the dance ended, but they didn't leave the floor.

"have i told you how lovely you are?" cole asked, his mouth close to her ear.

grinning, robin nodded. "twice. once when you picked me up at the house and once during the meal. i know you're exaggerating, but..." she shrugged, then added, "when i'm with you, i feel beautiful."

"i don't think a woman's ever paid me a higher compliment."

she raised her eyes and was shocked by the powerful emotions in his.

"do you mind if we leave now?" he asked suddenly.

"no, of course not, if that's what you want."

he frowned. "if it was up to me i'd spend the rest of the night here with you in my arms, but i have this sudden need to kiss you, and if i do it here and do it properly we're going to attract a lot of attention."

cole quickly paid the bill and he hurried robin to the car. the minute they were settled inside, he reached for her. he did as he'd promised, kissing her until she was breathless. her arms clung to him as his mouth sought hers once more.

"at least i'm not making you cry this time," he said softly.

"that still embarrasses me," she told him. "it's never happened before. i still don't understand it. i don't know if i ever will."

"i don't think i'll ever forget it."

"please do."

"no," he said, shaking his head. "it touched me in a way i can't explain. it helped me realize i was going to love you. after jennifer and bobby, i doubted there was any love left in me. you taught me otherwise. jeff taught me otherwise. my heart is full and has been almost from the time we met." he took her hand and pressed her palm to his heart. "do you feel it?"

robin nodded. "it's beating so hard," she whispered.

"that's because i'm nervous."

"nervous? about what?"

cole slid a hand into his pocket and brought out a small black velvet box.

robin's heart started to pound in double time. "cole?" she said anxiously, not sure what she should think or how she should act.

"i love you, robin." his voice was hoarse. "i knew it the moment i heard your voice when i called from seattle. and every moment since has convinced me how right this is." he opened the box and revealed the largest diamond robin had ever seen. slowly he raised his eyes to hers. "i'm asking you to be my wife."

nine

"you mean this whole evening...you arranged this whole evening because you intended to ask me to marry you?" robin asked, pressing the tips of her fingers to her trembling lips. despite her fears a gentle gladness suffused her heart.

"surely it isn't that much of a surprise?" he said. "i've never made an effort to hide how i feel about you or how much i enjoy jeff."

contrary to what cole might think, his proposal did come as a surprise. "i...i don't know what to say."

"a simple yes would suit me," cole urged warmly.

"but...oh, cole, it would be so easy to marry you, so easy to join my life and jeff's to yours and never look back. but i don't know if it would be right for us or for you. there's so much to consider, so many factors to weigh, in a decision this important. i'd like nothing better than to just say yes, but i can't."

"are you asking for time?" cole's eyes seemed to penetrate hers, even in the dark.

"please." for now, that seemed the simplest thing to say, although her hesitation was based on something much deeper. cole had rediscovered a peace within himself since meeting her and jeff; he'd told her so that very afternoon. she was tempted to say yes, to turn away from her doubts and agree to marry him. cole had been so good for jeff, so wonderful to her.

"i hate to disappoint you," she murmured sadly.

"i know exactly what you're thinking, exactly how you're feeling."

"you do?" somehow she doubted it. but knowing she couldn't delay it any longer, she jumped in with both feet. "i was...just thinking about what you told me this afternoon. how you'd recently dealt with the loss of jennifer and bobby. while you were talking, i couldn't help feeling your exhilaration. you've obviously found a newborn sense of freedom. i think the question you need to ask yourself is if this rebirth you've experienced is what prompted the idea of marrying again."

"no," he said flatly. "falling in love with you did."

"oh, cole," she whispered. "it must seem like fate to have jeff and me move in next door, and it gets more complicated with jeff being the same age as bobby...."

"maybe it does all appear too convenient, but if i was just looking for a woman and a child, then heather lawrence would've filled the bill. it's you i fell in love with."

"but how can you be so sure?" she countered quickly. "we barely know each other."

cole smiled at her doubts. "the first time we kissed was enough to convince me i was going to love you. it was the friday night after i returned from seattle, remember?"

robin nodded, wincing a little.

