but as much as i wanted to go after him and confront him about what i'd overheard, i couldn't. there were still too many things that i didn't know - and i doubted he would tell me anything yet. he wasn't really desperate enough - or, rather, the situation itself wasn't desperate enough yet.

but that might change as the full moon drew closer. evin had let slip that he was moon-sworn - and if he was stuck out here with me, then that obviously meant that he and his partner were separated. a wolf who didn't have sex during the moon heat was heading for trouble - and while the moon bond killed the desire for anyone other than your partner, it didn't actually kill the need for sex. both evin and his partner would be forced to take others if they remained separated.

and that was a terrible situation for a moon-sworn wolf to be forced into.

he would get more desperate as the full moon drew closer - and maybe then i could get the information i needed out of him. especially if his nightly phone calls continued to go as badly as tonight's apparently had.

of course, i was also in the same boat. i might not feel any real desire at the moment, but if i didn't indulge, then the blood lust would hit me just as surely as it would hit evin. and i'd been down that path once before -

the bathroom door slammed open and i barely jumped out of the way. "oh, sorry," a young woman said, giving me a wide and friendly smile.

"no problem," i replied, as i slipped out the door. i grabbed the chair i'd used as a vantage point the previous night and stood up on it. evin was at the bar, staring down at the pint of beer he was nursing. if his dark and gloomy expression was anything to go by, he was intending to stay there for quite a while.

which gave me the opportunity for a little house-breaking.

i made my way through the crowded bar, keeping to the back of the room as much as possible. once out on the street, i headed for the beach rather than walking down the main street, not wanting to risk running into either harris or mike. they'd be looking out for me - i'd bet on it.

when i neared the beginning of the caravan park, i stepped over the little rope fence and loped through the shadows, keeping my footsteps light.

as i neared the road on the far side i slowed, senses alert, listening to the sounds riding the air and searching for any indication that someone was near.

aside from a couple trying to calm a screaming kid in the nearest caravan, the night was reasonably still.

i raced across the road, jumped the fence, and ducked into the trees. i kept to their cover as i made my way toward the older part of town. when it was no longer possible to stay within their comforting shadows, i paused, my gaze scanning the houses. i couldn't see harris, or anyone else for that matter. there were people in the house next to the victim's - i could hear the rattle of dishes and the occasional snatch of conversation. but other than that, the area could have been abandoned.

i blew out a breath, then shoved my hands into my pockets and strolled forward. no one jumped out from the cover of the nearby houses to confront me. the place really was as deserted as it appeared.

i jumped over the front gate rather than risking it squeaking, then padded around to the back of the house. the yard held little more than bare earth. apparently, landsbury hadn't been big on gardening.

i reached the back door and discovered crime scene tape across it. obviously, harris wasn't waiting for the boys in the big city, no matter what his sidekick might think. i carefully plucked one edge of the tape free so i could restick it later, then studied the lock. it wasn't a dead bolt - just an ordinary key lock. i punched the sweet spot and the door sprang open.

the house was hot and smelled stale. stale and rotten. although given the heat over the last couple of days, if landsbury had left a bag of garbage sitting out, it'd probably be fermenting by now.

the first room was a small laundry. i stepped inside cautiously, senses alert for any sign of movement. tiny claws skittered across wooden floors in the room beyond the laundry - mice rather than rats. i shut the back door, then moved into what turned out to be the kitchen. the rotten smell was more intense here, reminding me of meat left out of the fridge for too long. i tried breathing through my mouth rather than my nose, but it didn't seem to help. i could still taste the decay at the back of my mouth.

the kitchen wasn't large, consisting of little more than a basic cooking area and a small two-seater table. there were empty beer bottles on the table and scattered around the counter, but the sink was clear and there were clean dishes draining in the rack. the meat i could smell was still sitting in a pack on the stove. maybe landsbury had taken it out of the freezer in preparation for the night's meal. almost every surface had fingerprint dust over it.

there wasn't much in the way of drawers, but i went through them anyway, using the clean tea towel sitting next to the dish drainer to open each one. i ran the risk of wiping off the fingerprint dust, but whoever was being sent from perth to investigate the killing would probably do a complete reprint of the house anyway. the last thing i needed with harris so suspicious of me was my prints being found in the victim's house.

i didn't find anything more useful than a stack of unpaid utility bills, so i headed into the hallway. four doors led off it - one a bathroom, two bedrooms, and the third a living room. i headed into the living room and found it surprisingly clean. there was dust, but then, there was dust in my apartment back home, too ...

the thought had me stopping in surprise, but once again it didn't lead anywhere. i cursed softly and continued looking around.

two chairs and a tv dominated the room. in between the chairs stood a coffee table, and on it were several days' worth of newspapers. the top paper was a racing form for belmont park in western australia, and several screwed-up tickets were sitting nearby. landsbury obviously liked to bet. there was little else of interest in the room, so i moved into the bedroom. his bed was unmade, but the sheets looked clean and the room was tidy. i'm not entirely sure why i expected landsbury to be untidy or dirty - maybe it was just the foulness of his crime.

a small beside table sat to the left of the bed, so i walked around and, using the tea towel once again, opened the drawers. the first drawer held nothing but underwear and socks, but in the second i found gold - a notebook.

i lifted it out and carefully began to flick through. my stomach turned as i read - each page was headed by the name of a girl and various details about her: approximate age, description, habits.

landsbury had been building up to another crime spree, if this was anything to go by.

which meant the bastard had certainly gotten what he deserved.

there were ten girls in all, and it made me wonder if the one of their fathers had uncovered landsbury's unhealthy little obsession. it would certainly explain the method of his murder.

