Chapter 228
"You say so!"
Seeing that Shan Qiulin was almost silent for half an hour, he didn't say a word, and the poplar almost didn't die of anxiety.
"People's heart is a very complex thing"
looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin held out such a sentence for a long time.
I know that. Do you want to tell me? Bai Yang looked at him speechless and asked, "what happened then?"
Shan Qiulin poured himself a few drinks again, looked at the mountains in the distance and said:
"look at the mountains, the water, the clouds and the birds flying in the sky. Is the picture very beautiful? Is it shocking? And you can see that even though the buildings are beautiful and the clothes are gorgeous, they are not as pleasant as the mountains, the rivers, the trees and the clouds, right?
the poplar blinks, and his head is a little confused. What do you want to say, brother?
This guy is absolutely forced to open the philosophical mode, poplar did not disturb, continue to listen.
"So, natural things are the most beautiful!"
Shan Qiulin said with a faint smile.
Horse egg, next is to enter the theme, poplar heart mutter.
As expected, Shan Qiulin said:
"I knew for a long time that the younger martial sister had a deep love for the elder martial brother, and her heart was tied to him. I just didn't want to face such a fact. After listening to your three strategies that day, I believe that I will get the body and mind of the younger martial sister if I do as you say I can do that because it is deliberately forced, not what I want "
Bai Yang blinks. Although Shan Qiulin's words are contradictory, his" four nuclei "brain can understand it in seconds.
The younger martial sister, he really likes his younger sister, but he doesn't like it because he really likes it.
Tut Tut, in a word, to sum up Shan Qiulin's mentality with a classic language of the earth is:
to be strong is not to be sweet!
Although Shan Qiulin may not know this sentence, but his heart is like this.
According to the upper, middle and lower strategies to get his younger martial sister's body and mind, that's cheating, not true love. Maybe his younger martial sister doesn't know, but cheating is cheating. Shan Qiulin can't cheat himself.
This can't be done. It has risen to the height of human morality
Bai Yang is silent. Nowadays, almost all the people on earth are seeking only the purpose but not the process. On the contrary, Shan Qiulin wants the natural process rather than the goal of unscrupulous means.
"And then?"
Bai Yang was silent for a moment.
"I can't bear to hurt my younger martial sister. If I do what you say, it will be a kind of harm to her. I can't bear it, I really can't bear it"
Shan Qiulin looks at the sky and laughs quietly. His voice is like the breeze blowing on his face, which is very light, but it makes people feel inexplicably touched.
"Why do you..."
Poplar frown, Shan Qiulin's words, let him once again feel the conflict between the moral concept of the earth and the moral concept here.
"Why do you have to implement the three strategies, right?"
At this time, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at the white poplar and asked with a smile.
Baiyang nodded and puzzled. Since you are reluctant to part with it, why do you still want to do it? It's not self contradictory.
"I just don't want to give myself an account, that's all"
Shan Qiulin's murmur is half a jar of wine.
"I understand"
Bai Yang thought about it and sighed.
Shan Qiulin likes his younger martial sister, but he is reluctant to hurt each other. Knowing that his younger martial sister has a deep love for his elder martial brother, he is bitter in heart. After listening to Bai Yang's words that day, he ran to implement the plan, but in fact he just made a decision for himself.
More exactly, he just gave himself a reason to put down!
"So, that day, I didn't really let the two rabbit masters do anything about the elder martial brother, because I knew that if I did, the younger martial sister would be very sad. I "Can't bear"
said Shan Qiulin.
Hearing this, Bai Yang's inexplicable heart is sour. He can't understand how much Shan Qiulin likes his little sister-in-law, so he can't bear to hurt her a little bit. This kind of love may have been integrated into Shan Qiulin's bone marrow soul and even the whole life.
"That day, when I saw the pain in the eyes of the younger martial sister when he broke an arm, I knew that what I did was meaningless. When the elder martial brother faced the threat of Yue Kong, the younger martial sister was recklessly guarding the picture of the elder martial brother. I knew that I was wrong, and I was wrong In the end, I didn't expect yuekong to be so powerful. I didn't want the elder martial brother to be hurt. I put aside the younger martial sister. The master brother was really good to me, but I hurt the elder martial brother, the younger martial sister, and even the master's heart because of my own private affairs. "
Shan Qiulin said to himself in a frightful calm.
