*Knock * Knock

Even if I knocked on the door, I didn't get any answer. Normally, I would have been worried about why someone wouldn't respond to the sound but right now, I knew why.

I heard her sound, she was crying. I didnt even need to question why she was crying since I already knew why.

I knew it. Even though Zenda had a strict and proper appearance in front of her own people, she wasn't the strongest when it comes to emotional things.

The brutal death of the kids, she loved so much was a heavy hit to her heart. So I won't question why she's crying, I will help her cry. If needed I will cry with her.

With my renewed motivation, I knocked on the wooden door again but this time more gently and showed that I wasn't worried about her.

"Zenda, open the door," It didn't take even take a lot of time for her to open the door, as she knew not answering the door is even more, worse than me seeing her tears. She didn't want to worry me.

She tried to hide the fact that she was crying but even for me who's insensitive most of the time, it wasn't hard to tell as her eyes were fiery red.

"Can I come inside?" With a gentle tone, I questioned to which she nodded her head rather timidly.

"Nikol, did something happen? Why are you here at this hour? I think you should rest, you did more work than me so you need a good rest. Haha~ I was sleeping when you knocked on the door, that's why it took some time for me to respond,"

She kept talking. She knew the moment she stooped talking her tears would fall like a waterfall, so she tried to distract her mind from the sadness she felt by talking, but I didnt want that. I wanted to be someone that my girls can depend on.

I don't want to be a little brother anymore who's fed by a silver spoon. I don't want to be fed by the sweat and blood of someone else. I want to use my blood and sweat to feed my girls instead of relying on others. I won't regret anything again. I won't let go of anyone again.

Reminiscing my past regrets and mistakes, I quickly wrapped my hands around Zenda's slender but robust body.

"What are you-" She was confused by my unusual behaviour.

"You can cry if you want Zenda, I will give you warmth, you don't have to cry alone in coldness," I didn't mean to be cheeky but unlike what I expected Zenda trembled in my arms.

"You knew?"

"I knew from the moment we encountered kids, everyone else can depend on you, but you have me, if you can't depend on anyone, I will lend you my shoulder," My words affected her a lot as she returned the hug rather tightly without even giving me space to breathe.

I was quite disappointed about her chest, but as a man who doesn't want my girls to feel bad about their bodies, I didn't want to show it on my face, besides this is not the time to think about such things.

*Sobs

"Why? Why did they do our kids like that? I know they are not mine but I looked after them,"

She kept complaining about many different things. I had no answer to give her so I kept patting her head listening to her without disturbing her.

"Nikol, is it my fault? Before you came here I didn't do everything I can to search for them, it's my fault,"

"If I protected them, this wouldn't have happened to them, this is my fault,"

She started to blame herself for what happened. Since she was responsible for the protection of the whole kingdom, I knew feeling responsible for these deaths wasn't something strange, but at the same time, I knew she was not someone who would give up her duties.

Of course, I didn't know whether she did all she can to find them before we arrived here, but I had my trust in Zenda who was a kind and protective commander for the elves.

"You're not responsible for this, don't drown yourself in regret, get up and fight, I will be with you from now on," I talked to her while staring into her beautiful eyes, which looked no different than the jewels Tisha had on her nipples.

Without even realising it, I kissed her lips which looked like two petals of a rose. It wasn't an erotic kiss as I laid my lips on her sweet lips. I just wanted her to feel that she was not alone in this world.

I saw her eyes showing a confused look, but I knew it won't be too long before she show me the same expression Lydia, Alva and Nym when they make out with me.

Zenda POV

"Hmmm~"

'Wh-What is Nikol doing?'

Is this some kind of ceremony among humans?

Nikol said he is going to be with me forever. Is this what it is?

I didn't know what he was doing to me, but I would accept everything he does to me, just as I promised him.

Well, if I really dislike it, even if it was Nikol, I might try to resist it.

But this is

Nikol's lips were touching mine. Pecking at my lips, biting them, it was like he was trying to eat me. If Nikol wants to devour me, I will gladly accept it. But according to what Nikol and the other girls had said, if he ever tries to devour me that means, he going to do the impregnation ceremony with me.

"Mmmh~" This was a strange feeling. I felt and tasted his lips. We kept doing it until Nikol's hands slowly started to caress my face.

He tried to remove his lips, but I didnt want this to end especially now. I felt my tears going back as I felt warmth and love.

"Don't, let's keep doing this," As soon as his lips left mine, I begged.

"We will do something even better, open your mouth and put your tongue out,"

I didnt know what he was going to do, but I just did what he asked me. It felt a little weird but suddenly Nikol again went for a kiss but this time he-

Wait, what's happening?

Why is he putting his tongue in my mouth and eating my tongue?

It's driving me crazy.

"Ah!"

I jumped at the sensation. I started feeling something strange that I couldn't explain.

Nikol thrust his tongue in between my lips.

I don't know why, but...

*slurp!

"Nnggggh!"

I nearly jumped up from the stimulation. But Nikol put more weight on me than before and grabbed my wrists, making it impossible for me to move, and then he started going at it even harder.

W-What is this feeling, his tongue danced between my lips and teeth.

This is the taste of Nikol's warmth?

"Mmmm, mmmm....."

I can't help but shift around. This is so much more nefarious than that cursed magic of elves.

I felt my cheeks going numb. My body heat increased as I felt my vagina starting to get wet.

My hips buckle at the sensation, which is the first time I've ever felt anything like it. The tingling in my belly is getting hotter and hotter until it is impossible for me to stay still. I was moaning and struggling, but Nikol didn't show any signs of stopping or slowing down, he just continued to lick my tongue, twirl his tongue against mine, rubbing them against each other with an increasingly wet and slippery action.

A strange numbness spread through me and my body.

I know that Nikol will not do anything I don't want. So I'm sure that even though I'm having this reaction, he knows that it's not because I don't want to, it's just because I'm confused by this strange feeling.

Before I knew it, his hold on my wrists had loosened, and I "naturally" put my hands around his back. I only had admiration for his body because of how muscular and lean his muscles were, even if it wasn't like that I didnt care as it is the back of my beloved. The one that I always longed for and promised to give me warmth.

I was being pushed down by Nikol.

I want to feel you more and more. I am smaller than him, but I can handle his weight with no problem. I held him close, sucking his mouth, swallowing his saliva, and squeezing his body as I wrapped my arms around him.

What's this?

there's something hard on my crotch

"Nngh!"

As soon as I felt it, my heart–my belly jumped in excitement.

Something deep inside, that I had never felt before was surging. I had felt a hot throb earlier, but this was like something is overflowing from my depts.

*plop

Nikol's lips parted, leaving behind a sound and a sensation that made my ears twitch.

Oh, I wanted to do more. Regret started to fill my mind. I didn't forget about my mistake and kids even for a minute but -

But why am I enjoying this? I felt horrible and great at the same time.

"This is 'kiss', do you like it?"historical

"Kiss...?" With a surprised look, I looked at the man in front of me.

"Was he always this beautiful?"