Chapter 20
"Baji, Baji", Yang Guo walked home watermark by watermark step by step.
When the door was closed, his eyes were empty, and he slid feebly against the door. The rain on his clothes made a water mark on the door.
I had guessed that luyunran would be very angry, but Yang Guo didn't expect that she would be so strong.
Yang Guo remembered a sentence he had seen on the Internet before: "the biggest failure of a man is to make his woman learn to be strong." Yang Guo once swore with Lu Yunran that he would never let her face the lightning and thunder alone again. Now, Lu Yunran rushed into the thunderstorm without looking back, unwilling to stay by his side for another second. Is this his biggest failure?
Take out the mobile phone from your trouser pocket, and the screen can still light up. It seems that Apple's water resistance is OK. Yang Guo pressed the familiar eleven numbers, and the operator's bell came from the microphone.
"Listen to the phone..." Yang Guo thought silently in his heart.
"Di... Sorry, the number you dialed can't be connected for the time being..." pressed?
Redial.
"Sorry, the number you dialed cannot be connected for the time being..."
Redial.
"The phone you dialed is turned off
Power off! Yang guomu listened to the message that Lu Yunran's mobile phone had been turned off repeatedly in Chinese and English on the phone, and his hand was gradually unable to hang down.
What happened? Yang Guo's head is like a mess, which has never been chaotic. He hugged his head, fell between his knees, and sat like this. The water dripping from hair, clothes and body gradually gathered into a small puddle.
I don't know how long it took, a burst of crying came into Yang Guo's ears. Yang Guo was already haunted at this time, but Qiqi's crying made his spirits come back again.
Confused for a while, Yang Guo stood up. Maybe his legs were bent for too long. When he stood up, he felt numb in his lower body. Stumbled into the bedroom, was about to cry in Qiqi picked up, Yang Guo found himself wet. He hurried to the toilet, pulled off the strap soaked in the rain and his clothes, took a clean towel to dry his body, changed dry clothes, and then returned to the bedroom.
At this time, Qiqi had been crying for several minutes. Yang Guo was ashamed and picked up Qiqi and coaxed her up. Back in his father's arms, he felt his father's familiar heartbeat. Qiqi's cry gradually stopped. Yang Guo kissed Qiqi's tender face, and said with some pain: "Qiqi, do you think Dad is a jerk? He made both girls cry today."
Qiqi moved for a moment, Yang Guo felt something wrong, and a heat flow seemed to fall on him.
"Bad!" Yang Guo remembered that he had not had time to change Qiqi's new diaper when he came back from the hospital! Qiqi suddenly pooped when he was in the hospital, and then Yang Guo picked it up and threw it into the garbage can. He wanted to return home and exchange it for Qiqi. As a result, he forgot what had happened just now!
Yang Guo couldn't laugh or cry. His index finger of his left hand gently hooked Qiqi's small nose and said to her, "Qiqi, dad is thousands of defenses, and finally let you pee on Dad!"
Since learning to take care of Lai Qiqi from the nurse in the hospital, Yang Guo has been paying attention to changing her diaper, but she was still recruited. However, it is said that the father who does not let the baby pee is not a qualified father. Yang Guo has now completed a milestone task of becoming a qualified father!
It's just that the new clothes she just changed were damaged. After Qiqi solved her personal problems, she became very happy. She was held in her arms by her father, dancing, and her toothless mouth opened.
"No teeth! Qiqi is ugly!" Yang Guo finished the identification and hooked her small nose, which made Qiqi wrinkle her nose. She also raised her hand, but she couldn't reach her father's chin.
Yang Guo's mood eased a little when Qiqi made such a fuss. He managed to change clothes again, and then prepared hot water to give Qiqi a bath.
Although the spirit is a little poor, for Qiqi, Yang Guo still played a full 12 points spirit, carefully done every detail, but there was no situation like accidentally making the hot water too hot.
After serving Qiqi to take a bath, drink milk and go to bed, Yang Guo also cleaned up for herself.
