it was full dark before i came to my senses. it was like waking from a dream. i suddenly decided that the food in my pannier would have to suffice. with a startling abruptness, my obsession with the fish departed. i used some of the branches i'd broken to start a small fire.

i made a very rudimentary camp beside my little fire, ate cold food with hot tea, and rolled myself in a blanket to sleep. the ground was hard and i was cold. toward dawn, the mosquitoes came out and discovered me. even pulling my blanket up over my head did not discourage them, and i rose earlier than i was inclined to and traveled on my way. my only act of virtue was to cut the broken branches into firewood and leave them at the base of the supply tree.

as i traveled on, towns became less frequent and houses more scattered. traffic dwindled. every day, two couriers would ride past me, one headed east and one headed west, usually at a canter or a gallop. they carried the king's dispatches and, if there was room in their pouches, high-ranking officers' letters home. they did not acknowledge me at all as they passed. some credited gernia's expansion to the king's dedication to regular communication with even his most distant forts. daily reports were sent on their way to old thares. some of the courier stations rented space for profit-making messenger services as well. they were becoming more popular as gernia's boundary and far-flung population expanded, but they were still an expensive service, patronized only by the wealthy. i did not see their riders as often.

one windy morning, i passed a place where a spring freshet had washed the road out. it had been repaired, but badly, with a stream still trickling through a wide dip in the road. i could see the remains of the stone culvert; the mortar had failed, i judged, and i suspected that next spring would see the road cut through when the waters ran high again.

it was not a real challenge for clove and i, but the deep muddy wagon wheel ruts testified that it was an unpleasant passage for any wheeled vehicle. i saw few other travelers that day, and began to understand why some of the king's nobles in the west mocked this project and called it the king's road to nowhere.

early in the day, i passed a relay station for the king's couriers. as there were no towns nearby, a small contingent of soldiers were stationed there to protect and maintain the station. there was little there except a stable for the post horses, a small storehouse, and a barracks. the buildings were set up in a defensible square with a stockade wall closing the gaps. the tall gates stood open, and coarse grasses grew along the bottoms of them. months had passed since they'd last been closed. the surly soldier on watch eyed me unenthusiastically. not an exciting post, i surmised. i wondered if being stationed here was regarded as punishment.

i rode clove in and dismounted. as i let him water from the horse trough alongside their well, i looked around. the barracks and mess were painted in gernia's standard green and white. i estimated their strength at about a dozen men. there was a watchtower at one corner of the fortification; a uniformed soldier ostensibly kept watch there for approaching messengers. a couple of men leaned in the open door of the barracks, smoking. only one courier was currently in residence, lounging on a tipped-back chair on the long porch that ran across the front barracks. the young, skinny rider seemed very full of himself, openly rolling his eyes at my girth and making faces and gestures when he thought i wouldn't see him. i took some satisfaction in seeing that the men who kept up the station seemed to regard him as a jackanapes. when i mounted the steps to the barracks' porch, an older man in shirtsleeves came out to meet me.

"do you need something?" he asked me brusquely.

"news of the road ahead would be welcome. and i thought i'd report that there's a culvert washed out, about an hour's ride back." military regulations stated that the courier stations were to aid travelers, monitor the road, and report conditions to the proper authority. i considered it my duty, still, to apprise them of the road's condition.

the man scowled at me. it had been at least three days since he'd shaved. the only clean spot on his cheek was an old knife scar. even without his jacket and stripes, i could tell he was in charge here. "i've been reporting that for two months. they keep saying they'll send a road crew, but the plague hit everybody hard. they don't have the men to spare. nothing happens."

"and the road east of here?" i pressed him.

"it's no better. it was built fast with unskilled men, and the need for maintenance was underestimated. it's passable for a man on horseback, and there are only a few places that would give a wagon serious trouble. but once the rains start again, that story will change quickly." he spoke as if it were my fault.