"i was so stunned by the effect that kiss had on me, i avoided you for an entire week afterward. if you want the truth, i was terrified. you'll have to remember, up until that time i was convinced i was incapable of ever falling in love again. one kiss, and i felt jolted to the core. you hit me hard, robin, and i needed time to step back and analyze what was happening. that's the reason i don't have any qualms about giving you however long you need to sort out what you're feeling. i want you to be very sure."

robin released a pent-up sigh. cole folded her in his arms and his chin brushed against her hair while his hands roved in wide circles across her back. the action was soothing and gentle. she was beginning to feel more confident in his love, but she had to be careful. she wanted him to love her, because she was so much in love with him.

cole tucked a finger under her chin and lifted her face to his. as their eyes met, he slanted his mouth over hers in a wildly possessive kiss, a kiss filled with undisguised need.

when he broke away, robin was trembling. she buried her face in his neck and drew several deep breaths.

"if you're going to take some time to think about things," cole whispered against her hair, "then i wanted to give you something else to think about."

"have you had a chance to check those figures on-" angela began, then stopped abruptly, waving her hand in front of robin's face.

"a chance to check what figures?" robin asked, making a determined effort to focus. she knew she'd been acting like a sleepwalker most of the morning, but she couldn't stop thinking about cole's proposal.

"what's with you today?" angela demanded. "every time i look over here, i find you staring into space with this perplexed expression on your face."

"i was...just thinking," robin muttered.

"about what?"

"nothing."

"come on, girl, you know better than that. you can't fool me." angela leaned against the edge of robin's desk and crossed her arms, taking her usual aggressive stance. "i've known you far too long. from everything you haven't said, i'd guess your handsome neighbor's involved. what's he done now?"

"cole? what makes you ask anything so ridiculous?"

angela frowned, shaking her head. then she stretched out her hands and made a come-hither motion. "tell mama everything," she intoned. "you might as well get it over with and tell me now, because you know that sooner or later i'm going to drag it out of you. what kind of friend would i be if i didn't extract your deepest darkest secrets?"

"he took me to dinner," robin admitted, knowing that angela was right. sooner or later, she'd wheedle it out of her.

"where'd he take you?"

she shrugged, wanting to keep that to herself. "it was outside the city."

"where outside the city?" angela pressed.

"heavens, i don't know. somewhere along the coast on highway 101."

angela uncrossed her arms and started pacing. "it wasn't the cliffhouse, was it?"

"i...i think it might have been," robin murmured, concentrating on the task in front of her. the one she should've finished hours earlier. the one she couldn't seem to focus on, even now.

"aha!" angela cried, pointing her index finger at the ceiling, like a detective in a comic spoof.

"what?" robin cried.

"if cole took you to the cliffhouse, he did it for a reason."

"of course he did. the food was fabulous. by the way, you were right about frank, he's exceptionally nice," robin said in an effort to interrupt her friend's line of thought.

"you already told me what you think of frank, remember?" angela said. "cole took you to dinner at the cliffhouse," she repeated slowly, as though reviewing a vital clue in a murder mystery.

"to be honest, i think his choice of restaurant had something to do with frank," robin inserted, tossing her sleuth friend a red herring.

"so cole was jealous?"

"not exactly," robin said, leaning back in her chair. "well, maybe a little," she amended, knowing angela would never believe her if she denied it completely. "i mean, cole did invite me to dinner as soon as he learned i was dining with frank, so i guess you could say he was a little jealous. but not much. cole's not the jealous type-he told me that himself."

"i see." angela was frowning as she walked back to her desk. her look remained thoughtful for the rest of the morning, although she didn't question robin again. but when they left for lunch, she showed a renewed interest in the subject of cole.

"how's jeff?" she began as they stood in line in the employees cafeteria.

"fine," robin said as she reached for a plastic tray.

"that's all you're going to say?"

"what more do you want to know?"

"i ask about jeff once a week or so, then sit back and listen for the next fifteen minutes while you tell me about the latest craziness," angela said heatedly. "it never fails. you've told me about him running away with a frying pan and an atlas. you've bragged about what a fabulous pitcher he's turning out to be, and you've given me a multitude of details about every game he's played. after you tell me all about his athletic ability, you generally mention how good he is with animals and all the tricks he's taught blackie in the past week."

robin tried to respond but angela ignored her and kept talking. "today i innocently ask how jeff is, and what do i get? fine. all right, robin, tell me what happened with cole camden before i go crazy trying to figure it out."