Yongning palace was originally the bedroom of Chen fan.

Now it has been changed into Chen Yixin's study.

In order to make her daughter more aware of her responsibility as an emperor, Jiang Zhixi personally supervised the reconstruction of Yongning palace.

All decorations were removed and only two maids were left in the palace.

Piles of books are placed on the bookshelf. Among them, there are many books that Chen fan has read before, as well as books written by himself.

Almost all of them are studying the policy of governing the country, and there are some contents about Chen Fan's life wisdom.

For 16 years, Chen Yixin began to learn these contents under the instruction of Jiang Zhixi.

When Dr. Meng passed away the year before last, 14-year-old Chen Yixin began to take charge of politics.

Jiang Zhixi thinks that his daughter has been able to take charge of his own affairs, so he moved away from Yongning palace. From then on, Chen Yixin lived alone here.

Over the past two years, Chen Yixin has tasted the taste of loneliness, and has become more and more aware of why emperors from ancient times have been called lonely families.

But She didn't like it.

Today's Yongning palace is Jiang Zhixi's first time in two years.

She and her daughter went back to Chen Fan's residence at that time. Although great changes had taken place, the palace still retained the charm of that year. Jiang Zhixi unconsciously wet her eyes.

In fact, she has been reluctant to set foot in Yongning palace. The biggest reason is that once she comes here, she will unconsciously think of Chen fan.

Think of your husband.

This time, Jiang Zhixi is accompanied by her daughter, because she knows that if there is no accident, Yongning palace will no longer exist.

After all, Chen was destroyed in this crisis.

In fact, all discerning people can see this truth, but everyone did not say, only Jia boqian stood up alone.

All people are dominated by feelings, and Chen devoted all their efforts and wishes.

So, even if it is to die, we must die together!

It's just After suffering Chen Yixin, she was only 16 years old and had to go through all this.

"My heart, you have done well. My mother is proud of you."

Looking at Chen Yixin, who automatically returns to her desk and starts reading, Jiang Zhixi suddenly has some heartache.

There was also a slight tremor in the voice.

When Chen Yixin heard the speech, her hands holding the book trembled slightly. She looked at her mother and seemed to stop talking, but she didn't say anything.

Jiang Zhixi discovered her daughter's abnormality, wiped her tears secretly, and finally said the words buried in her heart for 16 years.

"Heart, these years, you Do you blame me and your father

Chen Yixin once again, as she looked up, her tears were already spinning in her eyes.

She clenched her lips and said after a long time, "I don't complain."

"I just don't understand. Why me?"

On this sentence, finally let Jiang Zhixi tears, such as broken line general, quietly flowing.

She seems to think of 16 years ago, chen fan before leaving, also seems to think of so many years of her daughter's pain.

What parents in the world don't want their children to be happy every day and face the world with a smile?

However, when Chen Yixin was five years old, she was told by her mother that she could not laugh.

Because the emperor, can't laugh!

From then on, the smiling face never appeared on Chen Yixin's face. A child died from the world and was replaced by a power wielder.

It's hard to say whether Chen Fan's choice was right or wrong.

If he didn't choose Chen Yixin as his successor before he left, he might have lost his stability for eight years. He would have been in the endless fire of war and died.

But all this, he is to use his own child's smiling face in exchange.

Is it really worth it?

"I'm sorry..."

Thousands of words, it seems, can only be translated into this sentence.

But it is this sentence that can express the sadness and guilt in Jiang Zhixi's heart incisively and vividly.

Chen Yixin also cried.

It is the first time that she cried when she was four years old because she broke her knee and cried.

For the first time, she felt that it was such a happy thing that people could cry out.