bjurman moved back to his side of the desk and sat on his comfortable leather chair.

"i can't hand out money to you whenever you like," he said. "why do you need such an expensive computer? there are plenty of cheaper models that you can use for playing computer games."

"i want to have control of my own money like before."

bjurman gave her a pitying look.

"we'll have to see how things go. first you need to learn to be more sociable and get along with people."

bjurman's smile might have been more subdued if he could have read her thoughts behind the expressionless eyes.

"i think you and i are going to be good friends," he said. "we have to be able to trust each other."

when she did not reply he said: "you're a grown woman now, lisbeth."

she nodded.

"come here," he said and held out his hand.

salander fixed her gaze on the letter opener for several seconds before she stood up and went over to him. consequences. he took her hand and pressed it to his crotch. she could feel his genitals through the dark gabardine trousers.

"if you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you."

he put his other hand around her neck and pulled her down to her knees with her face in front of his crotch.

"you've done this before, haven't you?" he said as he lowered his zip. he smelled as if he had just washed himself with soap and water.

salander turned her face away and tried to get up, but he held her in a tight grip. in terms of physical strength, she was no match for him; she weighed 90 pounds to his 210. he held her head with both hands and turned her face so their eyes met.

"if you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you," he repeated. "if you make trouble, i can put you away in an institution for the rest of your life. would you like that?"

she said nothing.

"would you like that?" he said again.

she shook her head.

he waited until she lowered her eyes, in what he regarded as submission. then he pulled her closer. salander opened her lips and took him in her mouth. he kept his grip on her neck and pulled her fiercely towards him. she felt like gagging the whole ten minutes he took to bump and grind; when finally he came, he was holding her so tight she could hardly breathe.

he showed her the bathroom in his office. salander was shaking all over as she wiped her face and tried to rub off the spots on her sweater. she chewed some of his toothpaste to get rid of the taste. when she went back to his office, he was sitting impassively behind his desk, studying some papers.

"sit down, lisbeth," he told her without looking up. she sat down. finally he looked at her and smiled.

"you're grown-up now, aren't you, lisbeth?"

she nodded.

"then you also need to be able to play grown-up games," he said. he used a tone of voice as if he were speaking to a child. she did not reply. a small frown appeared on his brow.

"i don't think it would be a good idea for you to tell anyone about our games. think about it - who would believe you? there are documents stating that you're non compos mentis. it would be your word against mine. whose word do you think would carry more weight?"

he sighed when still she did not speak. he was annoyed at the way she just sat there in silence, looking at him - but he controlled himself.

"we're going to be good friends, you and i," he said. "i think you were smart to come and see me today. you can always come to me."

"i need 10,000 kronor for my computer," she said, precisely, as if she were continuing the conversation they were having before the interruption.

bjurman raised his eyebrows. hard-nosed bitch. she really is fucking retarded. he handed her the cheque he had written when she was in the bathroom. this is better than a whore. she gets paid with her own money. he gave her an arrogant smile. salander took the cheque and left.

chapter 12

wednesday, february 19

if salander had been an ordinary citizen, she would most likely have called the police and reported the rape as soon as she left advokat bjurman's office. the bruises on her neck, as well as the dna signature of his semen staining her body and clothing, would have nailed him. even if the lawyer had claimed that she wanted to do it or she seduced me or any other excuse that rapists routinely used, he would have been guilty of so many breaches of the guardianship regulations that he would instantly have been stripped of his control over her. a report would have presumably resulted in salander being given a proper lawyer, someone well-versed in assaults on women, which in turn might have led to a discussion of the very heart of the problem - meaning the reason she had been declared legally incompetent.

since 1989, the term "legally incompetent" has no longer been applied to adults.

there are two levels of social welfare protection - trusteeship and guardianship.

a trustee steps in to offer voluntary help for individuals who, for various reasons, have problems managing their daily lives, paying their bills, or taking proper care of their hygiene. the person who is appointed as a trustee is often a relative or close friend. if there is no-one close to the person in question, the welfare authorities can appoint a trustee. trusteeship is a mild form of guardianship, in which the client - the person declared incompetent - still has control over his or her assets and decisions are made in consultation with the trustee.

guardianship is a stricter form of control, in which the client is relieved of the authority to handle his or her own money or to make decisions regarding various matters. the exact wording states that the guardian shall take over all of the client's legal powers. in sweden approximately 4,000 people are under guardianship. the most common reason for a guardianship is mental illness or mental illness in conjunction with heavy abuse of alcohol or drugs. a smaller group includes those suffering from dementia. many of the individuals under guardianship are relatively young - thirty-five or less. one of them was lisbeth salander.

taking away a person's control of her own life - meaning her bank account - is one of the greatest infringements a democracy can impose, especially when it applies to young people. it is an infringement even if the intent may be perceived as benign and socially valid. questions of guardianship are therefore potentially sensitive political issues, and are protected by rigorous regulations and controlled by the guardianship agency. this agency comes under the county administrative board and is controlled, in turn, by the parliamentary ombudsman.

for the most part the guardianship agency carries out its activities under difficult conditions. but considering the sensitive issues handled by the authorities, remarkably few complaints or scandals are ever reported in the media.

occasionally there are reports that charges have been brought against some trustee or guardian who has misappropriated funds or sold his client's co-op apartment and stuffed the proceeds into his own pockets. that those cases are relatively rare may be the result of two things: the authorities are carrying out their jobs in a satisfactory manner, or the clients have no opportunity to complain and in a credible way make themselves heard by the media or by the authorities.