yet that didn't explain the whole red-horned devil. that wasn't a coincidence, and i doubted it was a copycat. besides the fact that it didn't feel right, if harris hadn't known about the other murders, why would anyone else?

i flicked through the remainder of the notebook, but there was nothing else in it. i put it back, slid the drawer closed, and stood up.

as i swung around to head out, i heard the footstep. it was whisper soft, barely stirring the air, but it was there. i flared my nostrils, trying to smell who it was, but the air was rich with the scent of decay and it overrode everything else.

i moved quickly but quietly to the side of the dresser, squeezing in between it and the wall and squatting down in an effort to be less noticeable. even though the bedroom curtains were open, the moon hadn't risen fully yet and the darkness lay fairly thick in the room. i had to hope it would be enough to conceal me.

there were no more footsteps, but the hairs on the back of my neck rose with the awareness of another. i still couldn't smell him - or her - but he was close.

a shadow appeared in the doorway and i recognized his outline immediately. harris.

the damn man was a bloodhound. for an instant, he looked straight at me, but there was no sign of recognition, no indication he actually realized i was there, and i frowned. maybe the darkness and shadows were deeper than i figured.

i stayed where i was, watching him, hoping against hope he'd continue to not see me, not smell me, and would just give up and walk away.

i really should have known fate had other plans.

"i know you're here somewhere, hanna. come out."

i didn't move. he could have been bluffing.

"come out, and we'll discuss your reasons for being here. if you don't, i will throw your ass in jail and bury the key."

if it had been mike making that offer, i would have stayed where i was. but it was harris and, for some reason, i trusted him.

i rose to my feet and stepped out of the shadows. his gaze swung around and i saw the barest flicker of surprise.

"how the fuck did you do that?"

i frowned. "do what?"

"you weren't there. there was nothing but shadow in that corner." he stared at me. "only vampires do stuff like that."

"i'm not a vampire." but again that ripple of doubt ran through me. i might not be a vampire, but did that blood run through me?

yes, that inner voice said. yes.

it was coming back. slowly but surely, it was coming back.

"i know that." there was a sharpness in his voice that suggested annoyance, even if it didn't show in his expression. "and yet you obviously just shadowed."

"look, i've been nothing but honest with you. i don't know who and what i am. i don't know what i can and can't do. i'm trying to uncover all that and, the minute i do, i'll let you in on the secret." i paused, my gaze searching his and once again seeing little. "how come you keep tracking me down? have you got some sort of weird ability to sense trouble before it starts?"

"something like that," he said, voice short. "so tell me, just how is breaking into a crime scene going to help you recover your memories?"

i gave him a thin smile. "as i've repeatedly said, landsbury's murder reminds me of another. if i uncover his killer, maybe i'll shake loose some more clues as to how and why i was involved in investigating that other murder. and that, in turn, just might lead to a revelation about identity."

he stared at me for a minute, then said, "did you find anything?"

i hesitated but decided i'd better be honest. if he did have some sort of psychic gift, lying would only get me in deeper trouble. and right now, i needed someone on my side.

an odd thought, given that evin was supposedly my brother.

"there's a notebook in the bottom drawer that lists some rather chilling details about ten local girls."

the only reaction harris had was a slight flaring of the nostrils. yet i could feel his anger - a rush of heat that briefly seared the air.

"you placed it back exactly as you found it."

"of course, but why - " i stopped, studying him. "you're using it as bait."

"yes. we don't know whether his partner is in town under an alias, but if he is, then it's possible he'll know about the notebook and attempt to recover it."

"good plan, except that i doubt the partner had anything to do with landsbury's murder."

"no, but if we can flush him out, we can get him out of harm's way."

meaning harris did think it was a revenge killing. "so you think someone in this town might have realized what landsbury was up to?"

his expression was noncommittal. "if someone had, they would have gone to remy."

i frowned. "why not you? you're the cop, not the pack leader."

"i'm here for the benefit of the tourists. state law dictates we have fully trained police officers in charge when a pack town is open to humans."

"then you have no control over the wolf population? how does that work?"

"in town, i have the say and the power to control pack members when necessary. beyond town, it falls to pack rule."

which was the basic setup of most packs. "but this murder happened in dunedan itself, so why would they go to remy rather than you?"

his smile was slightly bitter. "because i am not well liked in this town."

i raised my eyebrows. "but they respect you. i saw that in the pub the other night."

he snorted softly. "they respect my previous achievements. they respect my fairness. they do not respect me."

"because you're not a full-blood west-pack wolf."

"yes. packs tend to be very insular, and outsiders are not welcomed easily."

"that must have made your mother's life hell."

"it did. but my father was pack second, so no one said anything openly. my peers, however, showed no such restraint."

"then why did you come back here?"

"because i could no longer stay in sydney."

"why not?"

he raised an eyebrow. "are you always this up front?"

"i think so. and if people refuse to answer, i find out other ways."

he grunted. "why does that not surprise me?"

i restrained my grin. "look, you're obviously a damn good cop with amazing instincts, and mike said you had a stellar career in sydney. so why come back here?"

he considered me for a moment, then said, "two reasons. the first being the fact that my soul mate - who was also a cop - was killed in the line of duty."

and coming here was one hell of a good way to get away from every reminder of her. part of me understood that, but at the same time, i didn't. running from a situation never solved anything.

i didn't offer harris the usual lines of sympathy, nor did i tell him that i was in the same position. his expression suggested neither comment would be welcome. and that i could totally understand. there was nothing - certainly no words - that could ever ease such a pain. it had to come from inside. from the desire to move on.