he spins around. before i can say anything else, he steps forward and takes my face in his hands. then he's kissing me one last time, overwhelming me with his warmth, breathing life and love and aching sorrow into me. i throw my arms around his neck as he wraps his around my waist. my lips part for him and his mouth moves desperately against mine, devouring me, taking every breath that i have. don't go, i plead wordlessly. but i can taste the good-bye on his lips, and now i can no longer hold back my tears. he's trembling. his face is wet. i hang on to him like he'll disappear if i let go, like i'll be left alone in this dark room, standing in the empty air. day, the boy from the streets with nothing except the clothes on his back and the earnestness in his eyes, owns my heart.

he is beauty, inside and out.

he is the silver lining in a world of darkness.

he is my light.