Bai Yang completely understood that he did not follow the three strategies he had taught him, and some changes happened. In fact, he didn't want to do that in his heart, which led to such an end."Then why did you become so?"
Poplar pointed to the single Qiulin that the appearance of dying asked.
Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get through the moral barrier in his heart, Bai Yang still asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin could say it himself, so that he might feel better.
To be honest, such a friend of poplar really can, at this time all incarnate intimate elder sister.
"Because of my willfulness, my elder martial brother broke his arm, so I gave him back Ah... "
Shan Qiulin said to himself, but at the end he kept silent.
Bai Yang understood that Shan Qiulin was because of something like that. He didn't know how to face his master, his big brother and his younger sister, so he chose to escape. That's why he was "expelled" from his school, and that's why he was infamous.
To put it bluntly, he's running away.
"Lao Dan, don't think about it. In fact, life is very beautiful. The past is just the past. When time goes by, you will find that there is no trace that time can't erase, whether it's trauma in the heart or in the body."
Baiyang patted Shan Qiulin on the shoulder and said that he didn't say much comfort words.
"Poplar, can you tell me why you can live so happy?"
Shan Qiulin looked at the poplar and asked, but how could he not get rid of his bitterness.
"You want to say why I can live so heartless, don't you?"
The poplar shrugged and laughed.
In Shan Qiulin's eyes nodding at him, Bai Yang grabs a jar of wine without Kaifeng, pours a mouthful of wine to himself and says:
"in fact, we are very lonely when we are alive, and everyone is lonely. For the long river of time, our lives are too short, so we don't need to worry about so much and let ourselves go happily This life is the best, happy is a lifetime, unhappy is also a lifetime, why make yourself so embarrassed? You see, I have almost no worries. I want to eat, sleep and play. If I am happy, I won't be lonely. This person is afraid of being idle. I will think wildly when I'm idle. No matter what you do, as long as you don't idle, you will feel full "
" and ah, all kinds of gratitude and resentment, all kinds of life and death, although I have no personal experience, but see a lot, it will be relieved Life is just a journey. In this journey, you will see too many scenery. If you are happy, you will stay for a while. If you are not happy, you will continue to move forward. In any case, you can enrich your life journey in a limited time. There is no need to tangle with the joys and sorrows in the journey. If you have seen it, you will cry, and it will be over Well, do you understand what I've said
Finally, the poplar shook his head and asked with a smile.
After hearing this, Shan Qiulin was still calm, and then nodded gently and said:
"so, I envy you very much. I can hardly see any trouble in you"
"it's just that I have different mentality, I also have troubles, but I don't want to worry too much. I was born, although I was not rich and wealthy, but I also had no worries about food and clothing. Even so, I did not envy more than I had Well, I won't look down on anything worse than me. The delicacies are just a meal for me. When I don't eat, I can also gobble up my stomach. I can talk with the rich and powerful, and I can talk with beggars on the roadside. Therefore, there is no need to care about or tangle with our own eyes. We are happy after time But it's all a grain of dust in this world, which will be forgotten in the end "
poplar also poured a few drinks for himself and said with a smile.
"So you are the most special person I have ever seen"
Shan Qiulin shakes his head.
"Lao Dan, do you know? In fact, I admire you very much "
when poplar looks up at Shan Qiulin, he suddenly says this sentence.
"What do you envy me for? What can I admire? "
Shan Qiulin is puzzled.
"I admire your courage in love and your perseverance. It takes courage to love a person. Similarly, it takes courage to put down a person. Between love and putting down, if you compare your courage to strength, I believe that this power is enough to destroy everything!"
Bai Yang looked at him and said with great cognition.
"Pick it up, put it down..."
Shan Qiulin murmured to himself. He didn't know what he was thinking.
"Yes, between picking up and putting down, it's not that we lose anything, but we get something that we often ignore, such as courage!"
Bai Yang nodded.
"But I still can't really put it down. My heart can't deceive myself"
Shan Qiulin said bitterly.
"No matter you get or don't get your little sister, your love is there. No matter what you do to your little sister or what your little sister has done for you, there is still not much love buried in your heart. Between picking up and putting down, your love is there, not coming or going..."
"Laodan, it's love to hold a person in his arms. Seeing the happiness of the people he likes, he also feels happy. It's also love. Vows and vows are love, silent blessing is also love, getting is love, putting down is love, chasing is love, guarding is also love. Love is hard to open in the heart. It's not clear how to say it. It's sour, sweet, bitter and salty. This is love."Baiyang looked at him and said it word by word.