After washing clothes and coming out of the toilet, Yang Guo glanced at the sky outside. The rain had stopped, but the sky was also dimmed, and night had fallen in the city.
Turning on the mobile phone, Yang Guo dialed luyunran's phone again. It was still turned off, and Yang Guo's heart hurt again. He wrote a text message, which was revised back and forth many times. Finally, there were only two lines left: "have you returned to Buddha city? Drink some ginger soup, don't catch a cold. Sorry."
Yang Guo took a deep breath and didn't let her tears flow when she dropped her mobile phone. It is said that "a man is a man, and he bleeds without tears". These days, Yang Guo has shed more tears for Qiqi and his girlfriend than he has since junior high school.
However, there is another old saying that doesn't say so? "Men don't shed tears lightly, but they don't reach the sad place." Yang Guo's tears flooded, just because he was really afraid that his girlfriend of four years would leave. This relationship was too precious and heavy for him!
At this time, Yang Guo heard the roar from his stomach and suddenly realized that he hadn't eaten for a day!
But at this time, he was not in the mood to cook. He just cooked a small pot of noodles with green vegetables and simply ate it with soy sauce. In a bad mood, everything you eat feels like chewing wax. Yang Guo forced himself to swallow it and had the right to satisfy his hunger.
After washing the dishes, Yang Guo picked up his mobile phone again and glanced at it. He was disappointed to see that there was no message reply. He called again, and it was still a cold shutdown sound.
Yang Guo, who was in a low mood, picked up the book, but found that his mind was full of today's luyunran's tearful eyes, his face was determined, and he couldn't read a word.
Close your eyes, Lu Yunran rushed into the rain curtain and gradually disappeared. All this was so lifelike between opening and closing your eyes. Yang Guo had nowhere to escape and vent. He could only call her again and again, and then put it down again and again in disappointment.
Yang Guo sat for an hour and called his mobile phone for an hour. Finally, the mobile phone was dead and the screen was completely black.
"Alas..." Yang Guo sighed and got up to plug in the charger.
Since he was upset and irritable, he might as well practice boxing. Yang Guo took a deep breath and stood still in the empty place of the living room, meditating on the mental method.
"Tai Chi is born from the infinite. The machine of movement and stillness is the mother of yin and Yang. The movement is divided, and the stillness is combined..."
A yin-yang fish symbol floated in my heart, one Yin and one Yang, yang fish eye Yin, Yin fish eye Yang, slowly flowing and circulating. Yang Guo's mood also seems to be absorbed or smoothed by the yin-yang fish charm.
The mind method is silently recited in the heart, and the Qi force operates with the guidance of the mind in the meridians.
"Yes!" Yang Guoxin read, his right hand slowly from bottom to top, full of strength, including but not spit out, the palm posture seems to change unchanged, at any time can twist into a fist, or fingers, or other moves, when he arrived, his shoulders sank, his arms like a circular arc, bow his legs, loosen his waist, and his slow action implies strength.
Under the concentration, Yang Guo was temporarily immersed in boxing.
The speed of his boxing practice this time was not as slow as in the early morning. Although there were some sweat beads on his forehead, on the whole, he was not steaming on his head and soaked all over.
Maybe he didn't have a good rest all day. After Yang Guo finished the thirteen moves, he also felt weak and tired.
He wiped the sweat on his forehead and picked up his mobile phone. The beauty on the other end of the phone was still as deserted as a yellow crane. Yang Guo looked gloomy. Maybe if there was no Qiqi to take care of him, he would have gone to the bar outside and got drunk! Even though alcohol can't quench the gloomy mood in the heart, it can make people lose consciousness in the most painful time. In chaos, it's also excellent not to be trapped by love anymore!
Yang Guo didn't know what he could say to luyunran after calling. It's impossible for him to say such a bastard thing as giving up Qiqi and returning to the original state. But besides saying this, what else can Lu Yunran forgive himself? Yang Guo really can't think of a satisfactory solution.
Once again, there are only two sentences left in the text message: "good night, sorry."
Yang Guo couldn't bear the fatigue of his body and fell asleep.
