grunting in pain, i was able to reach up my hand that felt like dead weight, grasp the wagon side and slowly pull myself into a sitting position. i could see that my ankle was swollen and black and blue. i didn't want to even look at my face knowing that i had one swollen eye and a swollen jaw.

i saw siobhan pull out a sword that was too large for her and challenge her brother. bvork laughed and pulled out his sword from his pack.

this was a very uneven fight and unfair knowing firsthand how devious a fighter he was. she charged first and i was surprised at how determined siobhan was. she attacked and parried and fought her brother with the intent to kill. but i could see where it was going. she wasn't as strong as her brother and her heavy sword was tiring her. bvork blocked her sword thrust and then backhanded her across the face. she fell into a heap on the ground and didn't move.

an undertow caught the wagon and started to pull us into the middle of the river and the horse screamed in fury. he dug in his hooves and desperately tried to get out. i had to hand it to the horse, he wasn't going to give up. my uncle's heavy body rolled against me and pinned me to the side.

"aahhh," i grunted out as i struggled to move his body off of me.

another scream of the horse and i turned to look at a very familiar white back. faraway! somehow, faraway was the horse that was attached to the wagon. of course he would have to be here. no one would believe i had run away without my horse. i smiled in delight, as i realized why this particular horse was fighting so hard. i couldn't speak to him and i tried to encourage him with prayer. but my smile turned to fear as i realized he was losing the battle. by turning upstream he was fighting the weight of the wagon and the rushing current.

bvork stood on the side, arms crossed, and watched silently as we were slowly being pulled farther out into the river. any farther and faraway wouldn't be able to touch bottom. i felt around rayneld's body until my hands found a knife on his belt. turning my body as much as i could, i pulled myself over the back onto the driver's bench.

the bench dug into my stomach as i slashed at the tethers that bound faraway to the wagon. i cut one tether off and the wagon slid sideways and faraway screamed. it was too late. we were pushed into the middle of the current.

movement on land caught my eye and i watched as four men on horses charged out of the woods led by a giant grey wolf. fenri, odin, kael and what looked like joss leading a thunderous charge to bvork who turned in surprise and raised his hands as he was almost run over by the horse; unfortunately, he rolled away at the last minute.

dismounting at a run, kael ran at bvork, engaging him in a fight for his life. fenri stopped to check on siobhan, while odin and joss ran to the water's edge.

odin hollered and ran down the side of the embankment, following us as we were flowing at the river's mercy, joss running as fast as he could ahead of him. reaching for faraway's reins, i wrapped them around my forearm and then desperately slashed at the remaining tether. once the tether was cut away, the wagon flew from under me. i was dunked head first into the water. my arm burning in pain; it took on the brunt of my whole weight.

faraway moved more easily without the wagon, but by now we had floated too close to the waterfall. i tried to shift and move to one side of my horse so i wouldn't be in the way of his dangerous, kicking hooves.

gasping for air, i was repeatedly dunked underwater. there was nothing i could do as i had wrapped the reins around my arm and i didn't have the strength to grab them higher up. at least my body didn't hurt so much in the water.

faraway made me proud as he fought and kicked to get to the edge. he foamed at the mouth with effort. odin was yelling and pointing but, it was no use, i couldn't hear him over sound of the roaring waterfall. i heard the unmistakable sound of the wagon being smashed against the rocks. i turned and watched it get bashed to pieces before heading over the falls.

faraway was getting closer to the shore, but he was tiring fast. i was too heavy, and he hadn't recovered from the ordeal yesterday. i looked and saw joss perched on a large rock that protruded into the river, he was lying on his stomach, but the current slowly pulled us out of his reach. he caught my eye as i floated past him and he must have known what i was thinking, because i saw him mouth the words. no! don't!

it was too late; we both couldn't make it out alive. i fumbled and unwound faraway's reins from around my arm and sent, with all the effort that i could, one last mental thought to my horse, praying that he would get it.

farewell.

i released my grip on his reins and swallowed a mouthful of water as my head dunked underwater before i rose to the surface and bobbed precariously through the waves. i watched faraway, load lightened, touch the embankment and struggle slowly out of the water.

joss' horrified face was the last thing i saw as the thunderous roar became deafening. i felt like i was falling and flying at the same time as i went over the falls. my body was still too numb to feel the crushing waves pound me, and i truly felt a freedom and peace as if i was being embraced by god even in death.

god must truly be a loving and forgiving god if he was willing to save a twisted monster like me. all of a sudden, a bright warm light surrounded me and i was floating in the air. it was ethereal, until i was dumped, wet and cold, on the rocky embankment back at the top of the falls.

my eyes flew open and i spit up what must have accounted for half of the river. choking and wheezing, i tried to calm the frenzied beating of my heart.

joss was next to me, pale and gasping for breath as he leaned his sweat stained forehead against the ground. this was something i was very familiar with, a sure sign that he overtaxed his denai abilities pulling me from the water.

odin collapsed next to me and the large warrior broke down into sobs. "i thought you were gone. i saw you go over." he sniffled. "it's a miracle." and then he looked at me and gasped in horror. "what did they do to you?"

silent and ashamed, i looked away and saw kael slowly walk towards me, his shirt torn and bloody. when kael saw my injuries he paused and stiffened, his eyes turned stormy in anger. i looked to kael and flicked my eyes to where i last saw bvork and he nodded slowly. it was all the affirmation that i needed; the swordbrother had already avenged me.

joss looked at me with joy in his eyes, and then sorrow.

"are you okay?"

"yes, i'm fine."

"thalia, don't you ever do that again," he admonished. "i wasn't even sure if i could."

"you could have burned yourself out doing what you did," i challenged him.

"i was going to try and slow the water and bring you closer but you let go. you left me no choice, i had to try."

"have you ever tried to stop a raging river?" i asked.

"uh, no. i've never tried that either." he looked sheepishly at me.

"then don't get mad at me for a decision i had to make. you would have done the same thing in my shoes." i smirked at him and then felt the pain flare up in my jaw.

he touched it and i felt a slight tingling go through my jaw. "it's not broken, just fractured. but i don't have the strength to heal you. i'm sorry." he looked angry with himself.

i reached up and grabbed his hand. "joss, don't be sorry. you saved my life... again. as long as you get me back on the road towards home i'll be fine. the sooner i get home the better. how's faraway and siobhan?"