Jiang Yuyan moved back and looked at him, "Don't go. It's not safe at all."

Lu Lijun stared closely into her eyes which carried nothing but a worry and fear of what if he got hurt. Just to make sure he won't be in any kind of harm, she was ready to do what she never wished to.

Lu Lijun wondered, 'I wish all this was out of love for me. All she cares about is keeping me safe at all costs. Why can't she just love me instead?'

Seeing him silent and just staring at her, she asked, "Did you get me? Don't go at this hour." Her voice was gentle and full of worry.

It pulled Lu Lijun out of his thoughts and he smirked, "Our deal was not about just a peck. Do you call it a kiss?"

It left Jiang Yuyan stunned. She had already done what she should not but this guy couldn't see her worry for him and kept acting stubborn.

Before she could say a word, Lu Lijun held her at the shoulder and turned around and the next moment her back was pressed against the car as he placed his hand behind her head from not letting it collide.

"Lu Lijun..."

"Let me remind you again what we call a kiss," Lu Lijun interrupted her and kissed her without any warning. Though he was weak at the moment, he was still strong against her strength.

Jiang Yuyas was startled but then stopped resisting as she knew he would not let her go and she didn't wish him to use more strength, who was already weak.

Lu Lijun kissed her for a while but soon felt short of oxygen. This guy had forgotten he had just gone through some serious health trouble and was not that strong what he thought of himself. He parted away immediately and didn't show on his face what kind of trouble he had just faced. He turned around immediately and inhaled deeply a few times to make up for the lack of oxygen.

Jiang Yuyan, who too was gasping for air, looked at him who faced his back to her. She knew what was going on with him but she knew it would hurt his pride if she had to point it out.

"You are not leaving right?" She asked as she wanted to make sure he stays back. There was no way she would let him go when his life was at risk. He was weak to drive for so long and roads were dangerous on that hilly area that was the other issue.

Lu Lijun, who had regained his composure, ran his hands through his hair frustratingly, and turned around and looked at her. Seeing the coldness in his eyes, she was taken aback, 'What now?'

"Your care for me is surely so great," he said, under his gritted teeth.

It puzzled Jiang Yuyan as she thought what had she done now to even anger him. Keeping lock to her feelings, she had agreed to what he had asked for in exchange for staying back and didn't even resist when he kissed her. She heard him talking again.

"You care for me so much that you are ready to sleep with me even when you don't want it. To protect me, you can go to any extent and even sacrifice yourself. Why do you do this only out of care for me? Why can't you do it out of love for me? You are ready to see another man and even ready to marry him but why can't that man be me? Why can't you love me, Yuyan? Is it that difficult for you?"

Jiang Yuyan looked at him in disbelief, "I told you, I don't see you like that. For me, you are always that little Lu Lijun who I considered as my younger brother."

"People change when someone shows their love but you don't budge. It makes me wonder if I have done something that you hate me and never want to be with me?" Under his cold eyes, there hid the pain that he felt.

"Why do you think so? Whatever you do, I can never be upset with you," Jiang Yuyan replied.

It angered him even more, "This...This is what I hate. It shows that I and whatever I do mean nothing to you. You are just focused on protecting me and making me sit in that president's chair at all cost. After that, you are free from everything."

"Lu Lijun, you are taking it all wrong. You are everything I have and I care. It's just that we can't have the kind of relationship that you expect from me," Jiang Yuyan countered.

"Why? Why can't we be what I want? Is it because I am younger than you and you think I am immature than that man who you went on a blind date with?' Lu Lijun asked.

"It's not that. It's nothing to do with your age or anything. It's just that we can't.."

"We can," Lu Lijun growled, trying to suppress his anger; his eyes turned furious and icy cold which scared Jiang Yuyan.

Lu Lijun continued, "If you don't mind giving yourself to me, then let's do it," Lu Lijun held her hand to pull her away from the car. He opened the door of the back passenger seat and pushed Jiang Yuyan inside as he followed her.

"Lu Lijun, what are you doing?" she asked, moving back towards the other side of that long seat.

"Weren't you ready for this a while ago?" Lu Lijun asked, as he moved towards her on the car seat and leaned over her.

Jiang Yuyan understood and said as she had no place to move back after her back touched the closed door of the car, "But you are not well..."

"I'll be fine," he replied and leaned forward to kiss her, "I didn't expect our first time to be in the car instead of a comfortable bed but never mind," his sight was fixed on her already swollen and trembling lips.

"You felt breathless a while ago. It's not good for you," she said, sounding worried about him.

Lu Lijun paused and as his icy cold eyes narrowed at her, "So you agreed for it knowing I won't be able to do much, right?"

It startled her as she didn't have such a thought in mind. She agreed solely to stop him from leaving and putting his life in danger. "It's not..."

Lu Lijun scoffed and interrupted her, not willing to accept her explanation, "I always knew you are smart so I am not surprised at all."

Jiang Yuyan didn't know what to say and Lu Lijun didn't stop talking, "Keep one thing in mind. Just because I am so considerate to you, you are not allowed to betray me. The day when you will allow any other man in your life, you will see the worst of me." The jealousy was clear in his eyes.

Jiang Yuyan felt a shiver passing across her spine under his warning gaze. Even before she could recover from it, Lu Lijun leaned closer and whispered in her ear, "You belong to no one but me. I want you, Yuyan."

His hot breath brushed across her earlobe and his husky voice sounded so seductive. Jiang Yuyan gulped and managed to say, "You are weak at the moment. Don't do anything that will affect your health."

"I'll be fine as long as you are willing," Lu Lijun said softly as he buried his face in the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply.

"Lu Lijun...you...." Her words stuck into her throat the moment Lu Lijun started to kiss and suck her skin gently.

As his hands moved up to unbutton her top, Jiang Yuyan spoke, "Let's do it but you have to promise me you will listen to everything I will say."

"Are you making a deal out of it?" Lu Lijun countered softly, as he continued what he was doing.

"Weren't you the one to use it to make a deal with me?" Jiang Yuyan replied, keeping her rationality alive.

Lu Lijun moved back and looked into her eyes. He could guess she didn't have good intentions when she asked him to make a promise to him. 'What if she asks me to let her go? What if...' Only the thought of her going away from him was enough to scare him. "I am not in a mood to make any promise with you," he said and dived back only to pull her down and pin her on the car seat.

Before Jiang Yuyan could even say a word, her hands were pinned above her head and Lu Lijun had already covered her lips with his. Without a restrain he kissed her deeply while assaulting her tongue and his hot breath mingling with her cold one.

Leaving her breathless while he himself tried to catch his breath, Lu Lijun said as his lips brushed against hers, "You are mine, Yuyan. Only mine."

He was struggling to breathe but didn't wish to give up.