The rain in Yangcheng has stopped, while the rain in Fucheng is still intermittent.
In an apartment in the center of the city, Lu Yunran, dressed in pajamas, leaned against the wall and sat by the landing window, his eyes red.
In the afternoon, she got a lot of strange eyes all the way, and went back to her room in fo city in confusion. Then luyunran, who hadn't eaten a meal all day, sat in front of the window until now.
Through the rain beaten window, looking at the gradually lit outside, although she has changed her wet clothes, although the room is very warm, luyunran feels that the city she has struggled for a year is so cold and strange, just like the city she has studied and lived in for four years, it is very big but can't find a place to belong to.
She doesn't turn on her cell phone, and she doesn't know what to say to Yang Guo. She just feels distressed when she thinks of Yang Guo. Her mind is full of the first few years, Yang Guo bought her birthday gifts, accompanied her on the road, jealous of her, those silly looks. But now, why does Yang Guo seem to be so strange? She seemed to want to catch the stupid and lovely Yang Guo in her memory. The Yang Guo who once called her "aunt" and she called him "Guo'er" was right in front of her, close at hand, but she couldn't catch it and suddenly floated away.
Luyunran understood that Yang Guo didn't change much, but the distance between them suddenly became so far because of a girl and a baby. The hands of the two people stretched forward desperately, but they couldn't touch it!
She turned on her cell phone and saw many missed calls, as well as two struggling text messages from Yang Guo, who didn't reply. When the music player was turned on, Liu Ruoyin's sincere and clear song floated out of the horn behind the mobile phone.
"If I step back to my good friend's position.
You don't need it anymore. You're embarrassed like this.
I love you very much, so I am willing to let you.
Fly to more happy places... "
Lu Yunran's tears poured down again, his heart was like a knife, but his thought was unprecedented clear.
"It's not easy for two people on earth to meet.
I'm still grateful if I can't be your lover.
I love you very much, so I am willing not to hinder you.
Fly to more happy places... "
The song is Miaomiao, and the beauty's mind against the window seems to float away... "Baji, Baji", Yang Guo walks home step by step.
When the door was closed, his eyes were empty, and he slid feebly against the door. The rain on his clothes made a water mark on the door.
I had guessed that luyunran would be very angry, but Yang Guo didn't expect that she would be so strong.
Yang Guo remembered a sentence he had seen on the Internet before: "the biggest failure of a man is to make his woman learn to be strong." Yang Guo once swore with Lu Yunran that he would never let her face the lightning and thunder alone again. Now, Lu Yunran rushed into the thunderstorm without looking back, unwilling to stay by his side for another second. Is this his biggest failure?
Take out the mobile phone from your trouser pocket, and the screen can still light up. It seems that Apple's water resistance is OK. Yang Guo pressed the familiar eleven numbers, and the operator's bell came from the microphone.
"Listen to the phone..." Yang Guo thought silently in his heart.
"Di... Sorry, the number you dialed can't be connected for the time being..." pressed?
Redial.
"Sorry, the number you dialed cannot be connected for the time being..."
Redial.
"The phone you dialed is turned off
Power off! Yang guomu listened to the message that Lu Yunran's mobile phone had been turned off repeatedly in Chinese and English on the phone, and his hand was gradually unable to hang down.
What happened? Yang Guo's head is like a mess, which has never been chaotic. He hugged his head, fell between his knees, and sat like this. The water dripping from hair, clothes and body gradually gathered into a small puddle.
I don't know how long it took, a burst of crying came into Yang Guo's ears. Yang Guo was already haunted at this time, but Qiqi's crying made his spirits come back again.
Confused for a while, Yang Guo stood up. Maybe his legs were bent for too long. When he stood up, he felt numb in his lower body. Stumbled into the bedroom, was about to cry in Qiqi picked up, Yang Guo found himself wet. He hurried to the toilet, pulled off the strap soaked in the rain and his clothes, took a clean towel to dry his body, changed dry clothes, and then returned to the bedroom.
