29 Can I sleep with you?
I'm still lying on the bed, trying to sleep. My jacket and trouser already stripped off and put nicely on the table. I'm currently wearing a t-shirt and short pants only. There's thin blanket on the corner of the bed, but because the temperature is not too cold, I'm not using it yet.
I can't sleep because whenever I close my eyes, today's image of me and Silvie reappears again in my minds. Start from when I take the torn in her feet, her confession, our kisses and hugs, our love proclamation, our bath in the pond this afternoon and the sensation from friction between our skin together, that somehow make me restless and unconsciously make me rub my junior.
I didn't realize there's already someone stand in the door still and watching me. When I noticed, it's been a while I was watched rubbing my junior, and that person is Silvie! She's standing at the door still while hugging a pillow in her chest. Panicky, I stop my rubbing activity, wake up and sit on the bed, trying to calm my mind then ask her
"Si..Silvie, what are you doing here?"
"Ikki...can I sleep with you?"
WHAT??? Did she say just now, she wants to sleep with me? Calm down Ikki, better ask her what is her intention.
"Wh ..What do..do you mean?"
"I can't sleep, it's too crowded and father's snore make me can't close my eyes"
Eh? Does she sleep with her parents?
"How..how come?"
"Actually..actually this is my room, but since you're staying here, my father asks me to sleep with them and let you use my room. But after we become lovers, I think you would not mind sharing the bed with me"
So it's like that. I almost laugh at my stupidity and dirty mind. I thought to sleep with me = have sex with me, but actually it' sharing the bed with her.
"I see. Since this is actually your room I don't mind we sleep together. Come, don't just stand there. You don't mind with close to the wall side, do you?"
"Um. I don't mind which side you choose for me"
In the dimmed light of a candle on the table, I can see her happy expression knowing she can sleep with me. Without waiting any longer she already climbs to the bed and lying there.
"Ikki, why you don't sleep?"
Silvie patted the empty side beside her, while I'm still dazed with this sudden development.
"Oh, I'll sleep"
So I lay my back on the empty side beside her, my eyes staring at the roof trying to understand my situation.
"Ikki...." Silvie calling me
"Yes?"
"Can you sleep with your face facing me?"
Geez, girl! I'm already hard to sleep because imagining you, now you want me to look at you while sleep. It would make me can't sleep you know. But I can't refuse her request
"Alright"
I turn my back 90 degrees and now facing her. Under the dimmed light of the candle, I can see her blue eyes, her rosy lips, and her white teeth when she smiles at me.
"Anything else?"
"Um..um..can you give me goodnight kiss?"
She said that shyly with blushing. Oh well, it's not a hard request so why I can't give it to her. So I move my face closer to her face and give her a gentle kiss on her lip...smooch.
"Goodnight Silvie"
"Um..." From her expression, I know she still wants something else.
"If you have something else in your mind just say it, my love," I said that while rubbing her smooth cheek.
"My love..can I sleep while hugging you?" she also starts to call me 'my love'
"Sure"
I just finish my word when she wraps my back with her hand and buries her face in my chest
"Mmmm....my love smell is the best, his heartbeat also sounds like music in my ears and the warmth of his body makes me feel comfortable...mmmm...I don't mind like this forever"
Hearing her series of praises make me thrown away my dirty thought for taking advantage of her defenseless situation. I just hug her back while rubbing her hair. In just a couple minutes a soft snore can be heard from her rosy lips like a kitten when we rub its back. A slow and rhythmic heartbeat also can be felled from her ample breast that pressed against my chest indicating she really already in sleep.
And without I realize, I also fall asleep under her warm hug not long after she falls asleep.