'then you would doom your son to his fate?'

udinaas bared his teeth. 'the choice isn't mine to make.'

'is it silchas ruin's?'

'it may seem, onrack, that we are protected here, but that's an illusion. the refugium is a rejection of so many truths it leaves me breathless. ulshun pral, you, all your people-you have willed yourself this life, this world. and the azath at the gate-it holds you to your convictions. this place, wondrous as it is, remains a prison.' he snorted. 'should i chain him here? can i? dare i? you forget, i was a slave.'

'my friend,' said onrack, 'i am free to travel the other realms. i am made flesh. made whole. this is a truth, is it not?'

'if this place is destroyed, you will become a t'lan imass once more. that's the name for it, isn't it? that immortality of bones and dried flesh? the tribe here will fall to dust.'

onrack was staring at him with horror-filled eyes. 'how do you know this?'

'i do not believe silchas ruin is lying. ask kilava-i have seen a certain look in her eyes, especially when ulshun pral visits, or when she sits beside you at the fire. she knows. she cannot protect this world. not even the azath will prevail against what is coming.'

'then it is we who are doomed.'

no. there is rud elalle. there is my son.

'and so,' said onrack after a long pause, 'you will send your son away, so that he may live.'

no, friend. i send him away... to save you all. but he could not say that, could not reveal that. for he knew onrack well now; and he knew ulshun pral and all the others here. and they would not accept such a potential sacrifice-they would not see rud elalle risk his life in their name. no, they would accept their own annihilation, without a second thought. yes, udinaas knew these imass. it was not pride that made them what they were. it was compassion. the tragic kind of compassion, the kind that sacrifices itself and sees that sacrifice as the only choice and thus no choice at all, one that must be accepted without hesitation.

better to take the fear and the hope and all the rest and hold it inside. what could he give onrack now, at this moment? he did not know.

another pause, and then the imass continued, 'it is well, then. i understand, and approve. there is no reason that he must die with us. no reason, indeed, that he must witness such a thing when it comes to pass. you would spare him the grief, as much as such a thing is possible. but, udinaas, it is not acceptable that you share our fate. you too must depart this realm.'

'no, friend. that i will not do.'

'your son's need for you remains.'

oh, rud loves you all, onrack. almost as much as he seems to love me. i will stay nonetheless, to remind him of what he fights to preserve. 'where he and silchas ruin will go, i cannot follow,' he said. and then he grunted and managed to offer onrack a wry smile. 'besides, here and only here, in your company-in the company of all the imass-i am almost content. i'll not willingly surrender that.' so many truths could hide inside glib lies. while the reason was a deceit, the sentiments stacked so carefully within it were not.

so much easier, he told himself, to think like a tenag, or a bhederin. truth from surface to core, solid and pure. yes, that would indeed be easier than this.

rud elalle emerged from the hut, followed a moment later by silchas ruin.

udinaas could see in his son's face that any formal parting would prove too fraught. best this was done with as little gravitas as possible. he rose, and onrack did the same.

others stood nearby, watchful, instincts awakened that something grave and portentous was happening. respect and courtesy held them back one and all.

'we should keep this... casual,' udinaas said under his breath.

onrack nodded. 'i shall try, my friend.'

he is no dissembler, oh no. less human than he looks, then. they all are, damn them. 'you feel too much,' udinaas said, as warmly as he could manage, for he did not want the observation to sting.

but onrack wiped at his cheeks and nodded, saying nothing.

so much for making this casual. 'oh, come with me, friend. even rud cannot withstand your gifts.'

and together, they approached rud elalle.

silchas ruin moved off to await his new charge, and observed the emotional farewells with eyes like knuckles of blood.

mortal sword krughava reminded tanakalian of his childhood. she could have stridden out from any of a dozen tales of legend he had listened to curled up beneath skins and furs, all those breathtaking adventures of great heroes pure of heart, bold and stalwart, who always knew who deserved the sharp end of their sword, and who only ever erred in their faith in others-until such time, at the tale's dramatic climax, when the truth of betrayal and whatnot was revealed, and punishment soundly delivered. his grandfather always knew when to thicken the timbre of his voice, where to pause to stretch out suspense, when to whisper some awful revelation. all to delight the wide-eyed child as night drew in.