Whether the deal is cost-effective or not, long Ru doesn't know now. She only knows that if she refuses Xiao Yi's deal, her life may be spent in this shop for a lifetime.

Thinking like this, the door was knocked. Xia Guizhi came in with a glass of water. On his thin face, he looked at long Ru and sat by her bed.

"Mom, what's the matter with you?"

Long Ru held the painting book and looked at the look on Xia Guizhi's face, which was a stone in his heart. He slowly lifted it up.

Xia Guizhi was a little hard to say, so she had to find a reason, opened her mouth and asked sheepishly:

"Ah Ru, did you get paid today?"

"Yes, I paid the bill."

Long Ru looked at Xia Guizhi coldly and asked:

"Mom, why are you asking? Dad is looking for you?"

Seeing that Xia Guizhi didn't speak, long Ru asked, "ask you for money? How much?"

"Your father said..."

Xia Guizhi rubbed her bare arms and bowed her head. She didn't dare to look at long Ru's eyes,

"Your father said that he is now out in debt, a month, a month difference, a difference of 4000 yuan in living expenses!"

"Four thousand?"

You long jumped out of bed and said angrily to Xia Guizhi:

"He wants four thousand a month alone? Does he have to keep the bitch Longyun? Tell him and Longyun to starve to death outside. How old am I? Mom, how old am I? You love your man, and you love me!"

Roaring, long Ru cried. She sold herself today to Xiao Yi for her future and not to offend her creditors.

Why? She clearly wanted to be a good girl when she was young and ignorant!

Seeing long Ru crying and Xia Guizhi panicking, she quickly stood up,

"Well, ah Ru, don't cry. If you don't, mom will find another way. Don't cry!"

"That's what you are. I don't have it. You're trying to find a way. You're kidnapping me. You know I won't let you suffer, so you deliberately say that. You're trying to find a way. In fact, you're forcing me to take the money!"

Long Ru shouted at his mother angrily:

"I didn't. I sold myself. I can't get 4000 a month to raise the bitch Longyun. I said I didn't. If you give my father more money, I, I'll jump from here!"

When he was forced to hurry, long Ru really rushed to the window. Xia Guizhi was so frightened that he quickly hugged long Ru and cried:

"No, no, well, I won't send money to your father. I won't send money. I won't send money. Ah Ru, you can't have anything. If you have something, who will mom rely on in the future?"

Long Ru doesn't like Long Feng very much. She has no bottom line to help Long Yun these years. She is also forced by Long Feng and Long Yun's brothers and sisters.

If she didn't know she was going to jump off the building, Xia Guizhi would always send money to Longfeng without a bottom line. Longfeng hasn't come back for a month.

If Xia Guizhi sent money to Long Feng, needless to say, Long Feng and Long Yun must know that the difficulty of 100000 yuan was overcome by long Ru and Xia Guizhi.

Then... Then there is another endless reincarnation.

First of all, Long Feng will come back and apologize to Xia Guizhi and long Ru. Then the family will live with Meimei and save money. Long Yun comes to borrow money. Long Feng doesn't ask Xia Guizhi and long Ru, and takes out the family's savings to Long Yun!

That's it, infinite vicious circle!

So this time, in any case, long Ru won't give up. She can't give Longfeng and Longyun any chance to turn over and cycle again.

She has sold herself and paid such a high price. How can her life fall into such a dead circle again?

Xia Guizhi cried sadly, but long Ru's face was cold. She felt that she was no different from long Fenglong Yun. She was forcing the poor woman.

However, Longfeng Longyun wants to retreat from summer and Guizhi enters hell again.

Long Ru just wants her and Xia Guizhi to live better. Therefore, even if she forces Xia Guizhi to die, she has to do it!

Xia Guizhi was crying. Seeing that long Ru had calmed down, she turned around and cooked. She just didn't trust her own daughter. She was afraid that long Ru couldn't think of it again. When she didn't pay attention, she ran to jump off a building.

So I secretly came to see long Ru many times.

Long Ru was lying in bed with her back to the door. Her heart was sour, astringent and painful.

In fact, she still has four thousand yuan. Xiao Yi gave her salary. There are still a lot of money except for the money to repay the bill. But long Ru wants to save the four thousand yuan. She wants to take Xia Guizhi and rent a better house.

After all, it's a paved attic. It's hot and noisy. Xia Guizhi is getting old and her health is getting worse. In a few years, she wants to do these sewing jobs, and her eyes are hard to use.

Long Ru lay in bed, sighed, opened the online shopping website, bought Xia Guizhi a lightweight iron, and then strolled around [Yuxi makeup flagship store] to buy himself a lipstick.

This is the first time in her life to buy cosmetics. For a girl of her age, who doesn't use lipstick?

But long Ru doesn't. She doesn't have money. In fact, she wants to meet a boy she likes in her mind, wearing beautiful clothes and light makeup, just like an ordinary girl.

Unfortunately, these are all extravagant hopes for long Ru. Her clothes are always made by herself. The old ones are changed into new ones, and the new ones are worn into old ones.

At the age of 20, long Ru never dared to let herself like a boy. She dared not enjoy her youth or fall in love happily.

For long Ru, life forces her to be precocious, and precocity makes her don't want to talk about a love that ends in nothing.

In this way, with some self pity, the time of the night passed.

Early the next morning, long Ru got up early, said hello to Xia Guizhi, ran out and bought breakfast at the entrance of the alley.

The weather in the morning is not hot. People go to work and buy breakfast when they come out to buy breakfast. At this time, there are many people. Long Ru bought breakfast and took the bus to Wuyue square.

When Xiao Yi contacted her and said to pick her up, she had arrived at the equestrian club.

"Didn't you say you were waiting for me? Why did you go alone?"

Xiao Yi is on the other end of the phone. He is dissatisfied with long Ru's self assertion. Where does a boyfriend let his girlfriend go to work by bus on his first day in office?

Long Ru took the phone, walked into the equestrian club, smiled and said carelessly:

"I'm not so pretentious. It's only a few stops. I have to pick up and send it by car. Don't say, I've arrived."