Chapter 80: Hidden attributes
Chapter 80: Hidden attributes
Su Qingying was a little crazy. She couldn’t kiss, but she was crazy!
This was a move that would completely destroy the image she maintained for many years, and all the radiance on her body! The closer to a perfect person, the less flaws could appear, once they appeared, everything would be destroyed!
Ordinary people, even people who already had big problems, didn’t have this kind of problem!
It’s like, a bad person who had done a lot of bad things suddenly started to do good things, and people around him would say that he was a prodigal son!
It’s too easy for a bad person to think about becoming a Buddha. They just had to put down the butcher’s knife and become a Buddha immediately~!
And a good person..
A good person who had done too many good things suddenly did a bad thing, something that could be accepted by the people around him, that was going from heaven to hell!
People around them would say that he was pretending, that he turned out to be such a person! Everything good about him before would said to be a lie!
Su Qingying had always been under the pressure of such a “good guy”! The burden on her was too heavy! She was so overwhelmed that she couldn’t breathe!
She had enough!
Hiss!!
Wu Chen gasped suddenly, and pushed Su Qingying away. He raised his hand to touch the corner of his mouth, and looked at his fingertips. There was blood!
“Just kiss, why are you biting?” Wu Chen pressed the corner of his mouth again. Although it wasn’t serious, he was still bleeding.
Su Qingying who was pushed back looked straight at Wu Chen, breathing heavily, she came over abruptly, wrapped her arms around Wu Chen’s neck, and kissed him.
“Wait, don’t, don’t, wait a minute..” Wu Chen pushed Su Qingying away twice, and Su Qingying was pushed away and hugged up every time.
“Calm down, okay?!”
Pop!
A crisp slap.
Actually Wu Chen didn’t slap her hard. Su Qingying still needed to see someone, so there shouldn’t be any injuries on her face.
But in the sealed environment of the car, this slap was really loud!
Su Qingying’s left face blushed immediately.
She covered her face and became honest all of a sudden, obviously the left side of her cheek was hit, but her whole face was red, so red, and she was breathing very fast, she turned her head to look at Wu Chen, her eyes were very subtle.
There was no resentment, no anger, and no disbelief, but.. there was a tinge of expectation!
“Are you sick?” Wu Chen reprimanded and stretched out his hand to pinch Su Qingying’s arm.
Su Qingying shrank back in pain, and covered the place where her arm was pinched again.
It really hurt!
But Su Qingying still looked straight at Wu Chen, her face turned even redder, as if water was about to drip, her eyes were still so.. subtle!
Wu Chen hit her on purpose! Pinch her too!
Not really angry, but on purpose!
Wu Chen was not the kind of man who hits a woman when he gets angry, what kind of man was that, but if a woman wanted to be beaten.. that’s another matter.
This was Su Qingying’s ulterior secret!
She was a masochist!
Wu Chen knew!
Su Qingying discovered that she had this attribute three years ago, by accident, after a busy work, in order to relieve the pressure brought by family, social, work, etc., she went to the gymnasium at home to hit sandbags!
At that time, the female bodyguard who followed her casually gave some pointers and explained the technique of using force when punching. She became interested and wanted to fight with the female bodyguard in the ring!
Really hit! The female bodyguard humored her, being very careful, but still hit.
That was the first time in Su Qingying’s life that she was beaten! That taste.. She actually felt some kind of pleasure in it!
Cool! She said it herself!
The reason why Wu Chen knew so clearly, how she found out, including the details.. was because Su Qingying told him these things herself.
That was in reincarnation, after Wu Chen captured her one time.
This was how she discovered her “hidden attributes”!
But she never sparred with anyone after that, nor hit a sandbag again.
Because after she was accidentally beaten by the female bodyguard, her mother knew. She was not allowed to practice with her again, and she was not allowed to hit the sandbag, because after a long time, it would cause obvious lines on her arms and destroy her perfection!
After that, Su Qingying used other methods to verify her hidden attributes many times.
She pinched herself, pricked her fingers with needles, and even bought candles secretly, dripping hot wax on her arms.
She confirmed that she had that tendency!
Maybe it’s because she’s been controlled too much, or maybe it’s because she’s been suppressed for too long!
In that slight pain, she found the feeling of belonging! It relieved her stress, released her emotions, allowed her to relax and even enjoy!
After confirming it, she once had fear, was very afraid, and felt that she was a pervert!
She checked a lot of information about this on the internet.
Saw a lot!
Including some related movies.
Only then did the fear gradually drop.
When she was still looking for information, she accidentally found a forum! A forum that could be called a gathering place for xx! There were a lot of people like her in the forum!
The posts in the forum were also related to these things. historical
Some were looking for a partner, some say they were confused, some felt that they had a psychological problem and asked for approval, and there were also some videos of “completing the task” or related texts.
Su Qingying had secretly read the information on the forum for a long time in private, but only read it without saying anything. The very few replies were all posts asking for approval, encouraging people who were as scared and confused as her!
This had been the case for a year.
Until two years ago!
Su Qingying finally posted her first and only post!
A full three thousand words!
Su Qingying also expressed her confusion in the post, mentioning her family, not mentioning her family background, but how her family treated her. There were a lot of unscrupulous complaints about her family and other people around her.
She even expressed despair about life, saying that she was a puppet dressed up exquisitely.
She mainly complained about her mother, who was traditional, stubborn, domineering, and had a strong desire to control!
Of course, she also mentioned her hidden attributes. The purpose of her posting this was to vent, so she said everything that should be said and should not be said.
On the internet, she didn’t know anyone, and it’s impossible to know who the other party was, so she dares to say it!
She said that she wanted to fall in love, wanted to be beaten, she hoped that people around her would not be so careful with her, and would not praise herself so highly, she also said that she wanted to rebel against her mother, and wanted to do everything that her mother would not let her do. She wanted to do it all over again! The more out of line the better!
This post was essentially a venting post. Although Su Qingying said everything, she didn’t say anything about finding a partner in the post.
The point was to vent!
But on that forum, no one cared why she became a masochist.
After the post was posted, Su Qingying was frightened.
Not only did her post become a hot topic on the forum and was replied to by thousands, but she also received hundreds of private messages on the forum overnight!
Almost all of them were asking her out!
She was literally terrified!
Very sorry!
She felt that she was not the same as these people on the forum. The forum was just a bunch of lunatics!
She regretted posting this post, but she had no way to delete it. She contacted the forum management, but the management would not delete it. The server of the forum was abroad, and it was difficult for her to use her connections to block it, or she dared not use her relationship at all.
Because she dared not let anyone know what relationship she had with this forum!
For the next few days, she frequently checked the forum to see when the popularity of her posts would drop.
After the popularity of the post dropped, she seldom visited that forum, and gradually stopped.
She decided to forget all this and let her special attributes become an eternal secret in her heart.
Two years passed, and she no longer took the initiative to think about this matter until she met Wu Chen!