'we will camp outside the grounds,' rint said, straightening from the wall he had been leaning against. he glanced across at his sister, who gave a slight nod, as if replying to an unspoken question.

'not on the training yard,' raskan said. 'i need to get the boy on a warhorse this afternoon.'

'we'll take the far side?' rint suggested, thick brows lifting.

'very well, though arathan's not at his best with too many eyes on him.'

feren looked up sharply. 'do you think we would mock the lord's son, sergeant?'

'bastard-'

'if the boy does not stand in his father's eyes,' she retorted, 'that is entirely the lord's business.'

raskan frowned, thinking through the meaning of the woman's statement, and then he scowled. 'arathan is to be seen as no more than a recruit, as he has always been. if he deserves mockery, why spare him? no, my concern was that nervousness on his part could see him injured, and given that we depart on the morrow, i would prefer not to report to the lord that the boy is incapable of travelling.'

feren's uncanny eyes held on him for a moment longer, and then she turned away.

raskan's tone hardened as he said, 'from now on, let it be understood by all of you that i am not obliged to explain myself to you. the boy is my charge, and how i manage that is not open for discussion. am i understood?'

rint smiled. 'perfectly, sergeant.'

'my apologies, sergeant,' added his sister.

raskan set off for the stables, his heels scuffing on the cobblestones.

it was late in the afternoon when the gate sergeant had the boy lead the warhorse by the reins out through the main gate and towards the training ground. the turf was chewed up beyond repair since the troop of lancers had taken to practising wheels-in-formation on a new season of chargers. the field was spring fed and beneath the turf there was clay, making footing treacherous - as it would be in battle. every year they'd lose two or three beasts and as many soldiers, but many of the greater houses and holds were, according to their lord, undertrained and ill-equipped when it came to mounted combat, and draconus intended to be in a position to exploit that weakness if it came to civil war.

civil war. the two words no one dared speak out loud, yet all prepared for. it was madness. there was nothing in the whole mess, in raskan's eyes, that seemed insurmountable. what was this power that so many seemed determined to grasp? unless it held a life in its hand, or the threat thereof, it was meaningless. and if it all reduced to that simple, raw truth, then what lust was being fed by all those who so hungered for it? who, among all these fools buzzing round the courts of the realm, would be so bold and so honest as to say yes, this is what i want. the power of life and death over as many of you as possible. do i not deserve it? have i not earned it? will i not take it?

but raskan was a gate sergeant. he had not the subtle mind of sagander, or of the lords, ladies and high servants of kurald galain. clearly, he was missing something, and thinking only the thoughts of a fool. there was more to power than he comprehended. all he knew was that his life was indeed in someone else's hands, and perhaps there was some chance of choice in that, but if so, he had not the wisdom or cleverness to see it.

the boy was silent, as usual, as he guided the seemingly placid beast on to the soft, churned-up ground.

'note the high saddle back, arathan,' raskan now said. 'higher than you're used to seeing, but not so high as to snap your lower spine like a twig the moment you impact a line. no, better you are thrown off than that. at least then you have a chance if you survive the fall. not much of one, but still. that's not of any concern to you for now, however. i'm just making it plain to you: this is a warhorse, and its tack is different. the cupped stirrups, the flanged horn. you'll not be wearing full armour in any case: the lord has different ideas about that, and should we ever clash with mounted enemies among the families, we'll ride circles round them. more than that, we're likely to survive dismounting, and not lie there broken and ready to be gutted like cattle.'

arathan's eyes slid past raskan during this speech, to where the four borderswords were seated in a row on one of the logs lining the field edge. the sergeant glanced over a shoulder at them and then returned his attention to the boy. 'never mind them. i need and expect your attention.'

'yes sir. but why have they pitched those tents? are they not welcome in the house grounds?'

'it's what they choose, that's all. they're half wild. probably haven't bathed in years. now, eyes on me, arathan. these chargers, they're bred special. not just size, but temperament, too. most horses will kill themselves rather than hurt one of us - oh, i don't mean bites and the occasional kick, or a panicked rearing and the like. that's just accidental, or bad moods. you've got to consider this. these animals are massive, compared to us. by weight alone they could crush us, trample us, pulp us into red meat and bone splinters. but they don't. they submit instead. an unbroken horse is a frightened horse, frightened of us, i mean. a broken one is gentled, and in place of fear there's trust. blind trust, at times. idiotic trust. that's just how it is.