Chapter 1128 - Innocent
historical
“I won’t take your organs. I’m not interested in selling human organs.” Zhu Meina’s body trembled. Only then did she get up from the ground and hurriedly followed. When Yan Huan reached the entrance of a shop, he saw a row of cloth shoes outside. She stopped, then, she picked up a pair of cloth shoes. Then, she turned around and asked Zhu Meina, “What size of shoes?” “37.”Zhu Meina stood at the side pitifully like an abused little wife. Yan Huan took out a pair of size 37 shoes and gave her 100 yuan. That person gave her 70 yuan, which was very cheap. 30 yuan for a pair. Not to mention Yan Huan, even if it was the Zhu Meina of the past, not to mention 30 yuan.., would she care if she saw 100 pieces of 30 yuan lying on the ground. Yan Huan placed the shoes on the ground and stood to the side, waiting for Zhu Meina to change her shoes. At this moment, Zhu Meina was feeling very uncomfortable. She knew that she was very dirty and probably no one was willing to get close to her. She put on the pair of cloth shoes and followed behind Yan Huan, continuing to walk. She did not know where Yan Huan was taking her. Perhaps he would really sell her out. But no matter what, she remembered it. If Yan Huan had not bought her from brother long just now, even if she had not been beaten to death by Brother Long.., in the end, she would have been cut to pieces by brother long. So even if Yan Huan pushed her into Hell later, she had nothing to complain about. Yan Huan took out the key from his body and opened the door. She walked in and changed into her own shoes. Then, she squatted down and put her shoes away neatly. When Zhu Meina entered, she stood at the door and did not dare to move. She took off her shoes, but if she took them off again, she would still end up stepping on the floor. Yan Huan took off her clothes and turned around. She was so thin that she looked like a ghost. Her eyes were puffy and lifeless. “Yan Huan, are you using drugs?” Zhu Meina asked carefully. She had been in that place for a long time and had been there for almost two years. She had seen all kinds of people, and most of them were drug addicts. They all had a special characteristic, also, they had a very strange smell. Ordinary people might not be able to smell it, but those who had smoked that thing could feel it. Because she had touched it herself, but she didn’t touch it too much, and she wasn’t addicted. Brother Long couldn’t have passed through such an expensive thing. He had to rely on her skin to make money. “Yes,”Yan Huan admitted. There was no extra expression on his face. It seemed that whether he smoked or not, to her, it was as simple as eating a meal. Suddenly, she gave a strange smile. “Not only do I take drugs, I also have AIDS.” Zhu Meina was stunned. She did not know what her expression was at that moment. Was it sympathy, disdain, or something else. “There’s an empty room over there.”Yan Huan pointed in a direction, “If you’re not afraid of infecting yourself, continue using it. If you’re afraid, you can leave now. Don’t worry, I Won’t ask you to return the one million because you can’t afford it.” What she said was the truth, but the truth was often the most hurtful. Zhu Meina didn’t leave. She took the clothes that Yan Huan bought for her and entered the bathroom. Although the bathroom was small, it was very clean. Even the tiles inside were wiped clean. She put the clothes aside and turned on the shower. She also washed her dirty skin and flesh. By the time she came out, Yan Huan had already made two bowls of noodles. He placed one on the opposite side and ate the other for herself Zhu Meina stood there for a while before walking over and picking up her chopsticks to eat. “Have you thought it through?”When she was about to eat, she heard Yan Huan’s voice. There was nothing strange about it and it was just a reminder. was this disease an infectious disease, or was it something that could not be cured. “It’s not contagious.”Zhu Meina had already picked up her chopsticks and started eating. It was not that she did not know about this disease. She could not get it from normal contact. “When we were there...”Zhu Meina said as she ate. “There were more than ten people living in a small house. Two of them had AIDS, and five of them had that kind of dirty disease. Everyone was used to it. No one was more noble than anyone else, and no one was cleaner than anyone else. It was also possible that we all knew that no matter who it was, the final result would be that they would get that kind of disease.” “Because...”she laughed self-deprecatingly, “We are all in the flesh business. When we get old and have no one to name us, we might be like livestock. Then we might be sold on a silver platter, and then we will be dragged to the black market, cut open our bellies, and sell whatever we can.” So even if I am infected, it is still my life. Anyway, what does it matter if I do not have the disease now? She picked up the bowl and drank all the noodle soup. In the past, being poor and fastidious about everything was fine. But now, having a bowl of noodles was enough. Having a good night’s sleep every day and not getting beaten up was her hope. “Why did you go to such a place?”Yan Huan had never thought that Zhu Meina would be there. She was not familiar with Zhu Meina, so there was no shadow of this person in her heart. If she had not met him again.., she might have forgotten that there was another Zhu Meina in this world. If she took the same path as her in the past, it would be a heart-wrenching path. “How Else Can I go? My aunt sold me?”Zhu Meina pursed her lips. “She sold me off cheaply so that I would suffer a fate worse than death. Who asked me to sleep with my uncle and give birth to an evil child?” “That’s your child. He’s innocent.”Yan Huan disliked the word ‘evil child’very much. They could not choose when they were born. It was the same for their parents. They were not in the wrong. Everything was the fault of the adults, why did they have to put all this on those ignorant children. The corners of Zhu Meina’s lips twitched. She tasted the taste of her own tears. They were salty, astringent, and painful. She lowered her head and picked up the bowl again. She drank the soup, but no one knew what she had thought of. Her eyes were burning, and she was also burning herself. “That child is very good-looking.”Zhu Meina suddenly covered her face. She could see the tears that fell between her fingers, “You don’t know. He was small at that time, and he looked at you with his big eyes. I really felt that everything was not important anymore. Even if he was not the child I wanted, he was born by me.” She suddenly leaned on the table. “I was the one who harmed him. I was the one who harmed him. In order to take revenge, in order to anger Zhu Xianglan to death, I deliberately didn’t cover him with a blanket. I knew that he wasn’t feeling well, but I let him cry.” Her fingers tightened into claws. She was grabbing the table, and her nails seemed to have been broken, “I was the one who harmed him. I was the one who harmed him to death. I could only watch as he died in my arms. I never opened his eyes again. I didn’t even hear him call me mother. I clearly felt that my child didn’t want to die. “Before he died, he grabbed my finger and even smiled at me. He was an unanticipated child. He was also a child who was schemed against by others. Even his mother didn’t want him. Even his grandfather hated him. But in the end, he still smiled.”