At this time, Qiqi had been crying for several minutes. Yang Guo was ashamed and picked up Qiqi and coaxed her up. Back in his father's arms, he felt his father's familiar heartbeat. Qiqi's cry gradually stopped. Yang Guo kissed Qiqi's tender face, and said with some pain: "Qiqi, do you think Dad is a jerk? He made both girls cry today."
Qiqi moved for a moment, Yang Guo felt something wrong, and a heat flow seemed to fall on him.
"Bad!" Yang Guo remembered that he had not had time to change Qiqi's new diaper when he came back from the hospital! Qiqi suddenly pooped when he was in the hospital, and then Yang Guo picked it up and threw it into the garbage can. He wanted to return home and exchange it for Qiqi. As a result, he forgot what had happened just now!
Yang Guo couldn't laugh or cry. His index finger of his left hand gently hooked Qiqi's small nose and said to her, "Qiqi, dad is thousands of defenses, and finally let you pee on Dad!"
Since learning to take care of Lai Qiqi from the nurse in the hospital, Yang Guo has been paying attention to changing her diaper, but she was still recruited. However, it is said that the father who does not let the baby pee is not a qualified father. Yang Guo has now completed a milestone task of becoming a qualified father!
It's just that the new clothes she just changed were damaged. After Qiqi solved her personal problems, she became very happy. She was held in her arms by her father, dancing, and her toothless mouth opened.
"No teeth! Qiqi is ugly!" Yang Guo finished the identification and hooked her small nose, which made Qiqi wrinkle her nose. She also raised her hand, but she couldn't reach her father's chin.
Yang Guo's mood eased a little when Qiqi made such a fuss. He managed to change clothes again, and then prepared hot water to give Qiqi a bath.
Although the spirit is a little poor, for Qiqi, Yang Guo still played a full 12 points spirit, carefully done every detail, but there was no situation like accidentally making the hot water too hot.
After serving Qiqi to take a bath, drink milk and go to bed, Yang Guo also cleaned up for herself.
After washing clothes and coming out of the toilet, Yang Guo glanced at the sky outside. The rain had stopped, but the sky was also dimmed, and night had fallen in the city.
Turning on the mobile phone, Yang Guo dialed luyunran's phone again. It was still turned off, and Yang Guo's heart hurt again. He wrote a text message, which was revised back and forth many times. Finally, there were only two lines left: "have you returned to Buddha city? Drink some ginger soup, don't catch a cold. Sorry."
Yang Guo took a deep breath and didn't let her tears flow when she dropped her mobile phone. It is said that "a man is a man, and he bleeds without tears". These days, Yang Guo has shed more tears for Qiqi and his girlfriend than he has since junior high school.
However, there is another old saying that doesn't say so? "Men don't shed tears lightly, but they don't reach the sad place." Yang Guo's tears flooded, just because he was really afraid that his girlfriend of four years would leave. This relationship was too precious and heavy for him!
At this time, Yang Guo heard the roar from his stomach and suddenly realized that he hadn't eaten for a day!
But at this time, he was not in the mood to cook. He just cooked a small pot of noodles with green vegetables and simply ate it with soy sauce. In a bad mood, everything you eat feels like chewing wax. Yang Guo forced himself to swallow it and had the right to satisfy his hunger.
After washing the dishes, Yang Guo picked up his mobile phone again and glanced at it. He was disappointed to see that there was no message reply. He called again, and it was still a cold shutdown sound.
Yang Guo, who was in a low mood, picked up the book, but found that his mind was full of today's luyunran's tearful eyes, his face was determined, and he couldn't read a word.
Close your eyes, Lu Yunran rushed into the rain curtain and gradually disappeared. All this was so lifelike between opening and closing your eyes. Yang Guo had nowhere to escape and vent. He could only call her again and again, and then put it down again and again in disappointment.
Yang Guo sat for an hour and called his mobile phone for an hour. Finally, the mobile phone was dead and the screen was completely black.
"Alas..." Yang Guo sighed and got up to plug in the charger.
