"When I was a child, my family was very hard, and I lived in the countryside. At that time, I worked without salary, and went to the canteen to eat a big pot of rice. I had two sets of clothes a year, sewed and mended, and ate simple meals. To tell you something you don't know, your grandmother actually gave birth to many babies. The first twins died a few days after birth, and the second was your mother. Before me, there were two, one brother and one sister, but they didn't feed, and life was too hard. Otherwise, I You can't be so many years away from your mother. Your grandfather has a strong temper. He was afraid of poverty and bitterness. Later, he found a relationship and joined a state-owned enterprise. As for myself, I have read books and taken the production pacesetter for several years. After several twists and turns, I was assigned to the Shanghai stock market. Later, I climbed slowly and became a small leader. "

"One of the most impressive words in my memory: if you don't work hard, you'll always be a muddy legged man, if you don't work hard, you'll never marry a daughter-in-law. He always tells me that. It's not that he looks down on the farmers, but he himself. It's just that the farmers at that time really had no way out and just had enough to eat."

Qin Zexin said that grandpa is very inspirational.

"Your grandfather also said that although Qin Jianzhang, the thief sun, looked serious and black when dissected, his personality was passable. As a family, contradictions are essential, but don't forget to support each other."

I didn't expect grandpa to affirm the old man's character. I remember the old man also said that after Qin Ma's stomach was enlarged, Grandpa said he was a despicable scum.

In fact, my uncle often came home with gifts to see him and his sister.

"After he handed over the business to me, in those years, I ran around every day, receiving goods and shipping goods. Sometimes I slept only four hours a day. I was tired, but full. I felt that my son, who had no academic qualifications, was promising, and successfully gave my family business to the next, and kept it well. Until 2008, I didn't know why, what I lost and what I lost, and I lost and lost all the time. Not only the hard work of previous years drifted, but also nearly a million. Your grandfather was also ill at that time. He lay in bed and said to me, "don't lose heart. Dad just started his business. It's not plain sailing, so he should pay his tuition. In fact, you've been going well these years, and it's good to be able to suffer a little."

"2008... Economic crisis?" Qin Ze frowned.

However, as an ordinary person, the economic crisis has little impact, and he is also young and doesn't feel much.

"Yes, at that time, I was young and energetic. Even if the market was depressed, I could break into the sky to verify my ability. I held this attitude, and then... I lost again."

How miserable!

"Later, I gradually lost my footing. I entered whatever industry was good and invested in whatever industry was good. Finally, most of the goods were smashed in my hands, and the financial deficit made me almost desperate. For more than a year, my family savings were almost ruined by me. At that time, I was very haggard, my father was haggard, and his disease gradually worsened. I was advised to stabilize for a while and see the market. But I didn't listen, I was crazy, and I had a friend You told me that he found a good project and would make money. He lacked a partner... "

"Then you were cheated by him." Qin Ze said.

He knew this and was even impressed. Qin's mother cried at home for a long time. Soon after, Qin Ze saw his uncle in the hospital and felt that he was broken. No longer the handsome uncle.

"Do you remember?" Uncle smiled awkwardly, "yes, the last hope is gone. It's not long after this, your grandfather died."

Then my uncle started a bohemian life of freedom, and began all kinds of waves and pits.

Qin Ze thought, it may be that the blow is too big and he abandoned himself.

"Before your grandfather left, he grabbed my hand and said a lot of things. He didn't blame me. Instead, he smiled and said, well, it's better to start over again. As long as you work hard, life will always get better and better. Don't be defeated by a setback." Uncle hey, he was obviously laughing, but Qin Ze felt that he was crying.

"Even if I was such a waste, he didn't blame me at last."

"I just thought, there's no reason why I can't get up all the time. If my business fails, I can make a comeback. Without money, I'll gamble, I'll borrow. If I fail once or twice, I'll always succeed. But... No, there's really no hope at all. I lose more and more, and I owe more and more debts."

"I'm not reconciled..."

"Millions of money, such a high starting point

"But I still owe more and more, for more than ten years..."

"Unreasonable, really unreasonable."

Qin Ze was silent.

"Over the years, I've always thought that if it weren't for such a bad thing, if it weren't for me, my father might have lived a few more years. My mother didn't blame me, and my sister didn't blame me, but I couldn't live through my heart. Such a good family, such a thick family background, my father's lifelong efforts, five years, five years were lost by me. Every Qingming Day, I didn't dare to go to the grave, afraid. I thought that sooner or later, I would be prosperous, and then I'll see him again Go to see him in a beautiful way. "

The man, who was almost 40 years old, squatted on the ground with a cigarette in his mouth and cried like a ghost pen.

Qin Ze's heart moved. It turned out that it was like this. Gambling or stock trading, all kinds of reckless desperation in the eyes of others, just wanted to find what had been lost.

The death of his grandfather hit him more than he thought. He felt that it was because of him that he broke his father's heart and pushed the family from affluence to poverty.

My uncle was trapped in his heart knot and had no face to Jiangdong father, so he had been wandering outside. Obviously, he had a home, but he didn't want to come back, because he felt that he was not beautiful and qualified to come back to see his late father.

But after all these years, hasn't it been successful?

Instead, let yourself become a scum in the eyes of relatives and friends, waste wood!

Qin Ze's heart was mixed, and he sighed, "so, if you want to turn the tables, you have to grow obscene, not wave everywhere."

Xu Guang: "...."

I don't know if it's an illusion. I feel that the sad atmosphere brewed by my uncle suddenly disappears most of the time.

"In this world, there are many bankrupt people, and there are more black sheep. Many people are unwilling and want to make a comeback. But the reality is not that you work hard. If you work hard, why do you need genius?" Qin Ze poisoned chicken soup when he disagreed: "success is inseparable from opportunity, vision and talent. Only a genius like me can laugh to the end."

"Uncle, if you want to believe me, just wait," Qin Ze said. "Business opportunities are not so easy to grasp. You should understand this truth after you have been out for so many years. I have an investment company under my name and will start to investigate industry this year. If you can, nephew, I can take you to fly."

Uncle didn't answer. He lit himself a cigarette and didn't smoke. He sat stunned and calmed down.

Qin Ze didn't speak, so he stayed with him.

After a cold wind blowing for a long time, my uncle sighed, "spit out your heart. It's better. If you hadn't asked someone to beat me today, I wouldn't have said this to you. How can you be an uncle? You can't show your vulnerable side in front of your nephew. Men should maintain a tall image."

Qin Ze hehe said, "don't talk about me. Even in front of your children, your image has disappeared."

My uncle kicked him, laughed and scolded, "get out of here, I should fight. At least it's your uncle. When I was a child, I hurt you enough. When I hit someone, I don't know how to do it gently?"

"By the way, how can you see that I'm with them?" Qin Ze thought for a long time and felt something wrong. Is it just a look? If my uncle has this agility, he won't be hot for many years.

"This is no nonsense. I saw you hit them upstairs. When I turned around, they hit me. You stood by and pretended to be your grandson. I'm not stupid." Uncle has no good airway.

"So it is..."

Ask for bean sacks!

What is what I saw upstairs? Did my uncle see everything I did downstairs?

What are you doing standing by the window in winter? Please go to the rooftop to jump off the building.

That uncle saw it, grandma, parents, aunts, sisters, cousins, cousins, did you see it?

what the fuck!

It's really over!

Qin Ze sat in the cold wind, his body weathered inch by inch.

Inexplicably, a song floated in my mind: let the autumn wind take away, my thoughts, take away my tears~