Chapter 69 I Am Sorry, Lu Qiang!!

Lu Qiang surrounded his hands tightly around her waist and lifted her up while kissing. Her feet were two to three inches above the floor. Jiang YuYan’s body was very light as compared to his strong body, so he lifted her and moved her with an ease.He carried her to the sofa while they were still kissing. Even, Jiang YuYan didn’t react differently, as if she already knew what was going to happen and she was ready for that. She just followed his lead and let herself flow in the heat of that moment. Both of them lied down on the sofa. Lu Qiang was on the top of her. Still, they didn’t break the kiss. He was lying on her body with the support of his elbows on the either side of her shoulders.When they were comfortably lying on the sofa, finally they parted away their lips. Jiang Yuyan felt that her tongue was numb and Lu Qiang felt that it was not enough. His gaze was intense and full of passion, as if he would devour her completely right at that moment.Both were panting heavily and could feel each other’s hot breath. Lu Qiang was looking at her face. Her face was red, her eyes were moist, her lips were swollen and parted a little and looked more alluring. Her chest was moving up and down faster because of heavy breathing. She didn’t understand when she end up being under him but there was no sign of reluctance on her face.Lu Qiang held her right hand, which was on his left shoulder. He held her palm then kissed on it and placed it on his cheek while looking at her. She moved that palm to caress his cheek gently.It was the first time when she was observing his face so closely and was even touching it. She started to caress his thin but attractive lips with her thumb.She could feel that his lips were moist because of her saliva and she blushed after realising it. Then she caressed his eyebrows and his nose with her fingers. She found his features really attractive and wanted to keep looking at his face.Lu Qiang was smiling lightly, by seeing how she was busy in admiring his face. Her slender fingers were caressing each corner of his face. He liked the touch of her delicate fingers and he wanted her to continue doing that.She realized that he was smiling, so she retreated her hand and averted her sight from his face. She was blushing and was feeling shy. She too had a light smile on her lips.When she averted her sight, he kissed lightly on her lips. It made her look at him. He was also looking at her as if his eyes were indicating her ’The break is over’.He kissed her again passionately pressing her body under his. She also responded with the same passion. Again their tongues started to roll together.After some time, he broke the kiss and started to kiss her jaw line and while kissing he moved towards her slender neck. He nuzzled the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply to smell her sweet scent.When he started to kiss her neck she closed her eyes and couldn’t help but moan softly, that made him kiss and lick her neck even more intensely. She moved her head upward to give him a better access of her neck.She was clutching his shoulders and almost buried her nails into his skin. She liked these foreign feelings and wanted to feel it more and more. She moved her hands to the back of his head and started to move her fingers through his hairs.He wanted to stop, but he couldn’t. He was feeling like to devour her completely, but in his mind, he made sure not to go much far. He didn’t want to cross that certain line with her so soon. He knew, he had to stop, but he wanted to go further just a little and decided to stop after that. He was kissing her collarbone on either side. He pulled the loose neckline of her top with his fingers slightly below, which made a small part of her chest exposed to allow him to kiss below her collarbone.He was kissing below her collarbone and started to go further down. However, suddenly, something flashed in front of Jiang YuYan’s closed eyes. She got panicked and opened her eyes in a shock. She immediately shouted, "Stop!"Her voice startled him. He stopped and lift his head to look at her. She looked like panicked and quite scared. Tears were rolling down from the corners of her eyes. She closed her eyes and anxiously said, "Please stop!"He got worried after seeing her scared and panicked face and her teary eyes. He immediately got up from the sofa and worriedly asked, "Are you okay?"She too immediately got up and sat on the sofa. Her eyes were lowered downward while tears were rolling down from them. She straightened up her top in a hurry and circled her hands around her chest tightly, as if she was trying to cover it and hide it.when he saw her, covering her chest tightly, he felt guilty and moved two steps back from her. Lu Qiang didn’t know what he had to do as he thought it was his fault. He looked at her and said apologetically, "I...am sorry! I shouldn’t have..."Before, he could finish his sentence, she interrupted him and said in a shaking voice, "Don’t say sorry. It’s....It’s not your fault". She hurriedly got up from the sofa and ran towards the staircase. However, she halted there, then turned around to look at him. She had painful expressions on her face and her eyes were full of tears. She looked at him and stuttered, "I...I am sorry, Lu Qiang." She then turned around and dashed upstairs towards her room.Lu Qiang’s heart sank when he saw her painful expressions and her unstopable tears. As he remembered her scared and panicked face, when she asked him to stop, he couldn’t help but to curse himself. He couldn’t understand what exactly he did wrong that made her like this. Just a moment ago, they were immersed in each other and suddenly this happened.The thing that hurt him the most was, he was being greedy and didn’t stop himself on time. He was regretting for not being able to stop himself and he was angry about it.Jiang YuYan entered into her room and closed the door. She stepped towards her bed and sat on the floor with her knees folded upward in front of her chest. she circled her arms around them and hide her face in it. She was crying, she was shivering.She mumbled to herself while crying, "I am.... sorry. I... can’t do it....because.... how much I try...still that thing keeps haunting me".historical