Since he was upset and irritable, he might as well practice boxing. Yang Guo took a deep breath and stood still in the empty place of the living room, meditating on the mental method.
"Tai Chi is born from the infinite. The machine of movement and stillness is the mother of yin and Yang. The movement is divided, and the stillness is combined..."
A yin-yang fish symbol floated in my heart, one Yin and one Yang, yang fish eye Yin, Yin fish eye Yang, slowly flowing and circulating. Yang Guo's mood also seems to be absorbed or smoothed by the yin-yang fish charm.
The mind method is silently recited in the heart, and the Qi force operates with the guidance of the mind in the meridians.
"Yes!" Yang Guoxin read, his right hand slowly from bottom to top, full of strength, including but not spit out, the palm posture seems to change unchanged, at any time can twist into a fist, or fingers, or other moves, when he arrived, his shoulders sank, his arms like a circular arc, bow his legs, loosen his waist, and his slow action implies strength.
Under the concentration, Yang Guo was temporarily immersed in boxing.
The speed of his boxing practice this time was not as slow as in the early morning. Although there were some sweat beads on his forehead, on the whole, he was not steaming on his head and soaked all over.
Maybe he didn't have a good rest all day. After Yang Guo finished the thirteen moves, he also felt weak and tired.
He wiped the sweat on his forehead and picked up his mobile phone. The beauty on the other end of the phone was still as deserted as a yellow crane. Yang Guo looked gloomy. Maybe if there was no Qiqi to take care of him, he would have gone to the bar outside and got drunk! Even though alcohol can't quench the gloomy mood in the heart, it can make people lose consciousness in the most painful time. In chaos, it's also excellent not to be trapped by love anymore!
Yang Guo didn't know what he could say to luyunran after calling. It's impossible for him to say such a bastard thing as giving up Qiqi and returning to the original state. But besides saying this, what else can Lu Yunran forgive himself? Yang Guo really can't think of a satisfactory solution.
Once again, there are only two sentences left in the text message: "good night, sorry."
Yang Guo couldn't bear the fatigue of his body and fell asleep.
The rain in Yangcheng has stopped, while the rain in Fucheng is still intermittent.
In an apartment in the center of the city, Lu Yunran, dressed in pajamas, leaned against the wall and sat by the landing window, his eyes red.
In the afternoon, she got a lot of strange eyes all the way, and went back to her room in fo city in confusion. Then luyunran, who hadn't eaten a meal all day, sat in front of the window until now.
Through the rain beaten window, looking at the gradually lit outside, although she has changed her wet clothes, although the room is very warm, luyunran feels that the city she has struggled for a year is so cold and strange, just like the city she has studied and lived in for four years, it is very big but can't find a place to belong to.
She doesn't turn on her cell phone, and she doesn't know what to say to Yang Guo. She just feels distressed when she thinks of Yang Guo. Her mind is full of the first few years, Yang Guo bought her birthday gifts, accompanied her on the road, jealous of her, those silly looks. But now, why does Yang Guo seem to be so strange? She seemed to want to catch the stupid and lovely Yang Guo in her memory. The Yang Guo who once called her "aunt" and she called him "Guo'er" was right in front of her, close at hand, but she couldn't catch it and suddenly floated away.
Luyunran understood that Yang Guo didn't change much, but the distance between them suddenly became so far because of a girl and a baby. The hands of the two people stretched forward desperately, but they couldn't touch it!
She turned on her cell phone and saw many missed calls, as well as two struggling text messages from Yang Guo, who didn't reply. When the music player was turned on, Liu Ruoyin's sincere and clear song floated out of the horn behind the mobile phone.
"If I step back to my good friend's position.
You don't need it anymore. You're embarrassed like this.
I love you very much, so I am willing to let you.
Fly to more happy places... "
Lu Yunran's tears poured down again, his heart was like a knife, but his thought was unprecedented clear.
"It's not easy for two people on earth to meet.
I'm still grateful if I can't be your lover.
I love you very much, so I am willing not to hinder you.
Fly to more happy places... "
The song is Miaomiao, and the beauty's mind against the window seems to float away
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