me do this some more"
I was hugging Lil.
Strong and strong.
Let him bring his head to his chest, stroke it, and if he doesn't let go anymore, that's the will.
"Wahoo. Eh heh."
"... oh"
I was thinking about every wake I could get today, hugging and stroking a lil I could illuminate.
The resurrection of Sultr.
Before that, Lil was killed.
That's how I'm holding onto Lil right now.
Um, one more thing.
That dreams and beautiful flowers lived in this world.
I wonder why you didn't notice. After a closer look, I think the two faces would have stayed the same as they were in middle school if they had black hair and black eyes back... Because of the color of her hair, she was more like a girl than she was in her dreams... No, her face and her dreams have changed slightly. He's become a complete woman in the first place.
But so much hasn't changed...... I'm reflecting a bit on how I couldn't get it on when I saw the posters I see in the city a lot or something.
Yeah, that's the biggest surprise.
I could see my best friends who were supposed to be dead.
That's all I'm glad about, but Lil... is alive.
There's a warm, thin, cute, girlfriend in this arm who truly admires me...
"Shaw... are you crying?
When I realized it, I was crying.
... When? Why... Oh, my God, I don't think about it because there are as many reasons as there are.
"Wahoo... Shaw, talk... one thing, okay?
"What?
Lil started talking about something with sorrow as I hugged her.
"... Arim said you could go home.... Shaw, you're leaving in a little while, right?
Oh, yeah, I forgot.
I defeated Sultr, but there is no such thing as that tyrannical king.
But I know how Alim gets home.
I have to go home, my mother and father..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
But when I get home, I have dreams... beautiful flowers... and there's a good chance Lil and I will never see each other again.
Because I'm silent, Lil kept talking.
"Shaw, I'm at Arim's house today, so I'm not gonna get laid. But before you go, leave the child in my stomach. Please."
That's how Lil did me a favor.
This is a good opportunity. Let me ask you why you want me to have a child with you so much.
But either way, if I left Lil and the kid... I wouldn't be leaving, though.
"Why?
"Wahu?
"Why do you want a child with me so badly? I've heard before that you want to give birth to a good child. Is that the best reason?
In my arms, Lil shakes his head.
"... because your husband wants Shaw to be on my side. It's not a thing. Even if they just give me stuff, one day I'll think of the days I spent with the show as a dream"
Lil goes deeper and buries his face in my chest.
I think something fell on my arm.
"I... I always suspect that even this moment is a dream right now. When I wake up, I wonder if it's just being used as a tool for sexual processing for a large number of men. But you wouldn't be if you had kids, would you? I don't think it's weird that this is a dream. Parenting seems to be busy..."
......... you mean that.
Lil... thinking about it, you want proof that you were with me, so you want a child with me?
"Oh well... But, Lil. I don't know what to say to myself, but I'm a man of honor. If I let Lil have kids, I choose not to go home"
"............ Wahu. The ideal is to be with Shaw."
Face up, Lil's eyes are red.
My ears look soggy and I'm falling.
"But, you know, because show is the top priority for me. I can't let Shaw force me.... Well, suppose I cage Shaw's kid so Shaw won't be able to go home..."
After roaring to think for a while, Lil twisted out the answer.
"I'll put up with that, too.... I'd be glad to be with you for the rest of your time."
You look like you couldn't help laughing, even though your eyes look sad.
Lil's been burying his face in my arms again.
......... what should we do?
At the very least, I want to get in touch with my parents.
I want to talk to you face-to-face for an hour.
And you can beat me up, 'cause I have my best friend, there's this girl I wanted to take care of the most in my life, and I want to stay in this world.
I'm unfaithful, you can tell me.
I sit in the ground more than once.
The rest of my heart I left over... the funeral of the flowers... they were alive.
Because the rest is really just my parents.
Please......... can't you? If it's Alim.
"... Lil, thanks. Let's go to sleep."
I thought I'd lie down with Lil in my arms.
"Good night."
"Good night, Waffle."