Chapter 16: A Choice for a Lifetime

Chapter 16

Mom, what do you think I should do about her offer?

Alanas gaze was lost in thoughts, but she immediately refocused when she heard the question.

Kai, you clearly have thought both possibilities through, there is nothing more I can add. Lady Virya is giving you a unique opportunity, if this is what you want you should take it. Dont worry about the money, we are going to be fine.

He wasnt too convinced. They werent at risk of starving, but they werent living comfortably either. They could improve their lives many times over with that money.

Mom, if I take the money, we could go wherever we want and give better opportunities to my sisters. Wouldnt Ele like not having to take a job so soon? And what about Kea, she always says how she hates Greenside. Isnt it wrong and selfish to take a gamble for me, when I could help us all for certain?

The reason why Virya offered him so much moneygiven that the sum was probably nothing to herwas to tempt him to see how resolute he was in his choice. But how could he forgive himself if he didnt consider what was best for his family?

Sweetie, how do you think your sisters would feel if you gave up this opportunity for them? How do you think I would feel? We could always use more coin, but we can also do without. This is your opportunity, if you refuse it for us, we would be the selfish ones.

Despite her reassurance, Kai didnt feel any better. But what if I take her offer and fail? Wouldnt I have wasted it all for nothing?

They had walked far from the mansion while they talked. Alana stopped and sat down by the sea, patting the sand beside her for him.

He was too nervous to stay put, but he forced himself to sit.

Kai, I cant tell you what decision to make, but Im sure you will be able to surpass anyones expectations if you choose to stay. She said it with such conviction he also believed it for a moment.

He then realized he had been wishing Alana would give him the excuse to take the money and leave. He would sacrifice himself for his family and take the easy path with the perfect excuse. Being the ideal son and not having to test himself.

Alana kissed him on his forehead, Ill always be here for you whatever happens, and your sisters will too. She took off her pendant with the two concentric circles crossed by a linethe sacred symbol of the Archipelagoand offered it to him. Remember the spirits always help their sons and daughters who strive for more.

Kai took the pendant from her, it wasnt as practical as he would have hoped, but he knew how much it meant for his mom. Thankfully Alanas advice wasn't over.

If you cant make a decision, try to imagine yourself many years from now. You are much older, having taken one of two choices: how will your life be? Will you be happy and satisfied? Think of the life you want to live. Take your time, Ill wait here for you. She smiled at him like he could do no wrong.

I wish I had that confidence.

Kai needed to move to think, so he started walking along the shore, where the sand met the sea. He fidgeted with his mothers pendant while the rolling waves touched his feet.

Doing as his mother told him, he closed his eyes and tried to imagine his future. If he chose the safe option, he would be able to carve himself a very respectable life in the Archipelago.

As he grew the confines of the islands would begin to feel tighter. He would probably visit the mainland, but by then he would be too far behind. As he had taken the safe choice before, he would do so again and go back to Archipelago. Maybe marry and have a nice family, leading a quiet life and abandoning any thought of adventure.

Not exactly what he had dreamt of, but he was no childnot completely at least. It wasnt a bad life.

Then he imagined the other option: he accepted Viryas offer to stay. After that, if he failed and got sent home with nothing, his life would be harder, but it would likely repeat the first scenario.

The question was if he didnt fail

In the first scenario he was happy, but was he satisfied? He would be a big fish in a very small pond subjected to the whims of the outside. The Republic or any other unknown entity could come and do as they please, and he would not be able to do anything. It would be like when the governor took away their home or when a crimson pool expanded under one of the people he loved.

If he took the risk, he might not be good enough to become the hero of the story or even a side character, but at least he would know he had tried his best. If he chose the first option, he couldnt lie to himself - he would be a coward.

With the truth bare in front of him, there was only one choice he could live with. He would never be powerless again.

* * *

After he communicated his decision to Virya, nothing much happened. The sky didnt thunder and the waves didnt stop crashing on the beach. He said his goodbyes to his mom, who promised to be back in a month to visit. Then he had a quick dinner and went to bed.

I thought you already knew. Can you not see my status?

Elijahs voice reached him cold as ice, Brat, answer the question. You dont even know how lucky you are. Kai could feel him staring daggers at his back, while Virya continued sipping her tea.

Well, if she is going to teach me, she probably needs to know anyway.

Kai pulled out his status and started reading his skills.

Name: Kai TylennRace: HumanProfession: None

Body stats

Strength: 4Dexterity: 5>6Constitution: 8Mind: 9Spirit: 11Perception: 8

Skills (7/7):

Meditation (lv45>49) Acting (lv24>26)Swimming (lv34>40)Running (lv36>43)Teaching (lv7)Awareness (lv9>17)Mana Sense (lv21>23)

One by one Kai told her everything.

Meditation level 49.

Virya smiled, That will make things easier.

He was surprised that elicited a reaction. Kai thought his Mana Sense level was more impressive, considering it was a higher-tier skill. Looking at her, she was unreadable. Maybe Meditation was helpful to learn magic, he guessed, but he was soon distracted.

You might as well eat something. She gestured towards the table. He had not been discreet when staring at a perfectly ripe mango that was calling his name.

While Kai happily ate, Virya continued to speak.

From now on you'll continue to work on Running and Swimming, adding Awareness and Mana Sense too. You can continue meditating on your own. Tell Elijah when you reach level 50. As for Acting, youll need to have at least one social skill, but we can leave it alone for now.

Finally, you have Teaching, mhmm Its certainly curious seeing a child with that skill. One should learn before teaching others. Virya smiled amused.

Glad to be an endless source of entertainment.

He had not missed how she had not asked why he had a meditation skill as his highest or the Acting skill.

Probably she didnt care. Whatever the reason, he was glad for it. No way he would be able to lie to her and he wasnt planning on revealing his secret to anybody else.

For now, well focus on letting you advance to Orange as soon as possible." Her tone became more serious, any trace of amusement gone. I hope you know I meant it, when I said I would accept nothing but your best, child. I dont like wasting my time, I hope you wont disappoint me.

She had not raised her voice one bit, but her burning gaze was enough to mark her words into his soul.

Saving his pride wasnt the only reason not to fail; he didnt want to see Virya angry, or even disappointed.

Seeing how the conversation was reaching its conclusion, Kai decided to speak.

Can I ask a question? His tone was more hesitant than hed like.

Yes, I can see part of your status. There are many ways and skills to read the status of another person. But before someone unlocks their Guide completelywhich means fourteen for humansyour status is protected.

Its still possible to get a vague impression if you have a high enough skill, but it wouldn't be pleasant for either you or me to examine it. She punctuated the last statement.

I can see your skills, but not their level, or the value of your attributes. Skills are always easier to see than attributes.

Kai was ever more sure she could read his mind.

With her explanation done, he was dismissed before he could add another word.

His new routine was about to begin. Too late to turn back now.

Im sure it will be fine. The only path I have left is forward.