caleb didn't want to know. whatever felipe had to say, wasn't going to be good, but he had to know. it was eve and the apple all over again. knowledge was the forbidden fruit and once tasted, it could damn ones soul, but it was in mankind's nature to bite. "felipe," caleb choked out, as anger came to the surface. his body shook and his skin burned.

"a secret, caleb," felipe whispered and leaned forward.

there was nothing left to lose, except the girl, "i can't."

felipe shook his head, "then i can't help you. goodnight, caleb." he turned to walk away and caleb grabbed his shoulder.

"tell me," he growled.

"you first," felipe gripped caleb's hand and flung it off his shoulder.

"i...assure me the girl will be safe," caleb said and it felt like yet another betrayal. the implications alone were a death sentence for him and livvie. of course, felipe already knew what she meant to him.

"what would you do for the girl, caleb? would you die for her? would you kill?" asked felipe in a whisper. he looked around the room and caleb did the same. they were alone.

caleb's heart thundered in his chest, "yes."

"would you live? could you live knowing your entire life has been a lie?"

caleb was one second away from throttling felipe and forcing him to talk. he still had his knife tucked into his pants and already, he was thinking of his plan of attack, "tell me...now!"

felipe sighed, "follow me into the dungeon. i'll tell you everything, but you won't like it."

"where's kitten?"

"upstairs and unharmed. if you care for her as much as i believe you do, i would suggest you keep your wits intact. if all goes as i hope it will, the both of you can leave this place together and never return." felipe said.

"why? why now? all this time and you've never dangled information in front of me," caleb said through gritted teeth. felipe wanted caleb to do something. it meant he couldn't be trusted. caleb's mind was already churning with ideas on how to get rid of him. still, caleb wanted to hear what felipe had to say. perhaps he could use it to sway rafiq.

"i'm a business man, caleb. one does not achieve my level of success without first being able to spot an opportunity. twenty years ago, i saw an opportunity to stop being a lieutenant and become a general. rafiq was useful then. six years ago i saw an opportunity to expand my business by eliminating my competition. i own half of mexico now and do business around the world. rafiq has become...less useful, and as i said, he insists on a lot - too much. you provide me an opportunity, caleb. in exchange, i can give you the truth about whom you are and where you come from."

"admitting you want rafiq out of your way doesn't give me a reason to trust you," caleb said in hushed tones. "why would you need me to do your dirty work?"

"appearances, caleb; they're everything. i've had plans to get rid of rafiq cleanly, without inciting the loyalty of our mutual friends. however, i've been watching you...and the girl. i know what love can do to a man and i know how desperate you are."

"fuck you! i'm not desperate!"

"aren't you? i wasn't sure at first. when you allowed the girl to play at my party, i thought your loyalty to rafiq knows no bounds. but i saw how it affected you, how jealous you became. i know you took her virginity. did you think you found all the cameras?" felipe smiled smugly. "i didn't have to come to you, caleb. i've put myself and celia in a compromising situation and i don't do it lightly. i'm offering you vengeance. i'm offering you a chance to live out your days with kitten. do you want it, or not?"

caleb thought about everything felipe said. felipe knew everything between him and livvie and hadn't said a word. caleb knew nothing about felipe's plans until now and the fact he'd offered the information himself only solidified his trustworthiness. caleb had nothing left to lose and everything to gain. "lead the way," he said.

as caleb followed felipe down the dark wooden stairs, he contemplated pushing him. however, he'd made up his mind to hear what the man had to say. he could always kill him after. caleb reached for the light and turned it on as they descended.

he thought of the last time he had been down here. he'd strapped kitten to an exam table and watched her play with her pu**y. he smiled to himself.

when they arrived at the bottom, felipe pointed to a chair near the wall. "i'll need you to sit there and i'll need to tie you up."

caleb's steps faltered and he reached for his knife. he held it out in front of him, blocking the stairs, "you've lost your f**king mind if you think i'm going to let you tie me up."

"don't be a child! your anger makes you stupid and i don't need you acting rashly. what i have to tell you is going to boil your blood and i can't have you loose in the house!" felipe shouted.

"tell me what you have to say! or you die now! i'm tired of your games, felipe," caleb said.

felipe's eyes shone with fury as he held up his hands and backed away from caleb. abruptly, he reached behind him and pulled out his gun. "sit. now."

adrenaline surged through caleb's veins, but he knew he was at a disadvantage. he'd played directly into felipe's hands. he weighed his options and was horrified to discover they were few and ended in his death. his only true concern was for livvie.

"swear to me the girl is safe," caleb whispered and he realized it sounded like a plea. it had been a long time since caleb had begged for anything.

nothing left to lose, caleb. fuck your pride.

"i swear it," felipe said evenly.

caleb swallowed, "you can keep the gun on me. there's no need to tie me up."

"come inside and sit down. i'll leave you free, but if you attempt to get by me, i will shoot you, caleb. do you understand?"

"yes," caleb said and did as felipe asked.

"did rafiq ever tell you how his mother and sister died?" felipe asked.

caleb's heart felt like it might burst clear out of his chest. his mind was fixated on livvie, on seeing her again, on getting her to safety. felipe's questions seemed strange and caleb suddenly wished he'd never agreed to listen. "vladek killed them."

"did you never wonder why?"

caleb had wondered, many times, but rafiq had explained it all away by saying vladek had been a criminal, simply passing through and fixated on his sister. "get to the point!"

felipe sighed heavily, "very well. rush me if you must, but keep your mouth shut and listen. rafiq killed them."

caleb's face contorted in disbelief, "you're lying!" he stood and took a step forward. he stopped when felipe drew the hammer back on his revolver.

"sit down! it's only the beginning," felipe's accent was thicker when he was angry. caleb sat. "i met rafiq and vladek in the 80's. the two of them were dealing in stockpiled russian weapons. my boss at the time was accepting shipments from them in exchange for cocaine and heroin. over the years, all of us became...friends. rafiq and vladek were especially close."

caleb felt dizzy, but he maintained his bearing.

"the stockpile eventually dwindled, but by then, vladek had become the heir to his father's company in russia. his father and brothers...met with an unfortunate accident. anyway, things were good for a while, but nothing good lasts forever, as they say."

"again!" caleb shouted, "get to the f**king point!"

felipe smiled, "i'm tempted to put a bullet in you, caleb. shut up!"

"rafiq's father died, leaving him in charge of his mother and sister. rafiq loved them very much and doted on them, especially his sister, a'noud. we were all young men, then. young men are stupid. vladek stuck his dick where it didn't belong."

caleb felt as though he'd been hit by lightning. "rafiq's sister," caleb said. memories were strange. no matter how much time elapsed, or how a memory could change, a person still trusted their own mind. caleb, the boy, had trusted rafiq implicitly. it only made sense for caleb, the man, to trust him as well. still, the information, while surprising, was not damning or life changing. caleb could understand why rafiq would be angry.

"yes," felipe said. "when rafiq discovered his sister was pregnant and vladek was the father, he strangled his sister in a murderous rage."

"i don't believe you!" caleb hissed. rafiq wouldn't murder his own family, no matter how angry he might have been.

"don't interrupt!" felipe said. "it will all make sense to you in a few minutes. rafiq's mother tried to protect her, and she met the same fate. rafiq was riddled with guilt and he blamed vladek. rafiq was out to find him, but vladek was gone, so he went after their business contacts."

"how do you know all this?" caleb asked. he was increasingly suspicious.

"my boss wouldn't help him, so he came to me. in exchange for what i knew, he helped me rise to power. i've always been an opportunist, caleb. i thought he would lie in wait for vladek, but what he did instead was.... well, i'm sorry."