Mo Yunqian is not at home. I always feel uneasy when I am alone at home.

When Sihan came back, he saw me half lying on the sofa with my lips curling slightly.

"When did you come back?"

The boy came back and didn't know what to call ma.

At the thought that Mo Yunqian was ill abroad and Sihan's attitude towards me was not cold and warm, I immediately felt aggrieved.

"I came back from school, and I didn't know how to call ma I gave birth to a son like you for nothing

Suddenly hearing me say so, Sihan's expression was slightly stiff.

He looked at me puzzled and said, "are you not happy playing outside?"

I don't know what to say when he asked.

However, I felt a little guilty for a moment when I thought of running out and leaving Sihan at home.

Immediately, I spoke to Sihan in a better way.

"Not really. In fact, I had a good time. When I came back, I called your uncle mo. he was ill abroad and couldn't come back for the time being."

Seeing my lost appearance, Sihan thought and said, "I'll have a holiday tomorrow weekend. Do you want me to go out with you?"

Suddenly hearing this, I looked at Sihan in surprise.

This may be the first time I heard him talk about going shopping with me

I stood up with a smile and went to Sihan. I couldn't help but rub his little head.

"In fact, my son is still my mother's little warm man! I haven't taken you out to buy clothes for some time. Will your mother take you to buy clothes tomorrow? "

Sihan nodded. "Good!"

But he looked at me and said, "Mom, can I talk to you about something?"

I blinked at him and said with a smile, "you say it."

Sihan then said, "if you rub my head at home, I won't care about you. Who makes you my mother, but mom, can you please stop touching my head when you go shopping tomorrow?"

After listening to Sihan, I looked at him in a funny way.

"You said I was your mother, I like to rub your head, why not?"

Sihan looked at me helplessly. The child was already ten years old unconsciously. He was white and clean, and his personality was cool and his grades were good. I'm not boasting. When this boy grows up, he must be a handsome boy. At that time, I don't know how many girls will be harmed!

Naturally, looking at my child looks good-looking, I am so happy that I can't help rubbing his head and pinching his face.

"I've already promised to do as you like at home. Can you give me some face when I'm outside? I'm ten years old. I'm not a kid anymore. Can't I get out of here

Seeing his serious appearance, I deliberately tilted my head to think about it, and then said with a smile, "well, since my son has strongly demanded it, I will do my best to promise you!"

After that, I couldn't help but pinch his face, which led to Sihan's black line all over his face. In the next two hours, he was hiding from me and not talking to me.

I was in the living room, he went to the study, I squeezed a cup of juice, baked a little biscuit to him to the study, accompanied him to sit in the study, he did homework, I read.

But seeing Sihan do his homework so seriously, I don't have much interest in reading books. On the contrary, I find it very interesting to see Sihan's serious appearance.

However, I don't know why, when Sihan looked at him, I suddenly felt that his face was similar to Mo Yunqian in many places.

Sihan was looked at by me for a long time. He could not bear to say: "Mom, can you go out to read books? You always look at me like this, which will disturb my study!"

Yes, yes, yes! I can't disturb my son's study.

So, I looked at Sihan and said with a smile, "my mother is just thinking, is it because you and your uncle Mo have been living together for a long time, how do I think you look more and more alike? What do people call this?"

When Sihan suddenly heard me say that, he was obviously in a bad mood.

"Mother! Can you go out first? "

But I was in front of a bright way: "is father son phase ah! This is the fate of you and your uncle Mo! "

Seeing that I was still talking about it, Sihan frowned and was obviously in a bad mood.

"Mom, if you want me to call uncle Mo dad again, I'm really sorry. I don't want to call him Dad. At least now I don't feel that I'm getting along with each other these days. I should accept him completely!"

In fact, I didn't mean Sihan, but after thinking about what I just said, it was easy for him to misunderstand me. I was at a loss for a moment.

Although Sihan is usually cold, he seldom loses his temper, at least not to me.

But today I can clearly feel that he is angry, and he is very angry!Thinking about it, I apologized.

"Sihan, it's mother's wrong expression. I'm sorry that you misunderstood me! But my mother never thought of forcing you to change your voice and call Mo Yunqian dad. After all, although you were born to me, you are not my private property. Although you are still a child, I also hope to give you the greatest independence and freedom to decide your own position! If your mother makes you sad, I hope you can forgive her. She never thought of doing anything that would hurt you

After such a series of words, the more I said, the more I felt.

My son, I know it best myself.

He is a child with cold outside and hot inside. Although he is still young, he is more calm than other children of the same age.

Maybe it's all because he came from a single parent family. In fact, I have my responsibility.

Sihan was silent for a moment and finally sighed heavily.

"Mom, I don't want you to apologize. I just think that since you married uncle Mo, the whole person has changed a lot! When I was in Bernier, although you were a little confused, you were always an independent person. Now, I think you are more and more dependent on Uncle Mo! "

Seeing this happening, Sihan was also a little flustered.

After all, he had experienced all kinds of hopes since he could remember, but hope finally brought disappointment.

He had also expected to grow up in a complete family with loving parents, but he was abandoned again and again, and his heart gradually cooled, and he did not want to give birth to hope to Mo Yunqian.

I looked at Sihan with some consternation.

"What's wrong with me depending on him? He is my husband now, and it should be the most normal thing for me to rely on him? "

However, Sihan shrugged helplessly and said, "no matter whether you believe it or not, I just think you should be a little bit selfish. Don't always think about others and think more about yourself."

In some words, Sihan didn't know the expression, but what he wanted to see was an independent and strong mother, not a mother who depended on Mo Yunqian and became weaker and weaker.