His childhood is almost dark and colorless. Tang Jinse is the only light and color for him. As long as he sees her, his world will be illuminated.

For him, she is the whole of him. Maybe from the first time they met, the moment he saw Tang Jinshe smile for the first time, his whole life was doomed to be led by Tang Jinshe

He seems to have a disease called "Don chin se syndrome", but she can easily stay out of the business and push him out of her life.

Tang Jinshe, I'm jealous of you. You can live well without me. Where are you like me? Where are you like me

Fu Jin Yan closed his eyes slowly, leaning against the back of his back, and there was a sadness between his tired looks.

Don jinsher, tell me, what should I do?

....

In the apartment:

Tang Jinshe had a bowl of rice and a bowl of soup in the evening, and sister-in-law Zhang was pleased with her smile.

"Jin se, did master Hengsheng tell you something? It seems that his words still work. "

Tang Jinshe pulled his lips: "a few days ago, the company's business was a little more, more tired, I have no appetite, but for the sake of children, I won't do that again."

"I'll be relieved, Miss Tang. Get up and walk quickly. I'll take care of it." Said sister-in-law Zhang, she put away all the dishes and chopsticks and put them in the pool.

Tang Jinshe stroked his belly and came to the balcony slowly.

In the spring night, the breeze blows, and the cool wind wraps around Tang Jinshe's body. She can't help shivering.

It's nearly half a month since she came here. She didn't tell anyone. Mom and dad often call. They know she's very good. They are very relieved

She seems to have adapted to a person's life. Besides, she has a baby in her stomach and a job. She lives a full life every day.

However, when the night is quiet, as it is now, she can't help but think of Fu Jin Yan.

Fate really likes to play tricks on people. Once she wanted to leave fujianyan and live freely. In the end, her wish really came true. She found that what she wanted was not so.

She can't sleep these nights, and she can't control herself to fantasize. If she and Fu Jin Yan are together, married, and the baby is born, their family of three live a plain life

Even sometimes I dream of such a plot.

In the dream, the feeling of happiness and satisfaction is really true. After waking up, her whole body is dark, and the sense of loss in the bottom of her heart will not disappear for a long time.

Tang Jinshe tightly hugged herself, and her ethereal vision fell slowly from the horizon to a car below. But she didn't seem to be looking at the car. Her eyes seemed to lose focus. She didn't even see the window falling down.

The night wind is getting stronger and stronger. Fu Jinyan sits beside the bed and looks at Tang Jinshe standing on the balcony. The distance makes his heart darker.

Is it from now on that he can only look at her like this?

Maybe in this life, she will not look back at him, but he knows that his life, until his death, can not walk out of the cage called Tang Jinshe.

What do you care about, Tang Jinshe?

Can I be selfish, destroy everything you care about, and then you can come back to me?