'i am too old to be a hostage once more. it is unseemly.'

'consider yourself fortunate,' nerys replied. 'you have served the house of drukorlas twice, first among house purake, and now, in the house of its rival.'

'but house dracons is so far away, mother!'

'keep your voice down,' nerys hissed. she couldn't see orfantal any more - perhaps he had run behind the stables, which was just as well. leave him to his adventures and his stained hands. in a very short time, a new life would take hold of him; and if sandalath believed that the house behind them would soon be crowded with tutors, well, it did no harm to let her hold some comforting beliefs.

orfantal was destined for kharkanas. where the whispers of bastard would never reach him. nerys had prepared the way for that arrival: the boy was a cousin from an outland holding, south of the hust forges. he was being given to the house of purake, not as a hostage, but to serve the palace and mother dark herself. he would be schooled by the sons of darkness, as one in their retinue. of course, the boy had been raised from a very young age by sandalath, and often called her his mother, but that affectation would wear off in time.

the horseman from house dracons rode up, reining in behind the carriage. remaining in the saddle, he bowed towards lady nerys and sandalath. 'greetings and felicitations from the consort,' the man said. 'i am named ivis.'

nerys turned to her daughter. 'into the carriage.'

but sandalath was looking past the carriage, stretching to catch a last glimpse of her son. he was nowhere to be seen.

'daughter, obey your mother. go.'

holding herself as would someone with diseased lungs - shoulders hunched, caving in round the infection - sandalath made her way down the stone steps. she had a way of seeming both old and impossibly young, and both states filled nerys with contempt.

nerys tilted her head towards the escort. 'ivis, we thank you for your courtesy. we know you have ridden far this day.'

atop the bench at the front of the carriage the coachman was eyeing lady nerys, awaiting the signal. in the pale sky behind him a flock of birds winged towards the tree-line.

'lady nerys,' said ivis, drawing her attention around, 'we shall ride through the night and arrive at the house of my lord shortly after dawn.'

'excellent. are you alone in this task?'

he shook his head. 'a troop awaits us east of abara, milady. of course, we respect the traditional possessions of your bloodline, and so would do nothing to displease you.'

'you are most kind, ivis. please convey my compliments to lord draconus, for selecting such an honourable captain for this task.' she then nodded to the coachman, who snapped the traces, startling the horse into motion.

the carriage rumbled forward, bouncing over the uneven cobblestones, swinging on to the track that led round the back of the house. halfway down the hill it would join the road into abara, and from there it would take the north track, alongside the river, for a short distance before finding the branch leading northeast.

drawing her heavy cloak about her shoulders, faintly chilled in the shadow of the entranceway, nerys watched until the rider and the carriage disappeared round the side of the house, and then she looked once more to catch sight of orfantal. but still he was out of sight.

this pleased her.

some other battle in the ruins. another triumphant stand. another knife in the back.

children dreamed the silliest dreams.

standing in the shadow of the burnt-out stables, hidden from the steps of the house, the boy stared after the carriage. he thought he had seen her face, there in the small, smudged window, pale and red-eyed, as she strained to find him, but then the carriage trundled past, turning so that all he could see was its high back and strongbox, the tall wheels leaning and wobbling on old axles. and then, the strange rider in the soldier's garb rode by, his horse kicking up puffs of dust once past the cobbles.

soldiers came to abara. some had missing limbs or only one eye. others bore no wounds but died with knives in their chests, as if the weapon had followed them all the way from those distant battles they'd fought in. darting silver, barely seen in the night, following, finding, at last catching up. to kill the man who'd been meant to die weeks, even months, earlier.

but this soldier, who called himself ivis, had come to take away his mother.

he didn't like to see people cry. he'd do anything to keep them from crying, and in his mind, in the imaginary world of strife and heroism that he lived in, he often voiced vows over the tears of a broken woman. and then fought his way across half the world in the name of that vow. until it killed him, like a knife creeping up from the distant past.