the guardianship agency is bound to conduct an annual review to see whether any cause exists for revoking a guardianship. since salander persisted in her refusal to submit to psychiatric examination - she would not even exchange a polite "good morning" with her teachers - the authorities had never found any reason to alter their decision. consequently, a situation of status quo had resulted, and so year after year she was retained under guardianship.

the wording of the law states, however, that the conditions of a guardianship "shall be adapted to each individual case." palmgren had interpreted this to mean that salander could take charge of her own money and her own life. he had meticulously fulfilled the requirements of the authorities and submitted a monthly report as well as an annual review. in all other respects he had treated salander like any other normal being, and he had not interfered with her choice of lifestyle or friends. he did not think it was either his business or that of society to decide whether the young lady should have a ring in her nose or a tattoo on her neck. this rather stubborn attitude vis-a-vis the district court was one of the reasons why they had got along so well.

as long as palmgren was her guardian, salander had not paid much attention to her legal status.

salander was not like any normal person. she had a rudimentary knowledge of the law - it was a subject she had never had occasion to explore - and her faith in the police was generally exiguous. for her the police were a hostile force who over the years had put her under arrest or humiliated her. the last dealing she had had with the police was in may of the previous year when she was walking past gotgatan on her way to milton security. she suddenly found herself facing a visor-clad riot police officer. without the slightest provocation on her part, he had struck her on the shoulders with his baton. her spontaneous reaction was to launch a fierce counterattack, using a coca-cola bottle that she had in her hand. the officer turned on his heel and ran off before she could injure him. only later did she find out that "reclaim the streets" was holding a demonstration farther down the road.

visiting the offices of those visor-clad brutes to file a report against nils bjurman for sexual assault did not even cross her mind. and besides - what was she supposed to report? bjurman had touched her breasts. any officer would take one look at her and conclude that with her miniature boobs, that was highly unlikely. and if it had actually happened, she should be proud that someone had even bothered. and the part about sucking his dick - it was, as he had warned her, her word against his, and generally in her experience the words of other people weighed more heavily than hers. the police were not an option.

she left bjurman's office and went home, took a shower, ate two sandwiches with cheese and pickles, and then sat on the worn-out sofa in the living room to think.

an ordinary person might have felt that her lack of reaction had shifted the blame to her - it might have been another sign that she was so abnormal that even rape could evoke no adequate emotional response.

her circle of acquaintances was not large, nor did it contain any members of the sheltered middle class from the suburbs. by the time she was eighteen, salander did not know a single girl who at some point had not been forced to perform some sort of sexual act against her will. most of these assaults involved slightly older boyfriends who, using a certain amount of force, made sure that they had their way. as far as salander knew, these incidents had led to crying and angry outbursts, but never to a police report.

in her world, this was the natural order of things. as a girl she was legal prey, especially if she was dressed in a worn black leather jacket and had pierced eyebrows, tattoos, and zero social status.

there was no point whimpering about it.

on the other hand, there was no question of advokat bjurman going unpunished. salander never forgot an injustice, and by nature she was anything but forgiving.

but her legal status was difficult. for as long as she could remember, she was regarded as cunning and unjustifiably violent. the first reports in her casebook came from the files of the school nurse from elementary school. salander had been sent home because she hit a classmate and shoved him against a coat peg and drew blood. she still remembered her victim with annoyance - an overweight boy by the name of david gustavsson who used to tease her and throw things at her; he would grow up to be an arch bully. in those days she did not know what the word "harassment" meant, but when she came to school the next day, the boy had threatened revenge. so she had decked him with a right jab fortified with a golf ball - which led to more bloodshed and a new entry in her casebook.

the rules for social interaction in school had always baffled her. she minded her own business and did not interfere with what anyone around her did. yet there was always someone who absolutely would not leave her in peace.

in middle school she had several times been sent home after getting into violent fights with classmates. much stronger boys in her class soon learned that it could be quite unpleasant to fight with that skinny girl. unlike the other girls in the class, she never backed down, and she would not for a second hesitate to use her fists or any weapon at hand to protect herself. she went around with the attitude that she would rather be beaten to death than take any shit.

and she always got revenge.

salander once found herself in a fight with a much bigger and stronger boy. she was no match for him physically. at first he amused himself shoving her to the ground several times, then he slapped her when she tried to fight back. but nothing did any good; no matter how much stronger he was, the stupid girl kept attacking him, and after a while even his classmates began to realise that things had gone too far. she was so obviously defenceless it was painful to watch. finally the boy punched her in the face; it split open her lip and made her see stars. they left her on the ground behind the gym. she stayed at home for two days. on the morning of the third day she waited for her tormentor with a baseball bat, and she whacked him over the ear with it. for that prank she was sent to see the head teacher, who decided to report her to the police for assault, which resulted in a special welfare investigation.

her classmates thought she was crazy and treated her accordingly. she also aroused very little sympathy among the teachers. she had never been particularly talkative, and she became known as the pupil who never raised her hand and often did not answer when a teacher asked her a direct question. no-one was sure whether this was because she did not know the answer or if there was some other reason, which was reflected in her grades. no doubt that she had problems, but no-one wanted to take responsibility for the difficult girl, even though she was frequently discussed at various teachers' meetings. that was why she ended up in the situation where the teachers ignored her and allowed her to sit in sullen silence.