You, Under My Name

Chapter 43

"Hehe, she lives well. I also hope she will be healthy and happy all her life. But now she is someone else's wife."

The wind was shallow, and tears flashed in the clear blue eyes.

Deliberately say "someone else's wife" instead of "someone else's fiancee", so that Li luoran won't doubt herself.

"She will never know. Every minute and every second I spend with her, I want to tell her I love you, but I can't, because she doesn't love me. I'm afraid that once I pierce this layer of window paper, she will hide from me, and I won't even have the chance to get close to her. Alas, it's too late now. Now, I'm good. I'm afraid I can only bury this sentence I love you all my life In the bottom of my heart. "

Li luoran found that she couldn't listen to the sad story of love and couldn't help feeling sad when she looked at Feng qianzhen's poor appearance,

"Alas, there is no grass at the end of the world. My younger sister is the most beautiful man in the world. Missing you is her loss. Darling, don't be sad!"

"Yes!" The wind is shallow and obedient,

"What I said is that I'll hang out with you in the future!"

Liluoran stood on tiptoe and rubbed the fluffy blond hair. "It's like my good sister. Come on! Don't hurt spring and autumn!"

"Uh huh!"

Feng Qingyu has been laughing.

Liluoran didn't know. Since she appeared in front of him, he tried not to blink once.

Afraid of tears falling down, so let the tears dry by the wind again and again

~~

When Li luoran returned to Lu's house, Lu Shaochen was not at home.

After dinner, when liluoran was taking a bath, the door of the bathroom was opened outside with a key.

"Who?!"

Liluoran trembled with fear and dropped the bath soap.

"Me."

The magnetic, cool and highly recognizable sound belongs to Lu Shaochen alone.

Before she could drive him out, he came behind her, put his arms under his arms and hugged her in his arms.

The hot air filled his body like magma, and Li luoran suddenly blushed, "Lu Shaochen, what the hell are you..."

She had already broken her head back, and his lips were firmly sealed by him.

The heartbeat is out of rhythm.

This time, Li luoran didn't know when he owned her. His mind was empty, and only his breath was left in his senses. It was like charm with a strong smell of alcohol and a faint smell of tobacco.

The water is gurgling.

The heat is swirling.

A pair of figures are shown on the white mirror like wall, and the beautiful sound in the air makes people feel restless.

For example, liluoran in her dream doesn't know when she was carried to the sofa by him.

The lights flickered outside the window, the rain hit plantains, and the fresh and tender petals fell all over the ground.

The warm red curtains swayed with the wind, and the gentle tassels rubbed her skin.

Lu Shaochen seemed tireless. She came and went back again and again like a tide.

Liluoran didn't know when she fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, it was already 1:30 in the afternoon. She felt as if she had been run over by a train. The green and red kiss marks on her skin reminded her of her scenes——

damn!

Was that woman really her last night?

She once regarded the opposite sex as a plague, especially the love of men and women. She became like a duck to water under the control of Lu Shaochen.

Liluoran specially chose a high collar shirt to cover the bright kiss mark in her neck.

When walking out of the hall on the second floor, she found Lu Shaochen sitting on the sofa downstairs reading. She couldn't help but stop.

"Wake up."

Lu Shaochen raised his eyebrows and smiled at her,

"You haven't eaten for more than 20 hours. Come down and have something to eat."

"OK..." she lowered her head slightly, and her thick black eyelashes covered the shyness in her eyes.

She has been intimate with Lu Shaochen for many times, which makes her not know what kind of identity to face him.

What is she now in Lu Shaochen's heart?

Just a "fiancee" with a contractual relationship?

But they already have the reality of husband and wife.

Love?

But although he said he liked her, he never said "I love you" to her.

~~

Li luoran, who had eaten in the restaurant, returned to the living room and saw the white jade pendant when she passed Lu Shaochen.

A few days ago, she found that this jade pendant was very similar to the one she lost in the past, but she didn't look carefully because of her hurry. Now this jade is in Lu Shaochen's right hand, no more than half a meter away from her, so she can see it more clearly.

"May I have a look at your jade?"

"Ang ~"

Lu Shaochen raised his hand, and the heart-shaped jade pendant turned into a wisp of soft light and flew to liluoran.

Li luoran took it in his hand, and the bright sunshine shone on the jade pendant through the French window. The four words "this life is inseparable" engraved on it were illuminated very clearly.

At this moment, liluoran's face turned pale.

Those four words seemed to turn into four daggers and stabbed her in the heart.

"How could it... Be in your hand?"

Liluoran didn't know how she made her voice.

"..." Lu Shaochen's eyes showed panic. However, he thought that since he had decided to spend his life with Li luoran, it would be sooner or later to confess the stain of his past life to her, he opened his mouth frankly,

"That was three years ago. I met a girl by chance. After she left, the jade fell from the place where she was lying..."

After all, it was a shame to speak of. Lu Shaochen's cheeks were slightly hot.

"Where did you do it with that girl? What does she look like? What month and date is it? Make it clear!" Li luoran gripped the jade pendant so tightly that the edge of the jade pendant almost cut her skin, but she didn't feel it.

Lu Shaochen didn't expect that she would hold on so tightly and sighed secretly, so she had to recruit all of them,

"On January 4, three years ago, the place was by Xiaojing Lake in the south of the city. The girl's eyes were blindfolded that day. I don't know what she looks like."

Lu Shaochen's voice was lower than usual.

Li luoran seemed to hear a bolt from the blue. Her trembling little hand could no longer hold the jade pendant, "jingle" fell at her feet.

On January 4th three years ago, she will never forget that day!

On that day, she was blindfolded and put into Bai Qingwan's car. It was snowy that day. By the small mirror lake in the south of the city, a man attacked her with the cold of ice and snow, like a beast to take her innocence

That time, she left a huge psychological shadow, so that she never dared to approach men again.

That time, she was pregnant with a man's child, and after the arduous October pregnancy, she was forced to separate her mother and son without looking at her own flesh and blood.

Lu Shaochen!

It turned out that the man that night was Lu Shaochen!

No wonder every time she approaches Lu Shaochen, she has a feeling of deja vu. It turns out that the man who turned her from a girl into a woman and accompanied her like a nightmare for three years is Lu Shaochen!