"Between picking up and putting down, love is there, no more, no less, no coming, no going..."
Hearing the words of poplar, Shan Qiulin fell into silence and murmured to himself.
Baiyang looked at it and drank the wine.
After all that, it's just a pile of chicken soup without nutrition. Although he doesn't want to destroy the atmosphere, Bai Yang has to admit that this is just pouring Chicken Soup for Shan Qiulin. Whether he can get out of the haze in his heart, Baiyang doesn't know. He has tried his best.
After half an hour's silence, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at the white poplar and asked:
"it was your words that gave me the courage to make an end. But now I find that I haven't really put it down. It's because I haven't done it in your way. Therefore, the three promises I owe you are still valid. The first one I've helped you complete, and they are here There, tell me about your remaining two commitments "
at this time, Shan Qiulin is laughing, smiling very quietly. There is something indescribable in this calm. Bai Yang can't understand, but instinctively feels that Shan Qiulin's mood is wrong, and he can't tell us exactly what's wrong with him.
This guy's not right. Something's going to happen!
Bai Yang noticed this and pointed to his nose and said:
"Lao Dan, you still owe me two promises, but I haven't thought about it yet. I'll tell you after I think about it. Then you can help me finish it. Don't try to escape. I can find you out from all over the world
As if he had known that poplar would say so, Shan Qiulin laughed with disapproval.
He stood up with one arm and lifted up a jar of wine. What he chuckled about was a pouring and spraying of liquor. He fell into a strange mood.
He slammed the wine jar aside, smashed it and said with a smile:
"now let you promise that you won't say it. Originally, I can help you with some big things. In the future, maybe I can only help you with some trivial matters..."
"Lao Dan, what do you want?"
Bai Yang stands up and looks at Shan Qiulin and asks, "this guy is not right. He wants to make trouble!
"The world is very beautiful, mountains, daze, white clouds, blue sky, breeze, grass, water, all living beings All of these are wonderful, but for me, it's not as good as my younger martial sister's casual look back! "
Shan Qiulin suddenly looked around and said in a frightful calm.
"Lao Dan, don't do stupid things"
Bai Yang's face changed and he yelled. If it wasn't for Shan Qiulin, he would have knocked him out.
"Everything in this world is very beautiful and intoxicating. But for me, it's not as good as my younger martial sister. From then on, my younger martial sister is the most beautiful scenery in my life. I don't want to see more beautiful scenery with these eyes in the future, so these eyes are unnecessary! Ha ha... "
Shan Qiulin said madly, and finally laughed.
In the laughter, he raised his right hand like a flash of lightning, and his fingertips flashed with a sharp sword. He made two light noises. His eyes and two bloodstains flowed down. The world lost its color for him!
"You , Lao Dan, why are you suffering... "
Bai Yang was stunned. He was really stunned. He didn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little sister-in-law in the end. How deeply he had to love, did he feel that everything in the world was not as beautiful as the figure in his heart?
He can't put it down, really can't put it down, so use this way to let this love forever freeze frame!
This kind of courage, shocking!
"Since I followed my master, I have practiced martial arts to catch up with the elder martial brother and let the younger martial sister look at me more. I want to be stronger and protect my younger martial sister more. But now, why do I want to cultivate myself! Why do I want this body to repair? Why do I want this body to repair? "
Shan Qiulin's eyes shed blood. I don't know whether it's blood from blind eyes or from his heart. He looks up, roars, crazy, hysterical!
When he speaks, his whole body is full of white light, and the real element is flashing and twisting outside his body, and the air is twisting along with it. When the twinkling Zhenyuan reaches its peak.
Poof
A sound as if the balloon was punctured sounds, that Zhenyuan a shudder, to send out in all directions.
In the yard, a strong wind suddenly blew, and the scattered wine jars were shattered. The poplar could not help but be shaken back and stopped by leaning against the wall of the courtyard.
Looking at Shan Qiulin, he was pale, bleeding from his seven orifices, and slowly softened to the ground.
"At the beginning of the world, even if I had lost my shadow, I felt as relaxed as a little black mountain, even if I had lost my shadow, I would be a little bit better."
Shan Qiulin is smiling. He is very happy. He is more relaxed than ever before
(this chapter is very complicated...)
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