i felt the wave of disdain that emanated from the trees. the scorn burned me. "lisana made him. wise she is, but not the wisest. she said that the magic commanded it, that the magic brought him to her and bade her claim him. we doubted, and many said that she was too young and should not have been set to guard the way. i was one of them. and look what has befallen her. he turned on her, and set her plan awry. he turned our own magic against us. she herself fell to him; now her trunk lies prone. it will be many turns of seasons before she has regained the girth to speak loudly and well again. does this speak well for lisana's wisdom?"

lisana. my heart knew that name. "tree woman," i whispered. bits of knowledge tumbled through my mind and fell into a pattern. these great trees were literally the elders of the speck people. when we cut them, we were killing their ancient advisers, the ones who preserved the wisdom of centuries past. these were sacred trees to the people. we were at war with them, without intending to be.

"i know what i have to do," i said. my spoken words rang strangely loud in the forest night. "i must return to the gernians. i will go to my leader tomorrow and tell him that the road must not go through here. surely there is another path that we can follow over the mountains and to the sea? lisana was wise." convincing them of that suddenly seemed very important to me. "she made me to be a bridge between our peoples. i cannot send them all away. but i can speak for you and make them see that cutting these trees is a great affront to the speck people. i promise, i will do my best to save you, old one."

"can it be so easy?" jodoli asked me.

"no!" the spirit of the tree was contemptuous of my offer. "do not trust him, jodoli of the people. he is a man of two hearts. he can be true to neither."

i shook my head. "i can be true to both. you will see."

it sounded so simple, there in the moonlit night.

chapter twenty-six

dancers

i ran home as quickly as i could. i could feel the magic burning in my blood with my need to be swift, and i was. it was as if the ground itself hastened me to my destination. i followed a path that was impossibly short, and arrived home before dawn had grayed the skies.

and when i arrived home, i sat up in my bed. i swung my feet over the edge of the bed to the floor, my heart pumping urgency. then i caught my breath.

for a long time, i sat still. realities fought in me. i had just run home through the forest. my bare feet were dry and clean. i could not remember opening my cabin door, nor shutting it behind me, nor lying down in my bed again.

one of two things was real. i had dreamed it all, and none of it was real.

or i had used magic to travel in my dream, and it was entirely real.

i began to breathe as if i had truly run that distance. sweat broke out on my back and brow. a trembling ran through me. it became a shudder, and suddenly i was clutching myself, teeth chattering and quivering like a leaf. waves of trembling passed through me as if i would tear myself apart. i felt hot and then cold, and then as suddenly as it had all come on, it ebbed away. my breathing slowed. i accepted it, whatever "it" was. i decided that however the knowledge had come to me, it was real. i would act on it.

i bathed, i shaved, and i dressed in my best uniform. i knew i had consumed magic to make that swift journey home. i knew the signs of it now, not just the ravenous hunger that bread could not assuage, but also that my trousers were almost loose on me. almost. i still decided that i would not risk their multiple seams by straddling clove's broad back. i hitched my big horse to the cart and drove into town just as the sun was coming up, feeling fired with purpose and even hope. if i could convince the colonel that rerouting the road, difficult as it might be, would put an end to our differences with the speck and stop the evil magic pouring out of the forest, then it was quite possible that i would have saved us all. i'd be a hero. my smile twisted as i thought the word. a fat hero, and no one would ever know of my heroics. but that wouldn't mean i hadn't done it.

it had been days since i'd last dared go into town. i was surprised by the changes i saw. the speck trade village was still set up on the outskirts of gettys, but it was gettys itself that amazed me. a change had come over the town. it was more than fresh paint and gravel in the worst ruts and potholes, though those were changes enough. cavalla-green bunting festooned the doors and windows of shops and taverns. windows had been washed. but even those changes were not what impressed me. even this early in the day, the people moving on the street had lost the tension and weariness that i'd come to accept as a normal part of gettys. if anything, the citizenry seemed relaxed, even lethargic. two women, their best bonnets lavishly decorated with green ribbons, strolled slowly arm-in-arm down the street. i slowed clove to a walk, for they seemed scarcely aware of our approach, smiling and nodding to one another as they talked. i guided clove around them, and we continued on our way.